I had got all of my remaining stuff and bought it into Jack's flat.
"Right then I'm gonna go and get my stuff, I'll be back some time this afternoon, probably laterif my mum refuses to let me go," He said.
Thinking of Jack's mum clinging onto him and refusing to let him go made me laugh.
Jack hugged me and kissed my forehead.
He waved and walked out the door.
I then sat on the floor and got my phone out.
I then began to write the text for everyone to read.
'This message is being sent to everyone I know. I've hated the fact that I always have to act perfect. I've never had a chance to be the person I am deep down. I've always had a miserable life. Now I think it's time to put a stop to it. By the time every has read this I will have drowned myself in the ocean.
Mum+Dad I love you. Jack I love you too and I wish I had another chance with you. Alex deep down I do forgive you and I love you.
Goodbye everyone'
I then took a deep breath and pressed send.
I waited for it to fully send then smashed it so nobody could track me or anything.
I then went through the box of all my most precious things. Books, DVD's, makeup (that my parents never let me wear.
I then found a photo frame.
I turned it round and looked at the picture.
It was of me and Alex.
Alex was hugging me and kissing the top of my head.
I felt a single teardrop fall down my cheek.
I then wiped it away.
No, I am new person I am going to move on.
I then looked through the bags of shopping that Jack bought without me.
He had got me an iphone, laptop, CDs, games, more clothes and posters.
I grinned, I found a You me at six poster.
Jack knew how much I loved them.
You see the thing is I'm actually British so I lived quite near where they live.
I then found something tucked at the bottom.
Oh great.
Jack is soooo sick sometimes.
He had bought me underwear.
I wonder what goes on in that boys head sometimes.
Oh I need my toiletries.
I set up the iphone and dialled Jack's number.
After two rings Jack picked.
"Hey Jess are you okay?" He asked.
I then decided to use an american accent, as I said I'm british.
"Yeah, just to let you know I'm gonna buy some toiletries so I'll be back later okay," I said.
"Okay thats cool I'll see you later," he said.
"Bye," I said
I then hung up.
I then went through the shopping and got the clothes out.
I got my checkered scarf, beanie, leather jacket, black skinny jeans, black knee high boots and the necklace Jack bought me.
I then put them all on and put on some liquid eyeliner, mascara and lipgloss.
When I was done I got my bag and walked out the door.
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I had finally bought my stuff and was heading home.
Then I saw the person I least expected to see.
It was Alex and he was crying.
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