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Jacob's POV:

I had to talk to Sam. I just had to convince him that I needed to see Renesmee. I learned to knock on his door ever since he imprinted on Emily, you never knew what those two would be doing. I was angry though. My outburst in front of Quil and Embry was unplanned, unexpected, unwanted. I'm surprised I didn't phase in front of them. Normally I would have, but it was all in the moment I guess. I guess since I wasn't focusing on the wolf and on Nessie, maybe that stopped me. I ran to Sam's door and pounded on it. I was enraged with him. It was party his fault that I wasn't with Nessie now.

He opened the door with a t-shirt and a pair of jeans. He could tell I was furious. Yet he kept his stance, he was Alpha after all.

"What's wrong Jacob?" He asked casually, but with a slight fear in her took all my strength not to throw myself at him and attach him as a wolf.

"Take a guess Sam." I said angry and I took a step closer to him, hands clenched into fists. He barely moved, but he DID take a step back.

"I'm not playing a game Jake. You can either leave or tell me yourself."

"I'm angry because you wont let me see Nessie!" My eyes showed what my heart couldn't. They burned in pain and drowned in annoyance.

"You know that's not completely my fault Jake! Her family is also playing a huge role, I'm just reinforcing it." I throw my hands up in the air and they land on my head.

"But why?" I turned my back towards him. Sometimes it's easier to just hear the noise, without seeing the face that says it.

"The treaty states that any vampire can't come onto our land. Any."

"But she isn't a vampire! She's only a half vampire, and she doesn't even know that!" I yelled.

"It doesn't matter if she only has an ounce of vampire in her, she isn't allowed to come on this land, imprint or not." He added saying what I was thinking.

"So why can't I see her?" I turned back to him, my arms crossed across my chest.

"Her family doesn't want you to see her and you are in too much danger if you go there. Besides, you shouldn't even want to go there. Vampires are awful killing machines. Awful." Sam retorted. I fought off the painful, treacherous urge not to hit my Alpha. Let alone rip his head off. Instead I ran out of the house, letting the door slam behind me. I ran out to the woods. And I thought of Nessie. I thought of how I couldn't see her. How she couldn't see me. How everyone was forcing my imprint and I to be apart. How nobody understood the pain that we were both going through. How nobody could see that we were dying inside being apart from each other, whether Nessie knows it or not. I phased. Behind the trees, in my world. The wolf world.

Once I outran my rage I walked back to my house and went straight to my room, head down. I went past Dad and closed the door. I almost cried. Almost. I knew I shouldn't. I knew I couldn't. I knew crying wouldn't get me anywhere. It wouldn't help anything. But a tear did fall down my cheek before I could stop it.

Renesmee's POV:

Almost all of my family was gone. First it was just going to be Edward and Bella. Then Alice and Rosaline had to go because of the shopping. And it wasn't like they could go without their husbands. And for some reason, Esme had to watch them like a babysitter, plus she wanted to meet Renée. Carlisle wanted to meet her too, but someone had to stay home and watch me. Like I was six years old. They didn't trust me. They were afraid I would try to see Jake, which of course I would. But I wasn't going to tell them that. I told them that I respected their decision, that Jacob was a bad influence. But they didn't believe me. They know me too well. Thank goodness that Carlisle had to work the most awkward hours for the entire week the family would be in Arizona. He would be gone from four in the morning to about midnight. I had to tell Jacob somehow. But I couldn't call him on the house phone, because I didn't have his number. I couldn't go La Push, Jake said it himself, unfortunately. I had no way to tell Jacob that I could see him. I didn't know where Charlie lived so I could use his phone. Plus that might cause complications.

I put my head in my hands and cried. I hated my life. I couldn't see the man I crave. I want sure why I needed him so bad, but I did. I needed to see him constantly. But maybe it was because he was the only outside person I ever saw. That's why I needed him. I'm not sure why my family is making me hibernate all the times of the year. Just stay in this house or go outside in the backyard. I had no other friends my age besides Jake. I couldn't even see my own grandparents. I had to be home schooled. The setting of my life is a black hole. And the plot is me trying not to let anything get sucked in.

