Pinstripe:hello my fanboys and fangirls this is the lemon but no it is NOT OVER i feel at least 1 or 2 more chapters coming on...and sorry i havent been typing up ive been sick

Alois:yay! more cock!

Pinstripe:do i have to tie you up again?

Alois:pretty please!

Pinstripe:-_- XX DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN LOVELESS OR ANY OF ITS CHARACTERS XX

I can't believe I did it again...not nearly as much blood as last time but...I know Youjis gonna be upset still...

The kitchen knife was covered with my crimson blood, I was careful not to make a mess this time. I took the blade to my porcelain skin and cut slowly into my left wrist, the dark red staining my perfect skin. I could never describe how it felt the knife slicing into me, I cut deeper...why can't I feel it? why?...the blood spilled onto the black towel I had put under my arm.

I've ever cut this deep before...

I might as well face it...it'll never hurt...i wonder what being hurt feels like...

I rapped up my cuts even though they probably needed stitches, I cleaned off the knife with the towel then threw the towel in the trash . I'm starting to feel dizzy i should lay down... the light green sheets of me and my lovers bed swallowed me up as well as the black comforter...the pillows were so fluffy my head sunk into them.

I snuggled Yue into my arms, im glad Youji gave her to me shes a great comfort toy.

3:36...3:37...3:38...The clock numbers glowed neon blue, Youjis dead asleep, his chest going up and down as I listen to his heartbeat, his arms rap around my slender back. I kissed the lower part of his neck. We're boyfriends now i guess... and now i have the undeniable urge to give him pleasure.

But can we feel pleasure? I mean we dont feel pain...can someone feel pleasure without pain?

"Natsuo...I can't sleep..." Youji said opening his eyes and tightening his grip around me. "Well would you like me to entertain you?" I asked blinking up at him. He pushed up my nightgown rubbing my thighs.

"Entertain me." his lips found the nape of my neck as well as his teeth. He ripped off the black pajama shirt he was wearing, his muscles were so defined. He ghosted his hand up my chest and kissed me as he tweaked my hardening nipple.

"Y-Youji ...we cant't feel pain...can we feel pleasure?" He kissed my lips full of reassurance, his body hovering above mine, my arms pinned above my head.

"It's certainly worth a try." He licked down my neck leaving a wet trail as i gasped.

"W-What if we wake up Soubi and Ritsuka?" I whimpered. "...he is sleeping over." "Give'm a show." My nightgown slipped over my shoulders, He licked down my chest playing with the strap of my light blue boxers. He open mouthedly kissed my stomach before rubbing the growing tent in my pants

"Hard already Natsuo?" He smirked " I expected better of you." He gripped the bothersome material with his teeth, I shook with anticipation.

He tugged the cloth to my ankle revealing my raging hard member. He slowly stroked me, I moaned loudly. "Why so cruel baby?" I asked shaking. " I need you to beg its no fun without begging..." He slowly licked the tip of the head, dipping his pink tongue into the slit.

I threw my head back into the pillows. "P-Pleas Youji." "You'll have to beg better than that..." He gently rubbed the base.

"...please...suck me..." As i said that he grinned with delight.

"My pleasure." He licked it from base to tip, pressing his tongue against all the sensitive areas. He took it fully into his mouth. "Y-Youji..""MmmmmMmm." He hummed onto my erection, sucking then removing his lips to suck on the side. He kissed the base tenderly making me buck my hips.

AS he look me into his mouth again i felt something pooling at the bottom of my stomach. "Youji Im about to ahh-!"

I came in his mouth, it dripped out of the corners of his lips, his swallowed it with a satisfied smirk. "Tasty." He licked his lips. He pushed me onto the floor then up against the wall,pinning me in between his arms.

He rested his forehead against mine."Ready Natsuo?" He kissed my lips soft and tenderly, I tasted myself on his lips. I nodded. "I really do love you.." He said kissing my cheek, His hair brushing against my skin. " I know you do...But i love you more." I challenged "We'll see about that."

He slipped his pajama bottoms off his slender legs. I could now see his obvious hard on, he rubbing my re-hardening member.

"Am I that hot Natsuo?" He chuckled "No." I pouted "You're that sexy.." I Rapped a leg around his waist,him still standing up, making him shiver. I tugged his boxers off, his length as I already knew was much bigger than mine.

"Do you want me to prepare you?" He asked rubbing my thighs lovingly.

"You know you can't hurt me..."

He looked upset at my words. "I know..." He tenderly kissed my lips. "Fuck me hard Youji."I whispered into his neko ear, nipping at it. He chuckled before licking his lips. " Of course you sexy bitch." I felt his throbbing length push at my tight entrance and slowly go in, i rapped my legs around him to help him a bit.

He grunted slightly before repeating his actions going in and out,in and out, he sped up, then he- oh good lord!

"YOUJI! Hit there again! OH OH! HARDER YOUJI!" he smirked at my begging. "Oh right here?" He thrusted again purposely hitting my prostate. I was feeling more light headed by the second, i saw the blood seeping through my bandages and dripping onto Youji's back making it look like he was sweating blood.

He turned so his back was against the wall and leaned back so i could ride him, i tightened my grip around his waist.

My visions going black, but i have to finish this...for him...

I lifted my hips and slid onto his cock while grabbing my erection and jerking. I bounced up and down on his cock untill...

"Y-Y-YOUJI!" i threw my head back holding on by his shoulders as blood drips from my arms, i felt my walls tightening around his throbbing member as i released my warm sticky liquid all over my hand and our chests.

He thrusted into me against to the very hilt making me whimper at the strange feeling, before he came his warm liquid filling me.

I fell to the floor my vision was gone...my arms...i cant move them...i cant move my whole body...i only feel the stickyness of my blood...i hear nothing except for the calling of my name followed by Soubi's...

What

have

I

done?

Pinstripe; this has left me off in a dark mood...im only going to shout out to the reviews...poor Natsuo :'(

-Alois crying in corner-

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and guys sorry it took me a while ive been feeling really sick lately

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