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Chapter 13 Heart to Hearts and the Art of Flying
EPOV
I need you tonight.
I need you right now.
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right.
I really need you tonight.
Boy, you can say that again Nick Carter.
It's been a few days since I've seen Bella. And I'm missing her like crazy. She had some family things going on and I didn't want to intrude. So now, I'm just sitting in my room, bored out of my skull, listening to the radio and the heartbreak that is the Backstreet Boys.
The more I listen to the song, the more true it seems to be. I really do need her tonight and right now. It's been about a week since we had our moment, if you will, in the meadow. As wonderful as it was, it's just been hard to find that 'alone time' we want, or in fact, need, at this point. God I miss her. And that's when I hear my phone go off...
I'm all yours. I'm not afraid. And you're all mine...
Ah...my girl always knows when the best time to call me is.
"Whatcha wearin'?" I hear a giggle on the other line.
"Perv. But if you must know, sweats and a tank top. Nothing too sexy." I let out a low moan.
"Mm. It's sexy enough for me." She giggles again.
"I miss you," Bella says.
"I miss you too. Like crazy. So much, in fact, that I'm actually listening to a Top 40 station...well sort of...they just played some old BSB song just a bit ago. It made me think of you and just how much I miss you."
"Wow. You must be missing me if a BSB song makes you realize how much you're missing your girl." I love the sound of that. My girl. She continues, "Hey, I can't talk too long. We're about to eat dinner, but I just wanted to call and say how much I love you and miss you." I can't help the smile that spreads across my face. I probably have that weird Joker grin right now.
"I love and miss you too." I start to whine, "God, I wish I could see you right now."
"I know. Me too. I wish you could just crawl through my window tonight, just so I can feel you next to me. And by the way, you're too cute when you whine."
That's when I had the best idea in a long time...I was going to see Bella. Not tomorrow or the next day, but tonight! I was going to do just that. I'll climb through her window so I can see her. What happens from there? Well, I guess we shall see. I clear my throat and start acting like I have no plans on seeing her tonight.
"Yeah...I wish it was as easy as climbing through windows, baby." Oh this is going to be good!
"OK...well my dad just told me that dinner is ready, so I'll talk to you later. I love you."
"I love you too. Enjoy your dinner and your night baby."
"Thank you and you too," Bella says and hangs up.
Yup...A good night indeed.
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I'm lying on my bed, listening to my iPod when I see Emmett pass my doorway. Next thing I know, I see him slowly backing up to peer into my door.
"So...whatcha ya doin'?"
"Just chilling, listening to my iPod."
"Do you mind if I join you?" OK...something is up with him.
"Um...sure." Emmett comes into my room and sits down on the bed next to me. He looks like he wants to say something, but is having an inner battle with himself on whether or not to say it. "You look like you want to say something. If you do, just say it." Emmett starts to fiddle with his hands.
"I've actually wanted to ask you this for at least a week now. Since I walked in on you and Bella in the piano room the other day." He's actually starting to sweat profusely.
"Oh. Well..you know you can ask me anything." He takes a deep breath and lets it out, slowly.
"'tyou?" I laugh because I have no clue what he just asked me.
"Wait. Can you repeat that and maybe just a tad bit slower this time so I can understand you?"
"You and Bella are sleeping together now aren't you?" He asks with a nervous look. I'm really kind of shocked that he's asking me this.
"Really, Emmett? Are you really asking me this question right now?"
"Well...yeah...I am. I just want to make sure that my little bro knows how to please a girl and all." I can almost feel my eyeballs popping out of their sockets.
"Dude! I love you and all but, my God! You just asked me if I had sex with my girlfriend. Don't you think that's just a bit weird?"
"Again, I know that it would've been your first time and I wanted to make sure you didn't embarrass yourself."
"Well...you're a little too late for that one," I say looking down and picking at the fuzz on my blanket.
"Not as good as you thought?" he asks. I was about to tell him off when I realize that he isn't trying to dig for this information because he wants to make fun of me, he genuinely means everything he's saying. He really wants to give me advice and help me become better.
