1 week later...

"Psssst...Jess," I heard someone whispered

I opened my eyes and Alex was lent over me.

"I've got something really important to tell you," he said in a serious voice.

"Are you secretly gay?" I mumbled.

"No," he said.

"That's good then, goodnight/morning," I said turning over.

"Jess I've got tickets plus backstage passes for us to see You me at Six," he said.

"That's nice," I mumbled.

Hold on!

Did he just say what I think he said!

I then sat up.

"What did you say?" I exclaimed.

"I've got tickets plus backstage passes for us to see You me at Six," he said.

"Oh my god! How th-" I excaimed.

Alex laughed.

"Alex I f'ing love you!" I exclaimed.

I grabbed him by his collar and pulled him in for a kiss.

I then pulled away.

"Hold on, when is it?" I asked.

"It's not a long wait, it's next week," he said.

"Yay!" I shouted.

I then got up the bed and bounced.

I didn't if made me look odd.

This is so great!

Alex then laughed and walked out the room. I then collapsed on the bed.

I love You me at six!

I then got up and went to get breakfast.

Alex was in the kitchen resting his head on the table.

"Are you okay sleepy head?" I said stroking his cheek.

Alex then sat up slowly and smiled.

"I am now you're here, I got a really bad hangover that's all and you know what also happened last night" he said.

I nodded.

Yes I did it again, with Alex.

I then kissed his cheek.

There was then a knock at the door.

"I'll get it," I said.

I then walked to the door and opened it.

Two guys were standing there.

"Erm hi...are you friends of Alex?" I asked.

The guy with brown hair nodded.

"Yeah I'm Zack and he's Rian, you are?" he said.

"I'm Jess, Alex's new flatmate, I moved in last week," I said smiling.

Alex then came to the door yawning.

"Hey guys, I see you've met Jess, come in," he said holding my hand and guiding me to the kitchen.

"So I heard that Jack's girlfriend left him," Rian said.

I gave him a look.

"I am the girlfriend," I said.

"Sorry," Rian said.

"It's okay I'm over it, I have Alex now and I love him to bits," I said smiling at Alex.

Alex smiled.

"That is so sweet, I love you too honey," he said kissing me.

"Ewww, guys we're still here," Zack said.

Alex pulled away.

"I can't help if I love her so much mate," he said resting his head on mine.

"Yeah what ever," Rian said.

XXXXXXXX

2 Days Later...

My phone going off woke me up.

I read the text it was from Alex.

'Jess, I just found out my brother comitted suicide and I can't live with the fact that people close to me kill themselves. I really don't want it to happen to you so I am going to kill myself the way Sapphire did, goodbye Jess, I love you'

"NO!" I screamed.

I then realised I was lying on the sofa and wearing my clothes.

That saves a lot of time.

I then ran out the front door.

I then saw Zack pull up.

"Zack! Okay Alex is about to comit suicide and I know where, please could you drive me to the nearest cliff now!" I shouted.

I then felt a sharp pain in my stomach.

"Okay get in," Zack said.

XXXXXXX

We then reached the cliff.

"Thank you Zack, wait here," I said.

I kissed him on his cheek and then ran out the cliff.

I then saw Alex standing dangerously close to the edge.

I then could barely breath.

"Alex! Please don't do this!" I shouted.

He turned around.

I walked slowly towards him.

When I was right in front of him he jumped.

"NO!" I screamed.

I then grabbed his hand.

I then felt tears run down my face.

I knew what I had to do.

I had to tell him the truth.

"Alex there's something I need to tell you, there's a really big thing I've been keeping from you, I'm Sapphire," I said.

Alex's expression changed to a shocked one.

I then used all my remaining strength to pull him up.

When he was up I had another pain in my stomach but this one was more painful.

"Ow!" I shouted clutching my stomach.

"What's wrong honey?" Alex asked.

"I don't know, these pains in my stomach have been getting worse all morning," I said.

Alex then lifted me into his arms.

What's wrong with me?

Hey Guys sorry I haven't updated. I didn't know what to write. The last bit I decided to bring earlier than I planned.
Hope you enjoyed!

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