A/N: for everyone who has favorited/reviewed/alerted this story sense my last update. I'm the worst, like I really am. I LOVE Secret life, but now that RAMY is officially together it's harder to write this one. I'm going to finish this one though, I'm not planning on leaving it here. This story has about 5 chapters to go I think. I'm sorry for the short chapter I hate it and I feel really bad. Also the lack of reviews isn't helping me with my writing, so if you read this, please review so I'll know someone is still reading it ;) Love You.

Her lips were everywhere, I felt her hands all around me and her scent was taking over me. She bit my lip and pulled me closer, making me lose every bit of self-control I had left. I don't know what made me open my eyes at that point and seeing the time, but in seconds I was pulling up my jeans and throwing her shirt back to the blond girl on my bed. "You gotta go." I said at the girl who looked offended.

"What?" She asked.

"Look, my girl is coming to meet my mom for the first time so I need you to get out." I stated.

"Excuse me?" She looked at me with wide eyes, so I took her hands to mine, to break it down to her.

"You need to get out honey." I smiled to the girl, who now put her clothes on and in seconds was out of my room. I glanced at the clock and sat on my bed, I still had ten minutes before Amy was here. I knew I wasn't playing fair, but Amy knew who she was having this baby with.

"Can I come in?" I heard Margaret ask outside my door.

"Fine." I told her getting up and opening the door, seeing the forty something woman looking at me and my room.

"This needs to stop." She said, walking in and taking my sheets off of my bed. "I will not have you living under my roof, if this is the lifestyle you are going to choose." She said.

"Fine, I'll move out." I yawned and leaned against my wall.

"Sure you will." She laughed, but turned her face back to serious in seconds. "I don't understand why you are doing this. Two weeks ago you were all about Amy, how you were going to raise this child together, as loving parents. And now you have girls coming in and out all the time, even when you know its against our rules." I rolled my eyes.

"Someone opened my eyes, I wasn't made for that life." I shrugged my shoulders and ran my hand trough my hair. My mother stood up and walked to me.

"Well this is me, opening your eyes. Stop this now, or I will tell Amy." My heart jumped at the mentioning of her name. Something I couldn't get rid of. "The girl is pregnant and she thinks you have her back. I don't like to see her broken. So fix this." She said and moved away from me. Something about her, she had the way of making me feel guilty.

I was in a battle. It was like I had been divided into two parts, other one playing for Team Amy and the other one was Team all the other girls in the world. Changing my opinion every two seconds wasn't getting me anywhere.

"Ricky, Amy is here." my mom shouted from downstairs and I quickly ran to her giving a peck on her cheek, earning a glare from my mother.

"Soo, you've met my mom. Now let's go to a walk." I smiled at the confused women next to me.

"I just got here?" Amy asked confused, but I just took her hand leading her out.

"I'm in a mood for a walk now." I smiled and took a good look at Amy, who was starting to show now. She was the most beautiful woman in the world, she was holding my baby in her. Our baby.

"What?" She laughed. "Why are you looking at me like that?"

"I don't know, I'm just very happy." I blushed and stuck my hands to my pockets. Why did Amy have to be the one woman who was able to make me blush, get those stupid butterflies up and make my head spin.

"Well, I am too." She giggled. "I think this is going to work out. Though I'm not sure how much can I take from Grace anymore. She is killing me." She laughed again.

"What's up with Grace?" I asked confused, trying to remember that blond cheerleader, who had been raised to believe in God with extreme forces. I knew she had taken it to her mission to get Amy keep this child.

"She's just all over me, I don't have any time to figure out things on my own." She sighed and took my hand to hers. "Thank you for being here." She smiled to me with that stupid angelic face that made my want to give up on my life for her.

"Sure." I said, feeling all the guilt creeping on me. Why did I have to be such a mess?

"How was that job interview?" She asked and I mentally slapped myself for forgetting it.

"Uhoh.. well it went alright. It was the same thing than with the other one's though." I lied and run my hand trough my hair. Was it supposed to hurt this much when you lied? Never before had I ever felt like this when I let a lie escape my lips, but now it was like my heart was literally hurting. It felt like I couldn't breath.

"Oh.." She whispered, clearly disappointed. "But I'm sure the next one's gonna be the one." She laughed dryly and I took her hand in mine.

"Don't worry baby, we'll be fine." I lied blandly and she squeezed my hand.

"I know. So are we gonna go back inside anytime soon, I was supposed to meet your mom?" Amy laughed and I hesitantly leaded her back to mine, where my mom had dinner ready. "Oh you decided to join us after all." My mother said and gave me a look and then lead Amy to her seat on the table.

"Yes, I told you we would, I just wanted some time alone with my leading lady." I laughed and sat next to Amy.

"So Amy, I've heard so much about you." My mother stated and Amy smiled to her.

"All good I hope?" She smiled, but the smile quickly turned in to a frown. "How could you have heard anything good, I'm pregnant to your son." She murmured and bit her lip, not focusing her gaze to the table.

"No, no, it's all good, a lot of people love you in this town you know." My mom said and sat down as well. "But it's good to have the cat our of the bag, we really need to talk about this baby, what it going to happen when he or she arrives."

"Oh, well I'm gonna stay with my mom and dad, because then I don't have rent to think about, so that's good." Amy explained and took a bite of her pasta. "And then I'm trying to get a job, but something that I can do while doing school and taking care of the little one." She laughed. "And Ricky's been in job interviews, so hopefully he'll get one." My mother shoot a look at me, knowing well I hadn't gone to any job interviews.

"Right." My mom said and kept looking at me. "When's your next doctor's appointment?" She asked now.

"Next week, we can find out the gender if we want to, but we're not sure yet." Amy smiled and squeezed my hand. She looked so happy, not at all scared, just happy. I hoped I looked as happy.

When me and my mother were cleaning the table Amy looked trough some of my old photo albums, not that old though cause they were from the time I got placed to Margaret's family. "So how do you like her?" I asked my mom when we were in the kitchen.

"She's amazing, unlike you, you are not worth her." She said brutally and honestly and I knew she was right, I did not deserve Amy, but I coudln't change myself.

"Ricky, your phone is ringing, can I answer it?" Amy yelled from the living room.

"Sure, go ahead." I yelled, not thinking about it and then turning back to my mother. "We have a guest, I know you don't like my actions and I hate myself for being like this, but I can't help it." I murmured and turned around to go to the living room.

"No? I'm pretty sure I'm Ricky's girlfriend?" I heard Amy awkwardly laugh to the phone and leaned my head against a wall, not going to the living room. My heart was beating furiously and I knew I had messed up, no I knew that now Amy knew too. I heard her end the call and then walked in, to see her sitting there tears in her eyes. "Guess who that was?" She faked a laugh. "That was someone who apparently is your girlfriend, which is funny cause I thought we were in this together?" She snapped and she was crying now.

"Amy.. I can explain this to you." I said taking a step closer to her.

"No Ricky, there's is nothing to explain, I thought you wanted to change I thought.. you already once lost my trust, there's no third chances here.." She yelled and run to the door and out.