"No. It's not that it wasn't good. Trust me, it was beyond awesome. I just...well...I just didn't last as long as I thought or rather hoped I would." There. I said it. Maybe he can help me. He smiles at me and puts a hand on my shoulder.
"That's pretty normal little bro. I did the same exact thing my first time. I think I lasted all of 5 seconds and that was it," he chuckles and continues, "the girl I was with was pissed!"
"Sounds like your first girl was Rose," I say with a laugh. But for some reason...he wasn't laughing with me. Oh my God! No way! "Rose was your first, wasn't she?"
"Yeah, she was." Now it was my turn to do the brotherly hand on the shoulder bit.
"I'm sorry to hear that."
"Yeah, well. That's why we didn't last for that long because I couldn't take her bitchiness after that, so I picked up my clothes, broke up with her, and never looked back."
"And that was the best decision you could've ever made bro."
"You got that right," Emmett says with a chuckle, "OK...so back to you. Is there anything you want to ask me?"
"Like what?"
"Well, I can't really direct you in how to 'keep it up' so to speak. That just comes with time and practice...um...no pun intended." I laugh.
"OK. I think I can handle the practicing part. Is there anything else that you think I should know?" I watch as a small smirk appears on Emmett's face.
"Well...have you ever...gone down on someone before?"
"No. I haven't done anything remotely like that, other than maybe copping a feel here and there. That's the extent of my sexual advances." This is when I could almost see the hamster wheel just turning inside Emmett's head. Is mom burning something? I swear I smell something burning. He cracks his knuckles and waggles his eyebrows.
"Well then little bro...by the end of the night, you will be a pro at finding the 'little man in a boat' and knowing what to do with it."
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At around nine o'clock at night, I tell my mom that I'm heading out to a friend's house and probably won't be back until the next day.
"OK sweetheart. Be safe." She had this look in her eye just then. I wasn't quite sure if she was telling me to be safe because she knew I was probably going over to see Bella or if she was literally telling me just because she was my mom. I went in for a hug, dismissing what she said.
"I love you and I'll see you tomorrow."
I jump in my car and drive to Bella's house. I park down the street so nobody notices that I'm here. I walk up to the house and walk around to the side where her room is. I notice that she has a light on.
Perfect.
I look at the tree that's near her window and try to figure out the best way to set my plan into action. I start to climb this massive beast and make it to the branch that reaches her window. Luckily the tree is tall enough and the branches are thick enough that I can walk out onto the branch all the way to her window. I look in and see Bella laying on her stomach, reading a magazine and bopping her head to the music I could slightly hear playing. Lucky for me, her father's bedroom is on the other side of the house, otherwise, this might not have been so easy. I lightly wrap on the window. She looks around like she heard something but then went back to reading. I wrap a bit harder this time. That got her attention. She looked over to the window and sees me up in the tree. With a great huge smile, she leaps off her bed and opens up the window for me.
"What are you doing up there?" she asks while I'm still hanging on to the branch above me for dear life. I kinda forgot to mention that I might be afraid of heights.
"Oh the things I will do for you. Like suddenly forgetting that I'm afraid of heights. Can you let me in please? I'm sort of freaking out a bit."
"Oh. Sorry," she says and lets me in. "I can't believe that you're here."
"I can't believe that I actually did that to get here," I say through a chuckle. Bella takes my face in her hands and pulls it close to hers.
"I'm glad you did. I've missed you." Before I can get a word in, her lips are on mine. I place my hand on her cheek and we start out slow. She places her hand behind my neck and tries to pull me even closer. I start to walk us backwards until I feel her bed hit the back of my knees. I turn us around and lay her down onto the bed.
"I was right. You do look beautiful in your sweats and tank top," I say to her as I kiss her neck. She giggles.
"I know my father is on the other side of the house and all, but if we're going to do this, we need to keep quiet."
