A/N:

Hello again my dear friends. Are you still with me? I know it has been forever and a day since I last updated…. Sorry about that… my boyfriend seems to be taken a lot of my time these days, but I made sure to let him know that I have readers out there whom I have been neglecting and that yall are in need of attention…. with that being said he agreed reluctantly to give up some time for yall so that I could continue writing, but he said yall will be forever in his debt…. Lol what a nerd, but what can I say? Lol he's my nerd and I love him!

Okay so anyways I would like to thank everybody who has read, reviewed, favorite, and alerted my story. It means a lot to me.

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So without further or do here is your next chapter. Hope you enjoy it and I will see you at the bottom!

Chapter 5

The Outside World

BPOV

The last five days had flown by in a blur, but at the same time have taken there precious time. They were slow because all I could think about was how beautiful outside was. I was ready to see the green grass and the trees blowing in the wind. I was wanting to see the butterflies with there vibrant colored wings, but most of all I was ready to breathe the fresh crisp air outside and not this stale hospital air. I needed to flush out my lungs. To cleanse them.

However even though I was ready for all that to happen at the same time I wasn't.

I was scared.

Point blank scared.

Now I know most people would want to leave a hospital as soon as possible, but that's because they actually have somewhere to go. A place they call home. I have nothing like that…. Well I am sure I did, but at this time I cant remember any of it. I wasn't sure that I wanted to either.

Edward and Alice were both kind enough to offer me a place to stay and I seriously thought about staying with Alice, but in the end I picked Edward. Edward and me have grown pretty close over the last week or so. I feel comfortable and safe when he's with me, however at the same time I cant help but wonder what's going to happen when Edward gets sick of me, and I know that sooner or later it is going to happen and when it does where do I go from there?

"Jane?"

Edward called my name, well the name I was going by till we found out my real one, any how he snapped me out of all the thoughts that seemed to be bouncing around in my head. I looked up at Edward's emerald colored eyes who were staring into mine.

"You have one last session with Doctor Webber today and then you're a free bird."

He smiled as he said this and as always my mouth formed a smile of its own. Something about his adorable crooked smile was contagious. I looked away from Edward and focused on what was happening around the room.

Everybody from Edwards family was in my hospital room packing up things that I had collected over my stay here. Mostly because they brought it to me such as crossword puzzles, book, games, clothes, flowers and other things to help this small pale colored hospital room seem more like a home to me.

Alice walked over to my bed and sat down beside me.

"Yeah Jane by the time you are finished talking to Doctor Webber we should have the hospital room cleared out of your stuff and packed into Edwards car."

Alice then patted my hand and bounced off the bed only to grab a moving box and my bathrobe she had purchased for me. She skillfully folded it neatly and packed it away in the box.

"Jane?"

I looked over in the doorway and seen Jake standing there in his scrubs with a bright pearly white smile.

"You ready to go to you therapy session?"

"Yep."

I said as I hopped off the bed and walked my way over to the door. Me and Jake had became fast friends and even though I no longer need the physical part of my therapy anymore as I could walk just fine now, he would still meet me at my room to take me to Doctor Webber so he could talk to me on the way there. It was an easy friendship. One that you didn't have to think about.

I looked back at Edward and his family and waved a quick goodbye with my hand and walked out of the room with Jake by my side.

"So this is your last day huh?"

He asked and I could have sworn I detected a bit of sorrow from him.

"Yep it sure is."

"I bet your ready huh? I mean to get out of this hospital and all."

We turned a corner and went up to the elevators. I punched the button and waited for the doors to open.

"Honestly Jake it's a yes and a no. I mean I am ready to see the outside world again, but I'm also scared of it. That and don't get me wrong Edward and his family have been really nice, but I know there bound to be getting tired of me and probably want to get back to there normally everyday life."

The elevator doors opened up and me and Jake stepped inside. Jake pushed the button for the 12 floor and the doors closed.

