Pinstripe:Thank you guys for all the support!and thank you ParanoiaMakesMeSMILE for makeing a pic based on this fanfic there is a link on my profile one of the first things you see

Alois:This fic is so depressing

Pinstripe:Not all Yaoi can be lollipops and rainbows Alois!

Alois:Well it is all lollipops ~snicker~

Pinstripe:shutup

XXDISCLAIMER:I DO NOT OWN LOVELESS OR ANY CHARACTERS (except any OCC character lol) XX

Youji's P.O.V

Tomorrow..

Is the day of the blood transfusion.

I'm the only one in the world with the same blood type as him.

Only I can save my love

My fighter

My Natsuo

9 years ago Nagisa's lab

"You are both zero." The lady with green-blue hair and gloves with the red sticky stuff said as she paced in front of us. "I am Nagisa-san...Your creator,so think of me as sort of a mother."

She patted my head completely ignoring the other boy. "I just made you both in this lab you have no real parents, all you have is each other, for you are nothing, you are zero, you feel nothing, you a merely my experiments."

She threw old beat up clothes at our naked bodies, which we put on. "You are Youji...Youji suits you well..." she pointed to me. "and you are Natsuo..." She pointed to the other boy saying the second name.

"Now as a first experiment to test your painlessness You will be locked in this room for a week no food or water."

The mean woman slammed the door shut.

"Hi." The other boys voice was higher than mine. "I'm your fighter, what you command I do...I'll protect you." He looked glum as his small hand covered his eye, the red stuff dripping from underneath his hand.

"What is this stuff?" "Blood." He simply answered. I removed his hand to see an empty hole ,of torn skin and blood for where his eye should be. He giggled a bit.

"It's a bad idea to piss that lady off, I kicked her by accident and she gouged my eye out." Blood gushed out across his face, I ripped part of the ugly brown shirt the lady gave me and rapped it around his eye. "She shoulden't have done that." He looked me me questioningly Tilting his head

"You're basically my brother, You're all I have and she caused damage to you." "But silly it's my job to protect YOU I'm YOUR fighter. Not the other way around."

I shoved him a bit. "Natsuo, I'll always protect you."

"Always?"

"Always."

The red headed boy hugged me surprising me, I rested my hands on his back squeezing him back.

The dim light above us flickered.

Even if he's supposed to protect me I'll protect him, I will always.

Natsuo's P.O.V

I'm scared.

But I can't tell Youji. He'll think I'm a bad fighter. I never want that to happen, I'm surprised he hasn't abandoned me for being a bad fighter already.

My hand's shaking.

Youji is donating his blood to me right now.

So he's not even here to help my nervousness.

"Blood transfusions arn't that bad Natsuo." Ritsuka Patted my hand, it had to be his too small to be Soubi's "I had to have one as a baby and I'm fine, the only thing you should worry about is your vision therapy afterwards."

I heard footsteps, great now I'm alone, I gripped Yue. "Youji...Protect me..." I sniffled a bit.

"From?" It was Youji's voice shit!

"N-N-Nothing."

I felt his chest against my back.

"Your surgry isen't untill tomorrow why are you so scared?" He rapped his arms around my waist , nuzzling my neck.

"I-I'm not Sc-Scared..." "Oh really? Natsuo...You're shaking..." He kissed my hand gently. "It's ok to be scared Natsuo..." He stroked my hair.

I sniffled a little, "Don't cry please don't..." He feverishly kissed my neck, Licking the vein below my chin.

"I'll protect you, I'll keep you happy, I'll keep you satisfied, always..." As he said thoes sweet gentle words I turned and kissed him, tears streaming down my cheeks.

He didnt remove my lips as he wiped tears off of my face.

He licked my lips asking for entrance, I allowed him.

I dropped my little stuffed rabbit as his hand explored under my shirt.

"Nghh...Y-Y-Youji..." He gently nipped my shoulder as he caught my nipple between his fingers. "Yes my Natsuo?" "I-I'm sc-scared..." "I felt a small smirk against my shoulder blade.

"Of what Natsuo?" "The blood transfusion..." He laughed a bit before turning me and kissing me softly.

"We are zero, nothing stupid like a little blood transfusion can get the best of us..."

Youji kissed me tenderly, not forcibly , pinning me to the hospital bed.

And after that he made a mess of me all night.

Pinstripe:guys i'm so sorry this was so short i sorta have writers block since i'm at a more happy location and have been more happy than usual but i didn't want to disappoint you guys since this is a angst fic.

Alois:I still liked it ^^

Pinstipe:thanks Alois your helpfull for once ^^

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