Scarred Chapter 15, a twilight fanfic

A/N SUPRPRISE! Because all of you who reviewed/alerted/favorited last week after the last chapter posting, my email was going absolutely ape shit! It was awesome to come home to. I literally opened up my email and my hubby was sitting next to me. When I opened it up and noticed that I had 20 emails, I was like wow! Cool. When I actually saw what was in the inbox...EVERYTHING except for one email was all review alerts, alert alerts, and favorited alerts. I actually went Whoa! My hubby looked at me and asked, "What?" I told him what happened and he was like cool!..lol. So...anywho...this is your thank you for all the luvins and for you guys putting Scarred over 100 reviews! You get an early posting!

As always...Thanks to my wonderfully awesome beta Dragonfly336. She is the bestest eveh!

I think that's enough chit chat for one day...onward with the Awward...turned Emoward **sniff** Keep the tissues handy ladies (and gents if you are a dude reading my story. And if you are...PM me...I want to know these things damn it! Lol) This is Chapter 14 in EPOV. So you will now know how he was feeling during their time apart. And so...I leave you with this...

SM owns all things Twilight. Me...I'm now the happy owner of the Zumba Fitness game for the Wii! It totally kicks my ass!

Chapter 15 Emptiness

EPOV

It's been a month. A very long and painful month. I do nothing but sit in my room and think of why she ended things with us. It just didn't make sense. I mean, I know we got caught by her father in a very compromising position, but was she really that pissed off at me that she would break up with me and change her cell number? It was almost like she was trying to erase everything that would remind her of me out of her life. I lay on my bed staring at the ceiling; I could feel the tears building as I think back to the day that made me who I am today...

Flashback

"Get out and stay out!" was the last thing I heard as Chief Swan dragged me out by the collar of my shirt and slammed the door in my face. I couldn't believe that he didn't pull out his rifle and start shooting me on the spot. Before he could change his mind, I ran to my car and drove home.

When I arrived, my mom was in the kitchen making breakfast for everybody.

"Hey sweetheart," she said to me as I walked over to her and kissed her cheek.

"Hey mom," I tried to say with as much enthusiasm as possible, but my mom knew something wasn't right. She always could tell when something was bothering me. She fixed me a plate of pancakes, eggs, and bacon.

"All right, spill it. There is something bothering you." This is why I love my mom so much. Not only because she's my mom, but she never judges me and I can talk to her about anything. I swallowed the bit of pancake and eggs I was chewing on and started spilling my guts, in between bites of the wonderful breakfast that was sitting in front of me.

"OK. So the friend's house I went to last night...may have been Bella's." My mom's eyes grew wide.

"Oh God. You got caught didn't you?" I cringed. She took that as a yes. "Sweetheart, please tell me you didn't get caught having sex?" I cringed again.

"Not exactly caught having sex per se, we had already done it...I slept in a bit longer than I actually wanted...well...and the chief caught us in bed together...naked." Mom gasped.

"Oh, Edward." she whined, "I'm surprised that he didn't kill you then and there!" I swallowed down more of my breakfast.

"Yeah, me too. I did go flying across her room though and slid into her dresser. Oh...and dragged out by the collar of my shirt. He also told me to never set foot on his lawn again...in so many words."

"Now, I'm not a fan of this, Edward. I do hope you were at least smart and used protection." I didn't answer her right away as I was in the middle of chewing, and because of that, she flipped out, ".GOD, EDWARD!"

"Mom! Calm down. Can't a guy chew his breakfast politely before his mother jumps to conclusions?" I swallowed. "We are being safe. Don't worry."

"I'm glad to hear that. But you really do need to be more careful when it comes to that. I'm not condoning you guys in partaking in such grown up activities, but as long as I know you are being safe, it makes me feel a little better." I took the last bite of my pancakes and smiled.

"Thanks, Mom. I'm going to go call Bella now and make sure she is still alive."

"OK sweetheart," she said, kissing me on the cheek and went into the living room to watch TV. I went up into my room to try and get a hold of Bella.

"Hello," she said.

"Hey...is everything OK?"

"Well...let's just say I'm still alive." Something just didn't feel right to me.

"I'm so sorry, sweetheart. I didn't mean to sleep in that long. I hope I didn't get you into too much trouble."

"Well...as much trouble as a teenage girl being caught in bed, naked with her naked teenage boyfriend can be." I still kept getting that feeling something wasn't right. That's when she told me she had to go.