"Jane I honestly don't think that will happen. I mean I think they have taken a liking to you. That and Edward or should I say Doctor Edward seems to have an attachment to you."

Jake had explained to me one day during my swimming session that Edward used to be a doctor here and that he now owns his own doctors office downtown. According to Jake a lot of the female nurses here at the hospital went through a depression stage when he left.

Edward was one of the most eligible bachelors the hospital had to offer and apparently a bunch of the nurse had tried to get there hands on him, but he was never interested. Some of the men who worked here in the hospital thought that he was gay. However there was no tale, tale sign to show that he was, that and the theory got proved wrong when Edward started dating some chick named Tanya.

Jake had told me that she had the personality of a dial tone and that she was as dumb as a post. She was one of those people who flew by on her looks. Edward ended up breaking things off with her after only a month, but I digress.

We talked the rest of the way till we reached Doctor Webber's office.

"Well patient Jane this is the last time I will be walking you around the hospital. Your one of the best patients I have ever had. Promise me that I will get to see you outside of work."

"Sure Jake that would be great and maybe I will finally get to meet Leah."

Leah was Jake's fiancée. They were high school sweethearts and decided that it was time to start the next chapter of there life. Jake was crazy about her. When we weren't talking about the Cullens or my amnesia we were talking about Leah. Its nice to see a guy be so in love with his girl and actually show it to the world. I just wish one day I would have the same thing.

"Me and Leah will both be looking forward to it."

Jake hugged me and whispered in my ear.

"I feel as if you are a sister to me Jane. If you have any problems you know where to find me."

And with that Jake pulled away and turned around. I watched as Jake walked away from me, but before he got out of site Jake turned around one last time and waved goodbye as he left to go tend to another one of his patients.

I took a deep breathe and walked into the room.

We were 30 minutes into the session and Doctor Webber was sitting behind her desk writing down some information as I told her about my most recent dream which wasn't unlike any of the others. The backpack and photo seem to be the reoccurring star in every single one.

"Do you think the backpack is something you really had? Or do you think that it is just a metaphor in your dream?

"Doctor Webber what would the backpack be taken the place of? I mean if its not something that I really had?"

I watched as she walked around her desk and came to sit in one of the chairs beside me.

"Please Jane call me Angela."

She said with a smile.

"Your backpack in the dream could be your conscious. It could be a way of showing you what you forgot. You said that you always see a picture of what you assume is your father. Its very well possible that its your bodies way of trying to show you who you really are. Give it some time I am sure as time goes by your dream may get more detailed or just stop all together. However we are hoping for some details since there is still no improvement on your case."

I looked down at my hands. I still thought the backpack was something that I really had and is a link to my past. It could very well be a metaphor, but why a backpack? The human body is capable of thinking up hundreds of dreams and scenarios. Why this one dream all the time?

"So Jane are you feeling any anxiety about being released? And if so would you like to talk about it?"

Over the next hour I talked about my uncertainties I had about the outside world to Doctor Webber which I had to admit having her explain why I felt that way and how to deal with it helped me so much that by the time my session was over I was smiling and couldn't wait to get back to Edward so we could leave as soon as possible.

EPOV

I had spent the pervious day cleaning my house from top to bottom… its not that I am a messy person, but hey I am a bachelor who does happen to work long hours so from time to time I get a little lazy with the housework. After I finished cleaning I began fixing up the guest bedroom in my house or as Alice had said I was making it more welcoming.

I wanted everything to be perfect for Jane or whoever she really once. I knew that one day we would find out all the information we needed to find out her true identity, but that day may be far into the future.

The one thing I knew for sure was that who ever she was I was falling for her fast and decided that whatever her past was that was just it, it was her past. I was more then willing to over look it no matter what the outcome of it was going to be.

The only problem was, was Jane?

I could read her facial expressions very easily and always knew when the thought crossed her mind about who she really was. Her little eyebrows would nit together and she would have that pondering look on her face.