~A few days later~

Carlisle was still at work when I decided to go exploring. I couldn't take the secrets anymore. Nothing was right. I ran to my parent's room and began running my hands through their drawers. I made sure everything was neat and that yes, this was an invasion of privacy, but I had to know something! Then I found it. Edward's address book. I smiled, maybe he had Jacob's phone number. I went to 'J' but it wasn't there. I went to 'B' for Black but it wasn't there either. I grumbled. I didn't have his number or anything. But I never expected Edward to have it anyway. After all, he hated the guy. Then I remembered I have a phone book. I ran to it in the kitchen and opened it. I skimmed the sides for 'B'. I found it and looked in the front. There was six different people with that last name. This was going to take forever. Then I remembered what Jake told me. His Dad's name. What was it, something with the same letter as the last. I tapped the side of my head trying to remember. Billy! That's right. Billy Black. I smiled and looked for Billy Black. And I found it right away. Bachelor number four, step right up.

Jacob's POV: I've been sulking for days. Going to school and not putting any energy into anything anymore. I haven't been caught up with my schoolwork and the whole pack has noticed. And everyone feels bad and alone. When one of us is down the rest of us is down. Sam feels bad, Embry and Quil try to cheer me up, Leah doesn't pick on me that much, Seth is trying to understand what's wrong with me, Jared is trying to help me cope, and even Paul tried taking me to bars in Port Angeles to cheer me up, though he knew it wouldn't. Even Dad noticed. Though he never said anything about it, I could tell he knew it was Nessie.

I was watching some show by myself after school. Embry and Quil asked if I wanted company, but I didn't, I couldn't have anyone over. Something they would do might remind me of Nessie. The commercials came on so I got up to get a soda in the fridge. Billy was concerned. All the food he bought stayed there, well most of it. I had to eat something I just couldn't eat most of it. Sam noticed my recent weight loss and tried asking about it. Paul joked that I was starting to look like a girl and that comment reminded me of Nessie. She was so thin and frail. Pretty as a summer rose. She had skin of silk but looked like glass. If you touched her, she would break. She was perfect. Even if she was half a blood sucker.

As I was walking back to the couch, the phone ran. I wasn't in the mood to talk but it was right next to me, and the show still didn't come back on. I picked up.

"Hello?" I asked into the phone.

"Hi, um, is Jacob there?" A replied lightly and fragile.

"You're talking to him."

"Oh Jacob!" Happily yelped Nessie into the phone.

"Nessie?" I was stunned, and scared she could get into a lot of trouble if we got caught, so I spoke in a monotone.

"Oh Jake, thank god your home." It was her, I could tell by her voice. She made me smile.

"Yea, I'm happy about that too." I could hear her light laughter over the phone but then she turned serious.

"Jake can you come over, now?"

"What about Bella and Edward and-" I began to list her family members but got cut off.

"All in Arizona visiting Grandma, except Carlisle, but he's at work until midnight, so we should be safe."

"Really?" I was so happy at this point. I got to finally be alone with Nessie with no chance of being caught. This was the greatest moment ever. Except the fact that the pack might catch me. But I bet they're all preoccupied. "Um, yea, sure. I'll be over in ten." She cheered a little in response,

"Yay! Thank you so much Jake! I miss you and can't wait to see you, please hurry."

"Okay, see you."

"Okay, bye!" I hung up quickly and excited. She is alone and we get to be alone, together. I grabbed the phone and danced a little in place, I was so excited. I ran to my room and grabbed what I thought we would need, condoms. Is this going to far? Nah, I mean we almost had sex last week and she's saying she's alone so why not? Besides, I don't have to wave them in her face or anything.

Renesmee's POV:

I hung up the phone after Jake. I was being paranoid, all I kept thinking was what if someone came home. They couldn't see Jake. I wringed my hands in and out of each other. Ten minutes. He would be here in ten minutes. It was a nice thought. I was excited. I finally get to see Jacob without anyone getting in my way. I went to my room to get ready. I changed my clothes and put on a little make-up. I wanted to look good for Jacob, after all he was my boyfriend. It was funny though, we were best friends then we started dating. But the funny part is, how I was allowed to see Jake when we were best friends but not after we kissed, it didn't make sense. Maybe they were just protecting me. But from what? They knew Jake my whole life, so they know he's a good guy. So why are they saying no now? I shook my head, trying to get the thought out of my head. Just as I was doing that the doorbell rang. Jake. My heart stopped then started again twice as fast. I hope he would be ok with this. I laughed, before I left my room at the thought of us sneaking around, we're nearly adults now anyways. But I'll do whatever I have to. God, I hope he's ok with this, I thought as I opened the door to Jake.

[Thanks for reading! i hope you liked it! it took me a while to get the emotions and actions just right, but i think i nailed it, at least i hope i did! Please review and tell your friends and you will see chapter 4 tommorow! :D -Hannah