"OK. I love you."

"I...I have to go." And then there was nothing. No 'good-bye'. No 'see you later.' Not even an 'I love you.' She always told me 'I love you.' I was at a loss.

That night, I had a hard time sleeping. I happened to hear somebody walking past my door and sat up to see Emmett standing in my doorway.

"Hey, you OK?" he asked. I just laughed sadly.

"No. Not really." Emmett came in and sat down on my bed. That's when Alice peeked in.

"Hey, what are my brothers up too? Anything their sister can join in to discuss?" I smiled.

"Of course. Come on in," I said as I patted a spot on the bed right next to Emmett.

"So, what are we discussing?" Alice asked.

"Why are girls so complicated?" I whined. Emmett and Alice looked at each other.

"I think that one is all you, Alice," Emmett said with a grin.

"Well, tell me what happened first off."

So, I spilled my guts about everything that happened. Including our night together as well.

"Yes! Good for you bro! I told you the chicks dig that shit." Emmett said with a fist bump. I returned it.

"Yeah...so thank you for the advice, Emmett. I owe you huge!" I said. That's when I noticed the sly grin cross Emmett's face. "It's a figure of speech, huh." I added Uncle Jesse style from Full House. I looked over to Alice. "Sorry for the details, sis."

"Edward, trust me. I'm not as innocent as you like to think I am. And I must say...Emmett is correct...chicks dig that shit," she said with a wink and a giggle.

"Oh dear God! I don't think I wanted to hear that from my little sister's mouth. It's bad enough I have to hear it from him!" I said as I pushed Emmett's shoulder. "I think it's time for a man to man talk with Jasper." Alice just told me to shut up, pushed me and laughed.

"Hey...when you're right about what the ladies like, you're right," Emmett said.

"Shut up, Emmett," I said with a laugh. "Anywho...getting back on the subject at hand. Now the problem is, when I called her earlier to see how she was doing, she wouldn't really talk to me. It was almost like she was trying to shut me out or avoid having to talk to me. I just don't get it," I said as I fell back into my pillows and covered my face with my arms. I heard a giggle out of Alice.

"My God, Edward. I think you're more of a chick than I am right now." I threw one of my pillows at her. She just laughed. "I'm sure that everything will be just fine when we go to school tomorrow. You'll see."

"I hope so because this leaving me in the dark shit is killing me." I yawned.

"Well little sis, I think that's our cue to get out so princess here can get her beauty sleep," Emmett says while messing up my hair. I pushed his hand away with a laugh.

"Ya know...I hate you sometimes. Lucky for you, today isn't one of those days." I gave both Alice and Emmett hugs. As they both walked out of my room, they stopped and turned around. Alice spoke.

"This was kinda fun. We need to have more sibling chats more often."

"Yeah...I think I would like that idea myself," Emmett agreed.

"Ya know, me too. Next one to have women or men crisis must call a meeting. Hopefully, it's not me doing it all the time."

"Love you bro," they both say. I couldn't help but smile.

"Love you dorks back." With a laugh, they both headed to bed. I eventually found myself tired enough to fall asleep.

I woke up the next morning a little groggy. I tossed and turned most of the night but managed to get some sleep here and there. I got myself ready for school and headed out the door with my peanut butter english muffin in hand, hoping that it would bring me some luck for what was going to come my way today with Bella. It was, after all, our favorite after school snack, so it had to be lucky in some way, right?

When I got to the school, I noticed that Bella's truck was already in the parking lot, but she was nowhere to be found. I figured maybe she was just waiting for me inside since it was a bit on the brisk side this morning, even though it was mid April. I got inside and there was still no Bella. It's getting pretty close for the first bell to ring for first period, so I headed to my class, not liking this one bit.

I went through all my morning classes with still no sign of Bella anywhere. She was definitely avoiding me, but I still didn't understand why. I was hoping by the time lunch came around, I would find her at our table, but when lunch came, there was no Bella. I was actually beginning to worry that maybe something happened to her. Like she was kidnapped or something. That's when Alice came and sat down across from me.

"Hey, you feeling OK?" she asked.

"Have you seen Bella today at all by chance?" I could hear the worry in my voice and saw the sadness in Alice's eyes.

"That's kind of what I need to talk to you about. I happened to go into the office earlier this morning and overheard Bella trying to drop Biology. Something is really not right here. She wouldn't even look at me in Math class today. We always talk or at least say hi. But I got nothing from her. I'm really worried."

