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Chapter 4

Finding A Place In This World

BPOV

I have been in the hospital for nine days now.

Nothing has changed as far as the development in my case. No name, no family, no nothing.

The doctors and nurses around here have taken to calling me Jane. Edward and his family are even calling me that now. I don't mind. I would rather be called Jane then Miss all the time.

As I was say nothing has changed with the case.

However I have been going through physical therapy to help me walk again. I almost got it down pat.

Everything on me is starting to look better. The bruises are going away. The only thing that is still in pretty bad condition is my face. The swelling has gone down some, but it still has a way to go.

The doctor said I am looking better everyday and that I will be able to get released soon. The only problem is, is I have no where to go. Edward has offered for me to stay with him, but I don't wont to be anymore trouble and take anymore time out of there lives then I have already. Then of course there is Alice who has also been gracious enough to offer her home to me as well.

Truth be known I would rather stay with Edward. Its not that I have anything against Alice, she's great! Its just that over the past week and a half I have gotten to know and be more comfortable around Edward.

He really is a gentlemen. He is always asking if I am okay and if he could get me anything. He has been up here every night with me. In fact he got the hospital to move me into a room with two beds that way when he stayed up here at night he would be a little more comfortable.

On nights I cant sleep I just watch as he does. He always has a peaceful look on his face when he is dreaming. Sometimes he even smiles.

It warms my heart to see how this family has welcomed me into there lives. I know that I will never be able to pay them back, but that doesn't mean that I wont stop trying to.

Whoever I am.

"Good Morning Jane."

I looked over from staring out the window to the male that was standing in front of my bed.

"Morning Jake."

Jake was the nurse who worked in the physical therapy center of the hospital.

"Are you ready for this morning session?"

"Yes I believe so."

I through my legs over the side of the bed and stood on my own. I grabbed the robe that Alice bought for me so I could move freely around the hospital without giving everybody a peep show and put it on.

I asked that my sessions be done early in the morning due to everybody being at work. The hour or two of walking around with Jake would help ease some of the loneliness I felt when no one was here.

At lunch time a member of the family would come in… most the time it was Alice due to her not really having a job. Jasper and her wanted to start a family and so he asked her to just be a stay at home wife and soon a stay at home mom.

Alice told me that she had no objections to this. It gave her time to spend with me and she was able to go shopping anytime she wanted to. She is a real crack up. I have never met or heard of a person who knows more about fashion then she does. That and I think she owns every pair of designer shoes there is out there.

After my session with Jake was over he led me to the room for my psychological therapy session.

The lady was really nice. Her name was Angela Webber. I felt very comfortable talking to her.

"Okay Jane today we are going to start off by telling me if you have had anymore dreams"

She said as I made myself comfortable on the couch.

"I have Doctor Webber. There not as long as the first dream I have had. Its only little bits and pieces here and there now… I always wake up before it gets to far."

"Well that's not surprising. Your brain is trying to protect itself. It often happens when people have reoccurring dreams and know the outcome of it especially one as unpleasant as the one you have been having. Your mind has fast forwarded to the parts that are more important"

She wrote some information down on her clip board and looked back up at me.

"Is it still centering around the backpack?"

"Yes"

"Tell me about it."

Over the next hour I told her about my dream again. Only every session it gets a little different.

I could no longer stay there. So I packed a backpack of clothes among other items and ran away.

I hated to do it, but I knew I had to. If I wanted to keep my speed I would have to lose the bag I was carrying.

Reluctantly I slid it off my shoulders and looked around for the best place on the forest floor to hide it.

I noticed there were some leafy branches that had fallen out of a tree and grabbed them to camouflage my bag.

"Okay Jane you said that this time you were able to see some of the items you packed in the bag this go round?"

"Yes that's right. It was so real feeling. It was like it was actually in my hand."

"What was the item other then clothes that you were able to make out?"

"It was a photo. It had an older man in it with a fishing pole in his hand and a fish in the other."

"Did you know who he was in your dream?"

"No, but I cant help but think that he is related to me somehow. Rather it is a grandpa or my dad. I know he is important. I just have this gut feeling."

I got up from the couch and walked over to the window. I ran my hands through my hair and then over my face.

"I know your frustrated Jane, but we will keep working with this and see where it goes in the future. The bag in your dream has something to do with it."

"I know its like if I was just to find that bag then everything would be explained to me."

Jake came back and walked me back to my room to where Edward was waiting for me.

I sat on my bed and waited for Jake to leave.

"Hey Jane how was your therapy sessions today?"

"Good."

"Was there any luck with Doctor Webber today?"

"Not really. It was pretty much the same thing as it always is."

"Don't worry Jane we will find out who you are."

Edward said this with such determination in his voice that my heart had no doubt he would help that to come to pass.

I smiled at him and looked down when our eyes locked. I could feel the blush creep up on my checks.

"Are you hungry?"

He asked as he pulled a white paper bag into view that read Mexican Bar And Grill in big green letters.

"Starved."

I said as I smiled when he pulled the contents out of it.

"Mexican food, my favorite."

I licked my lips and my stomach growled as the smell assaulted my nose.

"Your favorite?"

He asked me looking a bit surprised.

"Well at least it is now. I don't know if it was before all this happened."

