Pinstripe:Hi guys! thanks for all the review but if you think i should do anything or change anything or any ideas i want your opinion!
Alois:I'm still sad from last chapter... :'(
Pinstripe:Well at least you got your damn lemon!
Alois:true...thanxs bitch! -Glomps Pinstripe-
Pinstripe:Get off me! anyway...Hospital theme...
XXDISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN LOVELESS OR ANY OF ITS CHARACTERS XX
Youji's P.O.V
This isen't happening...It can't happen... not to Natsuo...My innocent little Natsuo...
"Youji you need to calm down I'm sure it's not serious..." How could Soubi sound so calm? Who knows whats wrong with him? He fainted and all the blood oh god all the blood his arms were dripping... and the deep cuts...
White... everything in the hospital is so white... the halls...the shiny floors... the waiting room i'm sitting in... the doctors coats...the nurses outfits...the chairs Ritsuka and soubi are sitting in.
White, like the bone I saw covered in blood and surrounded by Natsuo's flesh.
I'm so scared...
I haven't seen so much blood since...
"AHHHH! AHH!" Where am I? who am I? Who's this red headed boy beside me? W-W-What's this? Sticky red stuff all over my body... all over the other boy too and the floor... and all over that woman with the green-blue hairs hands. What is this stuff? It scares me... why is it everywhere? It's glistening... It's creepy it smells werid I don't like it. It's coming out of me? Seeping out my body? I brought it up to my mouth, it tastes...
I blinked my eyes trying to get rid of the horrific memory.
More white, white everywhere... I'm pacing back and forth and back and forth.
Everything...
Anything...
Could go wrong...
This could all be my fault, I should be watching him more...taking care of him...what if i never see him again? I love him...too much...
I shouldn't jump to conclusions, he'll be alright, He has to be alright...If He's not alright...I'll...I'll kill myself!
"Youji-kun...You're crying..." Ritsuka broke me out of my trance.
Crying? I am? I am...
A tear dripped onto my black pajama shirt and it went down past the broken buttons until it dripped onto my chest.
We've been waiting here for four hours... It feels like years...
In all this time i've cried who knows how many times?
Please be alright Natsuo...please...
"Soubi...I love him...what...what if he dies?" Soubi sighed before standing up and raising his hand up. I felt his hand hit my face, It didn't hurt, but I didn't expect him to hit me so, I was shocked.
"Stop it, Natsuo will be alright he's a strong fighter, He wouldn't give up on life so easily."
I had to listen to Soubi's words or this'll end up killing me.
"Agatsuma-san? and Sagan-san?" A short Brown haired plain but very young nurse who still had her ears called Soubi and I's name. "Sagan Natsuo Is unconsious but the doctor would like you two to come up to his room and for Agatsuma-san to have word with the doctor, the one with his ears will have to stay... come along."
Oh yea...thats right...Ritsukas been wearing fake ears...and I don't have ears anymore...
The mousy looking nurse took us up to a room, Soubi covered my eyes before we left the elevator until we got in the room, I wonder why? He's a father figure to me but i don't think he would care about me seeing something in a hospital.
When he moved his hand I was in hospital room, more white, Natsuo's red hair was flowing onto a pillow, Stitches covered his arms which were stained crimson.
"Natsuo!" I ran over to his side, I kissed his forehead lightly. He had a bandage rapped round his head since he hit it pretty hard when he fainted.
"Be careful of his stitches and his head wound." A doctor who was maybe about 40 years old with thinning black hair stood near the door. "Please stay in here Sagan-san, I need to talk to your guardian Agatsuma-san alone..."
Natsuo looked so calm, slowly breathing, like nothing had happened at all.
I walked over to the wooden door and put my ear up to it to listen to the doctor.
"You can call me doctor Takahashi, so Agatsuma-san, Sagan Natsuo is your adopted son correct?" "Correct..." "Well, I will tell you this right now Sagan-san is in life-threatening condition." What? What's wrong with Natsuo! I have to keep listening.
"He lost alot of blood, his heart rate is low and it seems his blood has been poisoned." "How was his blood poisoned?" Soubi sounded so calm.
"He has infections in all his wounds, we can't stop the infections but we can help." "How exactly?" " Well he has two choices, we can cut off his arms so it doesn't affect the rest of his body or... we could have a blood transplant... and theres also a chance he's gone..." I pushed against the door and fell into the hallway.
"Youji, you shouldn't have been listening." Soubi scolded me.
"But I had to! I love Natsuo! and I'm not a little kid! I'm 15! I have the right to know if he's alright!"
I felt the tears streaming down my face.
"Sagan-san, Your guardian and I will continue this elsewhere your not emotionally stable enough to hear all of this." The doctor said as he took Soubi into another room.
I walked back over to Natsuo's hospital bed and laid my head beside his sitting on the side table.
"I'm so sorry that I didn't take care of you Natsuo...I love you...I love you so much..."
"Y-Y-Youji?" His visible green eye opened. "Natsuo your awake!" Thank god. "Y-Y-Youji I- I can't see..." what? what did he mean? "My eye...I can't see out of it."
Wait didn't doctor Takahashi say ' ...there's also a chance he's gone...'
He's blind..
He's gone blind.
"It's alright...You'll be fine Natsuo..."
I kissed his lips gently, his lips pressed back slightly, I had to be extra careful...He's so delicate now.
"Youji...our ears are gone now..." He half smiled weakly. "I bet you look cute without them..." "No trust me your the cute one." At the moment I was glad he was blind...so He couldn't see me cry...
His eyes closed again, I squeezed his bandaged hand lightly.
"Natsuo..."
He'll survive
He has too...
Pinstripe: I think this chapter is freakin awesome sad but good
Alois: But why'd you have to blind him pinny?
Pinstripe:because i did!
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