"You're not the only one worried about her Alice. Something is definitely up and I plan to confront her about it in Biology."

"Well, let me know if you need to call a meeting later OK?" I smiled a sad smile and took her hand.

"Thank you, Alice. I will." She went to walk away and I took her hand again, "And thanks for being my sister too." She smiled and I thought I saw some tears forming in her eyes, but she just squeezed my hand, and then walked away before I could really tell for sure.

The bell rang signaling that lunch was over. I took a deep breath and walked to Biology. When I got to the classroom, I found our desk to be empty. I took my seat and waited for her to show up. I was beginning to think that she wasn't even going to come, when I saw her walk through the door. I couldn't help the sigh of relief when I saw her walking over towards me and sat down. She wouldn't even look at me. That's when I knew this wasn't going to end well. I just had that gut feeling that wouldn't go away. I could almost feel the onset of tears, but I kept the tears at bay long enough to confront her with what I had to say.

"Hey. Why do I have the feeling you are trying to avoid me today? I haven't seen you all day until now. Then I hear through the grapevine that you tried to drop Biology? Why?"

"I can't do this anymore." I was shocked. I was so dumbfounded I thought I heard her wrong.

"Wait. What?" Was all I could come up with.

"I'm sorry, Edward. I can't do this...us...anymore." Right then, I literally heard my heart start to break.

"You...you...don't...want there to be an 'us' anymore? But, I...I...love you, Bella." I didn't know what to think or what to say. I didn't see this coming. Not for a second. That's when I heard the most heartbreaking words of my life.

"I'm sorry, Edward. I just don't love you anymore." And that did it. My heart was officially broken. She finally looked me in the eyes and I really did see that she no longer loved me in her eyes. I couldn't say anything. I couldn't even breathe. I felt the tears start to pool.

"I'm sorry, Edward," she told me as she got up and ran out the door. I wanted to run after her, but the bell rang for class to begin. Lucky for me it was a movie day and I could just wallow in my pity as I watched the movie.

Once school was out, I decided to call Bella. I had to know what was going on. Why now? When I got her voicemail, I was going to hang up, but something told me that I needed to leave her a message. So I did.

"Um...hey...it's me. I don't understand what is going on. One day you make love to me and tell me you love me...the next..." I just couldn't hold it in anymore. I sobbed into the phone like I just lost my Grandma. "I just don't understand..." more sobs. "Please call me so we can talk about this..." I debated for a few seconds if I really wanted to say what I needed to tell her, and pretty much said fuck it! She may not love me anymore, but that doesn't change anything for me. So I whispered, "I love you," and hung up. After calming myself down a bit, I drove home. I figured that I would give her a few hours before I tried calling again.

Once I got home, I went up to my room. I didn't even notice if anybody was home yet. I didn't emerge again until dinner. As we ate, everybody around me just looked at me and watched. Nobody really said anything. Once I finished, I went back into my hellhole, better known as my bedroom. I decided that it would be a good time to try Bella again. I found her name in my contacts, and told my cell to call her number.

"We're sorry, the number you are trying to reach has been disconnected or is no longer in service. Please check your number and try again." I though to myself, 'That's not right. There must be a mistake'. So I tried it again and made sure I actually hit Bella's name this time.

"We're sorry, the number you are trying to reach has been disconnected or is no longer in service. Please check your number and try again." I manually punch in the numbers this time.

"We're sorry, the number you are trying to reach has been disconnected or is no longer in service. Please check your number and try again."

"NO! NO! NO! NO! NO!" I couldn't take it anymore. I threw my cell phone out my door and heard it hit the wall in the hallway. I fell to my knees and sobbed. That's when I heard my mom's voice.

"Whoa there slugger! That's quite the a...Oh my God, Edward! What's the matter sweetheart?" she said as she sat down on the floor next to me. I couldn't say anything. I moved closer to her and laid my head on her shoulder, wrapped my arms around her neck and sobbed. We sat there together for a while, sitting on the floor, her rocking me back and forth like she used to when I was three and I skinned my knee playing in the driveway with my bike, trying to calm me down enough so I could tell her what happened. The only difference, was that kissing this wound wasn't going to make the pain go away. The only way it would go away, is if she came back to me.

When I finally calmed down enough to talk, my mom asked me what was wrong, all while running her fingers through my hair. Another thing she used to do to make me feel better.

