THIRD PERSON

Jacob banged on the door yet again, after gaining no answer he started to get pissed off, he wanted to say that he was sorry, that he did love her, that he had made a mistake. Finally he just decided to knock the door down, Embry and Sam behind him when the strong smell of blood reached their noses.

They all froze at the sight in front of them. Jacob rushed to Nicolas almost drained body, he picked her up and ran for the hospital, he knew that he might have been to late be he had to try.

When he reached the hospital he shouted and begged for Carlisle to help him to save his Nicola, at this minute he didn't care if she was turned in a blood sucking monster as long as he had her back.

Carlisle hearing the shouting rushed out of the room he was currently in and came running into the main entrance and gasped at the sight of Nicola in a frantic Jacobs arms. Following the doctor in a run to another room Jacob unwillingly set her down on the hospital bed, his heart breaking in half; he was beginning to feel dead inside.

He wondered if this was the feeling that she felt when she caught him with Bella all those times.

The rest of the Cullen's rushed into the room minus Bella. They all gasped at the sight, Edward, Rosalie, Emmett and Jasper leapt at Jacob wanting to rip him apart. Alice just stood there too shocked and hurt to know what to do.

When she spotted a note in Nicolas pale dead hands and took it, she read it to herself noticing that Nicola had wrote a song and there was her ultra sound she was confused but she got it.

"SHUT UP" she screamed getting everyone's attention.

"There is a note, I'll read/sing it" she said to the confused looking people.

"It's a song" was all she said.

"I loved you. You made me. Hate me.
You gave me. Hate, see?
It saved me. And these tears are deadly.
You feel that? I rip that!
Every time you tried to steal that.
You feel bad? You feel sad? I'm sorry!
Hell no! Fuck that!
It was my heart. It was my life.
It was my start. It was your knife.
This strife. It dies.
This life and these lies.
And these lungs. Have sung. This song. For too long.
And it's true. I hurt too.
Remember, I loved you.

I've lost it all. Fell today. It's all the same.
I'm sorry oh! [oh!] I'm sorry no! [no!]
I've been abused. I feel so used. Because of you.
I'm sorry oh! [I'm sorry oh!] I'm sorry no! [I'm sorry no!]

I wish I could have quit you.
I wish I'd never missed you.
And told you that I loved you. Every time you fucked me.
The future that we both drew.
And all the shit we've been through.
It's just with the thought of you.
The pain just grew and grew.
How could you do this to me?
Look at what I made for you.
It never was enough.
And the world is what I gave to you.
I used to be love struck.
Now I'm just fucked up.
Pull up my sleeve and see the pattern of my cuts.

I've lost it all. Fell today. It's all the same.
I'm sorry oh! [I'm sorry oh!] I'm sorry no! [no!]
I've been abused. I feel so used. Because of you.
I'm sorry oh! [I'm sorry oh!] I'm sorry no! [no!]

Seems like all we had is over now. You're left to rest.
And my tears are dried up now. I just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had is over now. You're left to rest.
And my fears are over now. I can leave with my head down.

I've lost it all. Fell today. It's all the same.
I'm sorry oh! [I'm sorry oh!] I'm sorry no! [no!]
I've been abused. I feel so used. Because of you.
I'm sorry oh! [I'm sorry oh!] I'm sorry no! [no!]" She sang to everyone, they all looked stunned, she handed Jacob the ultra sound and looked at the back of the paper

"There's more" she said looking at Jacob.

"What" he whispered feeling his tears dance sadly down his face as his heart broke all over again.

"What does she have that I don't?" Alice read out in a small voice the emotion of sadness for Nicola flood through her veins.

THE END