Jacobs POV

I couldn't believe how heartless Edward was being. That dream was amazing to see. I only wish that I could do that but, Edward would never let that happen. I couldn't believe that she had even had a dream about me that way.

My phone buzzed. It was a text from Embry.

Embry-Hey were going to La Push and having a bonfire.

Jacob-Alright cool.

Embry- You should invite nessie but, you could leave Alexis at home if you want.

Jacob- I will and not funny.

I knew that everyone hated Alexis and to be honest I wasn't so crazy about her either but, shes a distraction. And I need a distraction. That was why I was bringing her tonight.

I picked up my phone and invited Nessie telling her the pack wanted her to come. I realize that wasn't a good choice of words but I needed to show her that the dream meant nothing to me, even though it really did. She said yes.

I through on some swimming trunks and chucks and headed towards my car. I picked up Alexis first. She was wearing shorts and a see through shirt that showed the strapless white bikini she had on. She gave me a soft kiss.

"Are you ready to go Jakey?"

"Yeah but we gotta go pick up ness."

She slumped back in her seat. "Fine." I thought it was funny how she was always secretly jelous of Nessie. If only she knew what I really felt for Nessie… she would flip out.

We drove to Nessies house and walked inside. Alice came down from the stairs.

"Hey Jacob. I'll tell Nessie you're here." She ran back upstairs and soon came down with Nessie.

"Ready to go." I didn't even dare look at her.

"yeah."

We walked to the car and I opened the door for Alexis and got in. The ride was really quiet and kinda awkward. I didn't know what to say.

When we got there everyone rushed to say hi to Ness. "Alright guys lets go cliff diving!" Seth yelled running toward the cliff. We all followed. I told Alexis to stay at the bottom with all the other girls but she said if Nessie was going so was she.

Nessie probably didn't even know what cliff diving was and just wanted to watch. We got to the top and the pack started jumping off one by one.

I turned and Nessie was standing there in a purple halter top bikini. She took my breath away. I couldn't stop staring even though I desperately needed to. She walked toward the edge and looked like she was going to jump.

I ran up behind her. "Nessie what are you doing!"

"Going cliff diving."

"No your not Ness. That's way to dangerous."

"Oh please Jacob im not a baby anymore okay."

"I don't care how old you are you are not going cliff diving."

"Oh yeah. Watch me." She turned and just jumped off.

My heart stopped I grabbed her clothes and I ran to the bottom. The pack was cheering her on like idiots and she was just standing there smiling. I grabbed her wrist and pulled her to my car. She had almost given me a heart attack.

"What were you thinking?"

"It wasn't that big of a deal Jacob I—

"You could have killed yourself."

"But I didn't im fine."

"There was no guarantee you were going to be fine. Do you have any idea what that would do to your parents? To your family? To the pack? To me?" I stopped not even letting myself imagine a world without her.

"I didn't mean to Jacob im just tired of being treated like a kid."

"That was not the way to prove that you've matured come on were taking you home."I opened the door.

"What about Alexis?"

"Im coming back later."

"And what about my clothes?" I tossed her, her clothes.

"fine." She got in the car. It was another silent and awkward drive.

When we got there I told her our school plans and left back to La Push.