She was adorable when she did that. I realized that Jane and me have gotten a lot closer over the time spent here at the hospital. She was intertwined with my life and that of my families. She was a part of us now. Welcomed and loved among us. The thought of how she fit in so well brought a smile to my face as I packed up the last box and brought in down to my car where I placed it in the trunk.

I went back to the room and waited for Jane to return. I looked at the clock and realized that any minute now she would be walking through the door.

When Jane returned she had a smile on her face and her eyes were bright like the forth of July.

Like Alice had said we had completely packed and loaded up everything that was in the hospital room by the time Jane was finished with her therapy session.

I walked over to her and looked a her with a smile on my face.

"So Jane are you ready to go?"

I watched as she looked around the pale colored room one last time, took a breath and gave a nod of her head.

Alice bounded up beside her and looped her arm through Jane's and began dragging her to the elevator. Once the doors shut all you could here in the tiny space was Alice popping her gum and her humming a soft cheery tune. I looked into the stainless steal of the elevator doors and seen Jane's reflection. She looked beautiful. You could still see some of the bruises on her face and body, but they were growing lighter and lighter everyday. The swelling in her face had gone down and you could see the soft lines of her nose, eyes, and thick pink lips. I had no doubt in my mind that once all the bruising did go away that she would be even more gorgeous then she is now.

The longer I thought about it the more upset I became. How could anyone man or woman want to hurt someone like Jane?

I vowed to find out and when I did I would make them pay for what they did.

I had looked back up into the doors of the elevator and study Jane's beautiful face once more only this time she turned her eyes away from Alice and looked in the doors as well catching me staring at her. A light pink shade of blush covered her cheeks and she quickly looked at the ground.

She was so beautiful.

"So Jane would you like to go out to eat somewhere or order take in at Edwards house. I know you must be hungry."

Alice broke the awkward silence and for that I was grateful.

"Um?"

I quickly spoke up.

"How about we just order take out for tonight. We don't want Jane to get to overwhelmed."

"Okay. That works out perfect because why we are waiting on the food to arrive me and Jane can unpack her things in the guest bedroom."

I turned to face Jane with a questioning look to make sure she was okay with the plan

She nodded her head and smiled a pearly white smile. Just then the doors opened and we all stepped out into the lobby.

We started walking towards the glass doors when Jane stopped a few steps behind me and Alice.

"Jane are you okay?"

She looked at me and Alice.

"Yeah I am fine I just needed a minute. I am being silly huh? Being so scared to go outside and all."

Alice bounded up beside her and grabbed her hand.

"No Jane not at all I think what you are fixing to do is brave. Not everyone can pick themselves up as fast as you did and try to start living there life again. I think you are the bravest person in the world, but if you would like help with this me and Edward are here for you."

Alice and Jane smiled at each other and Jane reached for my hand. We walked to the glass doors together and pushed it open.

Once we stepped outside Jane let go of our hands and took a step or two ahead of us. I could see her chest rise and fall as she took in the refreshing cool air. The wind was blowing and gently whirled her chestnut colored hair around her face.

She closed her eyes and took another deep breath when she exhaled she opened her eyes and looked at us. She had the most amazing smile on her face. One of happiness.

She walked over to me.

"I ready to go now."

With that we all three made our way to my car and I head home with my sister and the girl that was slowly capturing my heart.

A/N:

Okay so whatcha think? We now got a tad bit of Edwards history there. Also Jacob will be no threat in this story he is solely a friend, but don't worry he will appear in and out of the story from time to time for those of you who like him.

Also there seemed to be some confusion about who Jane is. Jane is Bella, and Bella is Jane. They don't know Bella's real name so that just started calling her Jane.

You know like on those CSI shows where they find a body, but don't have the identity of them yet they always call them Jane Doe or John Doe…. So that's why I gave her that name.

Jane seemed to fit perfect! However be patent because as the story goes she will find out that her name is really Bella, but that want be for a few more chapters or so.

Okay so please review and tell me what you think of my story. Also as before if you have any songs that you think would go perfectly with this chapter then feel free to write me. Until next time!

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