"Tell me what has you so upset dear." I looked up at her and saw that she was crying. I hated to see my mom cry. I moved over slightly and wiped away the tears I shed.

"It's Bella, Mom. She broke up with me today." She gave me a look of understanding, like everything was making sense to her.

"Ah. My little boy's first heartbreak. I'm so sorry, dear. Did she tell you why? You guys seemed so...good together." I shrugged.

"I don't know. All she told me was that she didn't think she could do 'us' anymore and told me she didn't love me. I just tried to call her cell number to see if she would talk to me, and her number has been disconnected." I put my face in my hands and cried some more. I figured I would have no more tears to shed, but I did. I felt my mom's arms around me, giving me a hug.

"There there, sweetheart. I know you're heart is broken. I hate to tell you this...but there are other fish in the sea. You will be in love again sooner than you think."

"That's the thing mom. I don't want anybody else. I just want Bella. Bella was...is...the love of my life! I actually thought that she was the one."

"But honey, how can you know that she was 'the one' when she was the only one you've ever dated? Besides, you're eighteen. You have your whole life ahead of you."

"FUCK MY LIFE IF SHE ISN'T IN IT!" I was serious. I would have married her if she would've said yes. Now that she wasn't going to be a part of my future, I really didn't care what became of me.

"Sweetheart, I know you're upset, but this will pass. In no time, things will be back to normal. You'll see." With that, she gave me one last hug, kissed my cheek, told me she loved me and left me to wallow in my sorrows.

I didn't emerge out of my room for the rest of the night. I heard a knock on my door near bedtime.

"Edward are you awake?" It was Alice. I just laid there hoping she would go away. After a few seconds, I heard her walk away from my door. Not much longer, I fell asleep. It had been a long, rough day.

I'm sorry, Edward. I just don't love you anymore.

I'm sorry, Edward.

I woke up to somebody screaming. The part that scared me the most was that it was coming from me. As I woke up, I realized that Alice and Emmett were both in my room sitting on my bed. They both looked at me, and then hugged me. I cried as they both held me as close as possible.

As the days went by, I felt more and more like a zombie. I wasn't sleeping well because the nightmares kept me awake most nights. I would always wake up screaming, which would wake everybody else in the house up. So, I would try not to sleep for long periods of time. The worst of it though, was during Biology; she would never look at me or talk to me, unless she absolutely had too. I would steal glances at her ever once in a while and she would be staring straight ahead with no emotion on her face. I couldn't tell if she was feeling sad or if she really didn't care. I would keep willing her to look at me, to have her see the love I was feeling towards her, but she never looked. That hurt me the most.

One day, after coming out of the cafeteria, Rose came up to me.

"So, I hear you're no longer with freak girl." She started getting all touchy-feely with me and I was starting to get the feeling like I was going to throw up. Not only did she call Bella a freak but she also was touching me. That just gave me the heebie jeebies. I tried to step away, but she moved in closer to whisper in my ear. "What do you say you and I go have some fun together?" Just then she started to lean in for a kiss. All I kept thinking was is this girl for real? I shoved her away as hard as I could.

"What the hell makes you think that I would want anything to do with you? You just called the love of my life a freak!" I shook my head and with a sarcastic smile, I started walking away. Then I stopped and turned back towards Rose, "Go to hell you stupid bitch!" and continued walking away.

End Flashback

And here I sit, pining over my love, wishing that I could be with her. At one point a few weeks ago, I actually drove out to her house and risked being seen because I wanted to go up the same tree that got me into trouble in the first place. Unfortunately, the branches were no longer there. Must have been her father's doing after he found out how I got into the house. I've missed her so much this past month. A knock on my door pulls me from my thoughts and in walks my mom.

"Hey sweetie. How are you doing?" I sigh.

"I'm doing. I would rather be with her." I look at my mom, feeling the tears come on. You would think after a month that there would be no more tears to shed, but there always seems to be more waiting. "I miss her so much." I barely get it out. It still hurts after all this time.

"I can't believe that you really were that attached to her at such a young age. I seriously thought it was just going to be a thing that would pass. Now I see how wrong I really was. If you love her like you say you do, then go to her. Make her realize how much you love her. Maybe then she will come around." I just look at my mom, the hopeless romantic.