"Hm...we just might end up having sex for the second time ever and my girl is already wanting to play games," I growl and whisper, "I think I like it." She giggles softly again.
I kiss every inch of her body starting from her neck, all the way down her chest and stomach, kiss down one leg, and then up the other leg. As I make my way back up, I hover over her pussy and think about what Emmett taught me tonight. I place a light kiss over her sex and look up at her.
"Can I try something a little different?" Bella smiles and places a hand on my cheek.
"I'm up for anything that involves you, baby."
"Be careful what you say. You may have just agreed to do anal." She playfully slaps my shoulder.
"Edward!" She whisper yells, "I can't believe you." I can't help the laugh that I'm trying to keep at a low level.
"I'm only kidding. I have no interest in that...well...yet anyway." Yup, I deserved that second slap to the shoulder again. "But seriously, you're OK with me trying something then?"
"As long as it doesn't involve my ass. I'm good. And...as long as I can try something on you."
"Fair enough." I pull off her sweatpants and throw them to the floor. Next, I remove her underwear and that joins the pile as well. Now I'm having a staring contest with her dripping sex. Wow! She's already wet. I quickly remove her shirt and bra and throw those onto the massive pile of clothes. Next, I remove my shirt, and I'm ready to give this a try. I think back to the words Emmett said earlier that night.
"The key to eating pussy is if you don't have her juices all over your face, then you're not doing it right. You got to dig in as deep as you can. Really drive your girl crazy. They love that shit."
Well...here goes nothing.
I start out by finding the little nub, or as Emmett so wonderfully put it 'the little man in the boat', and proceeded to flatten out my tongue, just like Emmett said to do. I lick her nub and Bella bucks up into my face. OK...so far so good. I lick it again, this time I get a buck and a gentle moan. Yeah...if she keeps that up, I think I'm going to cum before I even get any action. This time I decide that I'm going to lick from the bottom and glide my tongue to the top. After I made my first pass, Bella bucks again and this time she takes her pillow and muffles the loud moan that she has been trying to keep in. Bella has a wonderful sweet and salty taste to her as I continue to 'mow down', stupid Emmett and his 'technical' terms.
After a bit of licking, my tongue starts to cramp a bit, so I decide that I will go to sucking on her bundle of nerves for a bit.
"OH GOD!" I hear from under the pillow.
That's it baby. I want to hear you cum.
I start to lick, suck, and throw in a bite here and there. I find this much better to work with. And by the way her legs were beginning to shake and the beads of sweat that I start to see appear, I think I'm doing something right.
"Oh God! Edward! I'm gunna cum!"
Yeah...it helps when she tells me that too.
Soon after claiming that she was close, she did cum and what a wonderful thing it was. I watched all of her juices flow. I lick as much of her as I can, trying not to waste a single drop and feeling quite proud of myself for making up for the fact that my girl didn't get her 'happy ending' our first time. I owe Emmett huge!
After licking her clean, I look up at Bella. She looks so beautiful, staring up at the ceiling, with a big old smile on her face. She finally looks at me and I see a blush form on her cheeks and she gives me a shy smile.
"Hey you," she says to me with as much love as she had for me.
"Hey yourself, beautiful." I was about to lean in and kiss her, but remembered that my face was covered in Bella juices. So instead I opt for leaning into her ear and whispering, "You have the most wonderful taste." I feel the heat radiate off her from the blush that was forming again. She turns to me and leans in to kiss me. I try to stop her but she just smashes her lips to mine, licking and tasting herself on my lips. If I wasn't mistaking, I think she was actually enjoying it! Bella pulls away from me and licks her lips.
"Wow. I do taste...um...interesting."
If I wasn't hard before, I surely was now! That was hot!
"Now..." Bella says as she crawls into my lap, "I want to play."
She starts at my neck, sending a trail of kisses down my chest, down my stomach, and brings down my pants as she kisses the inside of my thighs, then stops when she becomes face to face with Eddie Jr. (yes I may have named my penis OK?). Bella continues to take my pants and underwear off and throws it into the pile. She then looks into my eyes and I put my hand on her cheek.
