The Change Chapter 2
An: A little short but I hope you like it.
Az didn't know what the hell was wrong with him. Why did he help the Hummel boy, what if word got out? It could, would, destroy his rep. But what the fuck was he supposed to do? Just leave him there, well yea, that's what bullies do, if they give you more bruises, and make fun of you for not being man enough to stand and fight But is that really what he wants anymore, does he really want to be a bully?
"Ugh", he says, he jumps on his bed and turns his radio up all the way just to drown out his thoughts.
It worked for a few hours, till his mom came home and started yelling.
"Baby I'm home, turn that damn thing off and come down for dinner."
He rolled out of bed to have dinner with his Mom. It hasn't been the same since his dad left, he just up and left, no reason.
She stopped cooking and baking, they just ate fast food for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. He had no problem with that. Tonight their dinner was from In and Out.
His Mom threw herself in to her work more than he thinks is healthy, and they never talk about his Dad,. It was as if he was never there.
He sat at the table like the perfect son. They talked through diner, then Az did the dishes, and his homework. He checked his e-mail and what he saw there, surprised him, it was another e-mail from his cousin's e-mail address.
We went through Christian's will and he wanted you to have his video diary the link is below.
He was shocked that his cousin wanted him to have anything, let alone something as private as his diary, but he clicked on the link. A site came up with over 350 videos. Most titled with dates and times. But number 1 was titled, Dear Amizio, so he clicked on that one.
It opened a window were he could see his cousin, he pushed play.
"Hey Amizio", Christian's voice came trough the speakers. "I just thought you would like to see the effects your bulling has on people, every one is different of course, but you should watch these, I'm sure some things apply to the kids you bully at school."
He clicked on the first one, it told of the first day at school as an outed gay.
He watched till the wee hours of the morning, he watched how it started out small, with insults, or name calling.
How it escalated fast to locker shoves , slushy-facials and dumpster dives.
He watched the bruises appear on his cousin's skin, form the locker shoves.
He listened to how many outfits got ruined between the slushy-facials and dumpster dives. How every day his confidence would fall even lower and how badly it hurt to be hated just for being you.
He listened to his cousin tell about his nightmares, and how even when there were no bullies near him, he still couldn't shake the fear.
He got a better understanding about why his cousin killed himself.
By time Az crawled into bed it was 4:30 in the morning, and he had so much on his mind he couldn't fall a sleep till 7:00a.m. He was so thankful it was Saturday, so he could sleep till, whenever the hell he wanted too.
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