"And do what exactly? Knock on her door and give her flowers and chocolate say 'I'm sorry'? Or maybe I can take my guitar and start serenading her under her window..." My mom sat there smiling as it suddenly dawns on me. That's exactly what I was going to do. I look at my mom again and smile.

"Go get her, tiger," she says before I grab my guitar and start running out my door, but then came to a sudden stop.

"Shit! Mom! What about Chief Swan? He will string me up by my balls if I show up there."

"Don't you worry about Charlie. I'll take care of him," she says with a wink. I can feel the biggest smile I've had in weeks cross my face. I'm going to get my girl back.

"Thanks mom," I say kissing her quick, and then run towards the front door.

As I drive, I sit and think about the best song that will be good for our situation. Just then, I hear I Need You Tonight by The Backstreet Boys on the radio. Ladies and gentleman, we have a winner!

I pull up close enough to the driveway that it's not a far walk, but far enough away that my car is covered by trees. I grab my guitar and start walking over to her window, knowing if she was anything like me, that's the place that I would find her. Lucky for me, her window was open, so that's a good sign right? I take a deep breath, say a quick prayer asking for her to come back to me, and start playing. There was so much emotion as I sang; I almost couldn't believe it was coming from me. I really put all my heart and soul into it.

By the time I finished, I stood there waiting for her to come to the window, but I got nothing.

"Come on sweetheart, come back to me," I whisper to nobody in particular. After a few minutes go by, I want to walk away, but I can't. I'm too heartbroken. She really doesn't love me anymore. I fall to my knees, put my head in my hands and just as I was about to cry, I hear the sweetest voice I've been waiting for a month to hear.

"Hey." I couldn't move or speak. I thought she wasn't real. She started walking towards me. When she got close enough, I could tell that she had been crying. She then laid her hand on my cheek. I lean into it and could feel the sob and tears coming. I look into her eyes and see her own tears start to fall again.

"I've missed you so much," I couldn't hold in the sobs. She kneels down to my level, keeping her hand on my cheek.

"I've missed you too, Edward. So fucking much." I couldn't help the laugh that escapes my lips.

"It must have been pretty serious if you used the word 'fucking'. You never use that word." She laughs nervously and blushes. God, how I've missed seeing her blush. I caress her cheek with the back of my fingers.

"I've been nothing but a zombie for the past month without you, Edward. From what I've heard from my father just a bit ago, so have you."

"It's true. I've spent most of my days, if not all of them, cooped up in my room just wondering what the hell happened. One day we were fine, the next, you no longer loved me." Realization starts to hit me, and I look at her. I don't know what I see written on her face, but I don't want to push my luck. "I'm going to go now. I just wanted to let you know that I still love you no matter what." I start to walk away but then turn around again and whisper, "I always will." Bella starts sobbing.

"It was all a lie!" she yells. I stop in my tracks and turn around.

"What?" Could I really be hearing this correctly? Deja vu is such a bitch.

"It was all a lie. I had to come up with something to tell you because my father told me I could no longer see you. I didn't want to just come out and say that because I know you. You would have never given up. I had to make you believe that I no longer loved you. I never thought you would believe me so easily. That whole time I was telling you this awful lie, I was secretly hoping that you wouldn't believe me and fight for me...for us. Then when I saw you with Rose..." I interrupted her.

"Wait...you saw me with Rose?"

"Yes. I gotta say, I was pretty shocked you would have started over with her of all people..." I interrupt again.

"Baby, I'm not with Rose. Nor will I ever be. So, you didn't see me shove her away and tell her in front of a bunch of people to go to hell and called her a stupid bitch?"

"No. I saw her lean in for a kiss and couldn't stand it anymore, so I turned around and walked away." I put my hand on her cheek and she leaned into it.

"I would never in a million years date a woman who called the love of my life a freak and has been nothing but shallow towards everybody else around her." I could see more tears in her eyes, which in turn made mine come.

"I'm the love of your life?" I wipe a tear off her cheek with my thumb.

"Of course you are."

"I'm so sorry. I've put you through hell, baby. I hate being without you."

"I hate it too." I didn't realize how close we were until that moment. All I had to do was bend down just a bit and kiss her; I didn't know if that's what she wanted though.

"Edward," she says quietly.

"Yeah." I look down at her. She's so close.