"Baby, you know I don't expect this from you right?"
"I do. But I've been talking with Alice and she kind of gave me some pointers. Apparently, you and I both wanted to surprise each other with the new tricks we learned the next time we got together," she says with a wink. The next thing I know, Eddie Jr. was taken by those wonderful lips of hers.
"Holy shit!" I say a little too loud. Bella stops and hands me her pillow with a giggle.
"Shh! You're going to wake my dad being that loud."
I just lay there with the pillow over my head, just in case I felt the need to have a sudden outburst again. Her lips and tongue running up and down the shaft of my dick was like nothing that I've felt before. Yeah...spanking the monkey is never going to feel the same way again after getting head from her. Although...this scene playing out in front of my eyes will make it go a little quicker I'm sure.
Slowly, I start to feel the tightening of my balls.
Oh God! Do I stop her and tell her I'm about to cum or do I just let it happen? I decide I should tell her before its too late.
"Baby. Baby you need to stop," I say through my labored breathing.
"I'm sorry. Did I hurt you?" Bella asks with worry on her face. I take her cheek again in my hand.
"No baby. You were wonderful. Maybe a little too wonderful. I stopped you because I was about to cum in your mouth."
"I would have been OK with that."
"I'm sure you would've, but I want to cum inside you tonight." I flip her over so I'm hovering above her. She giggles.
"I love you," she whispers lovingly to me. I kiss her right under her ear.
"I love you too," I whisper back as I enter her. She gasps and I have to still myself because she feels so wonderful that I know I won't last again.
"You OK?" I ask her. She nods her head.
"Please. I need you baby," she says as she pulls me down closer to her and kisses me. Our tongues wrestle around each other and I start to move inside her. I start off slow at first, then begin to work up speed. God I love being this close to her. She is so beautiful.
"You're so beautiful," she says to me.
"You're amazing," I say and lean in for another kiss.
I'm moving in her and it feels so good and so right. I actually think we are lasting longer than last time.
God she feels so amazing.
"I think I'm going to come soon." Bella takes her hand and places it right on the back of my neck and lowers me down closer to her and whispers...
"Then cum for me baby. Please."
Yup...that did it!
"Oh God Bella!" I scream out as she swallows my words down with a passionate kiss. I collapse on her chest and she starts to run her hand through my hair.
"You, my dear, are amazing," Bella says to me as she kisses my forehead.
"You're not so bad yourself," I say, kissing her chest.
So...this is that post coital feel that Emmett was talking about. Yeah, I like it.
"You probably should get back home. I'm sure your parents are going to wonder where you are."
"I told my mom I was going to a friend's house and that I probably wouldn't be back till tomorrow. I was making sure that if we ended up doing what we just did and I fell asleep, I wouldn't have to worry about anybody looking for me." Bella giggles.
"Good plan." I chuckle.
"I thought it was pretty genius."
"Will you stay with me then tonight?" I lean in for a chaste kiss.
"Of course. I can't think of a more wonderful place I'd rather be than right here, next to you, enjoying this post coital bliss together." We both laugh and fall asleep with me resting on her chest with my arms around her and with her arms around me. What better way to fall asleep than with the one you love. Nothing can be more perfect.
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The next morning, I'm sleeping soundly and having wonderful Bella filled dreams, when all of a sudden I feel hands on both of my arms and the next thing I know I'm flying through the air.
WHAT THE FUCK!
I come crashing down onto the floor and slide the rest of the way into the dresser on the other side of the room. That's when I hear the loud booming voice go...
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING WITH MY DAUGHTER, IN HER BED, NAKED?"
Oh shit! It's the Chief! I'm so dead!
A/N Aw Snap! Didn't see that coming now did ya? And holy shit! I think this is my longest chapter ever! And remember, don't forget to provide me with my crack. Yup, you guessed it, REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW! Cause reviews are like having Edward go to town and mow down...if ya know what I mean **wink wink**
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