I looked down at the container of food he sat on the tray for me and began to open the lid looking for some kind of distraction.

"Jane it will be alright. I promise."

I pulled my hand away from the trey and pulled it through my hair. I let out a frustrated sigh.

"Edward its easy for you to say that. Your not the one who is going by same random name the doctor picked, your not the one who is having vivid dreams at night, your not the one who is wondering what there life was like before all this. Your not the one who is having a hard time finding a place in this world."

The tears where overflowing from my eyes now.

Edward put down his food and grabbed me in a tight warm hug.

"I know sweetie, I just don't know how else to comfort you. I was trained in med school to diagnose what the symptoms are… not to be on the therapy side of things."

I knew that taking it out on Edward was wrong and the more he soothed me the more I felt the guilt well up in me.

"I'm sorry Edward. You and your family have been nothing but nice to me. I shouldn't have been so short tempered with you. I am ashamed of what I done. I don't want you to feel like I am taking anything that you are doing for me for granted cause I am not."

Edward was still holding me when I whispered all of that in his ear.

"Its ok Jane in fact its normal behavior for someone to be going through this to act out. I would be more worried if you didn't."

Edward pulled back and smiled at me causing a grin to spread across my own face. His smile was contagious.

He sat back down and handed me a plastic fork so I could eat my food.

After we finished lunch me and Edward was sitting in silence watching T.V. when in came Alice. She was bouncing in her steps and had a huge smile on her face that showed all her white sparkle straight teeth.

"Hey Jane, Edward."

"Hey Alice."

We both said in at the same time.

"I have great news Jane. I was just informed by the doctor they he plans on releasing you in five days. Isn't that great?"

She asked as she was clapping her hands together and lightly jumping in place.

I knew I would be released, but I didn't know it would be this soon. In a way I was happy that I was getting out of the pale colored walls of the hospital, but at the same time it was the only thing I ever known since I woke up.

It was my sanctuary.

I was terrified to leave it. I didn't know what awaited me on the outside of those glass doors.

Edward noticing my demeanor change grabbed my hand and gave it a light squeeze.

"We will figure it out Jane. Don't let it worry your pretty little head."

He smiled at me and looked over at Alice.

"Well ladies if you will excuse me I have to get back to work. Jane I will see you around six tonight."

"Okay Edward."

I smiled at him, but on the inside I felt the same feeling of loneliness wash up. It has only been in the last few days that I realized how much I enjoyed his company and how much I had grown attached to him.

He was like a drug to me.

I wasn't okay until I got my Edward fix.

"Bye Alice."

He said as he walked through the door and shut it behind him.

Alice came to occupy the chair that he just got out of.

"So Jane how is everything going today?"

She asked as the grabbed the remote from the table and started flipping through the T.V. channels.

Alice did this every single time she came in my room. She would always put it on the Style or We channel and we would watch all the different wedding programs they had. Alice had told me about her wedding to Jasper and how much of a bridezilla everyone had said she acted like.

She laughed at it now and said that she probably was, but that she got the wedding she always dreamed of so in the end she felt that it was worth it.

I really enjoyed her company and loved it when she told me stories about her and Edward growing up. It made him seem all the more closer to me when he was away at work.

"Pretty good. Edward brought me Mexican food so I think I can be happy-go-lucky now that I have some food in my stomach."

I patted my stomach as if to prove my point. She just giggled and looked back at the screen.

We watched T.V. and laughed and giggled at the brides who would lose there tempers over something petty until Edward had returned and all but pushed her out of the room.

"You can come back tomorrow Alice. I sure Jane is tired."

She had clung on to the door jam and wouldn't budge any further.

I couldn't help but laugh at the whole scene taking place in front of me. I would have loved to seen how they acted as kids.

"Besides Alice, Jasper will be home soon."

With the mention of her loving husband she let go of the door jam and waved her goodbyes to me, then turned to Edward and poked her tongue out at him before leaving.

Edward laughed and sighed at the same time as he went to his bed and folded the sheets down.

"I swear that Alice is like a kid sometimes."

"Yes, but it makes her all the more fun to be around."

He laughed and walked over to his overnight bag and pulled out a pair of pajama pants and a t-shirt to sleep in.

He did this every single night. He would walk to the bathroom to shower and come out in his night clothes with slightly damp hair. His eyes would be droopy from being relaxed by the hot shower and he would always smell of a mixture of soap and after shave.

He would climb in his twin bed on the other side of the room and watch T.V. with me until eventually my eyes would get heavy and I would fall asleep.

We had fallen into a comfortable routine of this.

As I watched the screen with the actors moving around on the set I couldn't help but let my mind wonder.

Edward was a really sweet guy who has been there for me from day one. He seems to want to help me, but why?

What could he possibly see in me that has captured his interest?

The thoughts bouncing around in my head soon turned into soft murmurs as my eyes slid closed. However my conscious was aware of the dream that would soon come and engulf me.

And I knew that there was no way of stopping it.

A/N: Okay so there you go. What did you think. Come on don't be shy. I like hearing from yall. I hope I didn't disappoint anyone. Like I said I know this story is moving slow, but she is not going to get her memory back over night. LOL! If that was the case I would have made this a one shot. Anyways thanks for reading a please review. Till next time… see ya!