"Kiss me." She didn't have to ask me twice. I took her head in my hands and kiss her ever so lightly at first, but then it grew into something more, heated even. I was overwhelmed. It had been so long, but it felt like we never were apart for so long. We just picked up where we left off. I pull away from her after a while and look at her. I couldn't believe that she was really here in front of me. I feel her hand come back to my cheek and take her thumb and wipes away a traitor tear. I didn't even realize I was crying until she did that. I hear a throat clear just then. I look over and find Chief Swan leaning against the side of the house.

"Son, I would like to speak with you for a moment." I sigh. And this is the part where I'm probably going to die. I look back at Bella and give her a quick chaste kiss and lean against her forehead.

"If I don't come back alive, just know that I love you more than anything." Bella just giggled.

"I love you, too." With that, I let her go and walk over towards the Chief.

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He brings me back to the house and has me sit down at the table. Bella follows us in as well.

"Bella, I need you to go up to your room for a bit." She nods her head and goes up the stairs. He starts again. "I want to apologize to you, Edward. I didn't realize how much in love she was until I made her break things off with you. I never knew somebody could fall so deeply in love with someone at such a young age."

"Neither did I, sir. I knew I loved your daughter. I just didn't realize how much until she was gone."

"Seeing her with you today and seeing that smile of hers was probably the best thing I have witnessed in a long time. It's been a long time since I heard her laugh or even crack a smile." He looks at me, almost like he was studying the way I looked, "and from what your mother told me, you were just as miserable as her, maybe worse." I smile sadly.

"Let's just say, it's been a rough few weeks for me, Chief Swan."

"And for that, I'm so sorry. Oh, and please, call me Chief or Charlie. Chief Swan just makes me feel...old," he says with a full body shiver. I laugh.

"OK...Chief." Charlie smiles.

"Now that we have that out of the way, I just want you to be aware of some rules that are now in place."

"Sure, Chief. What are they?" I'm a bit nervous now.

"Rule number one...there will be no more sneaking into my house in the middle of the night." I nod my head.

"Fair enough."

"Rule number two...I don't ever want to catch you guys in that situation ever again. So, keep those activities out of my house."

"Sure thing Chief."

"I really don't like the idea that my little girl is taking part in something so adult, but she is eighteen and is possibly going to college soon. I guess it would have happened sometime anyway. Which brings me to rule number three...You better use protection, boy, because if I find out you got my girl pregnant, I'm going to string you up by your balls from that tree," he says while pointing at the tree outside of Bella's room. He continued "Besides, I'm too young to be a Grandpa." I can't help the smile that comes across my face.

"Totally understandable. And no worries. We are being safe."

"Good to hear. And last but not least, rule number four..." Charlie looks at me with a look I wasn't sure of...maybe sadness? " Take care of my little girl, Edward. Always make her happy and keep her happy." I was dumbfounded. I didn't know what to say to that. Charlie continued, "Seeing the two of you today, I saw something. I have a feeling that you're going to be around for a very long time. You guys have this bond that takes some people years to find."

"Thank you Chief. I'll always keep her happy. So that is one rule that I will be able to follow with no problem." I get the stink eye from Charlie just then and can't figure out why. Then I realize what I just said. "I mean, of course I'm going to follow the rest of the rules as well." I smack my hand to my forehead. "Stupid, stupid, stupid." Charlie just laughs. Then I hear another giggle coming from the stairs. Charlie rolls his eyes and yells to Bella.

"You can come down now, you little eavesdropper."

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After talking with Charlie for a bit, Bella takes me outside and we sit out under the tree. We spread out a blanket and just lay there, enjoying the warm sunlight shining down on us. I look over at her and watch her taking in the warmth. She is so beautiful. I took her hand and then she turns her head towards me.

"God I've missed this," I say looking down at our hands intertwined together.

"I've missed this, too," she says while sitting up. She schooches in closer and plants a kiss right on my lips. She goes to pull away, but I put my hand behind her neck so she can't break away, which causes Bella to giggle. I deepen the kiss and we were both lost in each other. Not really caring who saw us. All I cared about in that moment was knowing that I could not only put the worst month of my life behind me, but I got the love of my life back and I wasn't ever going to let her go, ever again.

A/N So, the love birds are back together **le sigh** I do have to say...I think I have at least one more chapter MAYBE two more before this story ends. That's including the epi peeps. So leave me some luvins because reviews are like showing Emoward just how much we love him. I had a lot of shoulder crying these past few weeks from him, so I'm glad he finally got to tell his side of the story...because that boy just wouldn't leave me alone! I wouldn't have it any other way though ;) See ya in a few weeks!