Wow I can't even start to tell you how bad I feel at the moment. Not just cause I haven't updated but the U.S lost the world cup and I'm just like wow. And I'm watching the worldwide video right now so that cheered me up a bit.

After an amazing two days of practice we were ready to shoot our video.

"Okay you guys we're ready to shoot. You guys are amazing and on your way to fame!" Kelly says giving us a little motivational speech.

When we get into our positions my phone starts to ring.

Girl I'll be thinkin about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide.

Girl I'll be thinkin about you worldwide.

Whoa wherever the wind blows me, you're still the one and only girl on my mind.

"Hello."

"Hey Kendall its Jo and I was just wondering what song your doing for your video."

"Oh ok we're doing Till I Forget About You. What are you guys doing?" I tell her because knowing her she would just pick the same song and try to sing it better than us.

"Oh we're doing Halfway There."

"Cool well we're about to shoot so I'll talk to you later."

"Alright bye." After that I hang up the phone and turn back to the guys and Kelly.

"Jo." James says simply.

"Yup."

"Why'd you tell her we're doing Till I Forget About You when we're doing Worldwide?" Carlos asks confused.

"Because Jo being the evil bitch she is, would still our song and try to sing it better."

"Oh that makes sense. Great plan, Kendall." Carlos says. I just shake my head and get back to my position.

"Ready guys?" Kelly asks. We shake our heads and the music starts.

J: Wait a minute before you tell me anything how was your day? Cause I've been missing

K: You by my side, yeah.

J: Did I awake you out of your dreams I'm sorry but I couldn't sleep.

K: Calm me down there's something bout the sound of your voice.

C: I, I, I, I'm never, never

All: Never as far away as it may seem

C: Soon we'll be together we'll pick up right where we left off.

As the end of the song neared we kept going strong, we even modified the song so wherever the word girl was I sang it with boy somehow telling Logan I'm gay.

As soon as it was uploaded I calmed down somehow. Logan had said that he would upload a video telling who the winner was. We had to disclose all of our information like where we're from, our phone numbers, how old we are and all this stuff.
Hey your flying to Cali with us your our official manager/agent – K

Thank you soo much that's soo cool – Kel

School the next day

It was only second period and we already had a bunch of girls come up to us and say that they hope BTR wins.

"Well I hope you guys don't cry too hard tonight when Logan says how much he can't wait to see us in L.A and how we're gonna be insta stars." Camille says having hand gestures with it.

"Okay and why exactly would he say that?"

"Because we having singing talent unlike you guys and we're gorgeous."

"If we didn't have singing talent how did we make it this far?" James says interrupting whatever I was gonna say. "Also Logan's bi, what if he thinks we're better looking than you guys?"

"Yeah as if anybody could think that?" Jo says a little too icily for my likening.

"Whatever just watch the video tonight and don't let your mascara run too far." I say walking away.

"Yeah also we're America's favorite for your information." Carlos says yelling.

"It's called FYI, stupid." Jo says.

I have to clench my fist not to go back there and show that girl up.

I kept checking my phone all day to see if the update was up yet.

"Mr. Knight please put your phone away" I look up and see my American Government teacher standing right above me looking down at me with a disappointed look. I quickly slide my phone back into my pocket and act like I'm paying attention to the lesson.

Classes had seemed to go by so slow like the world wanted me to explode from anxiety.

"Hey Kendall, has he uploaded anything yet?" James asks as we got to my car.

"I haven't checked since 4th hour so maybe."

"So can we hang at your place tonight?"

"That's a stupid question."

"I know I just… I don't know."

"My mom basically thinks you guys are her children. You can just walk in the front door and say I'm home and she wouldn't care."

"I might try that." Carlos says speaking up from the backseat.

"I bet you will." James says.

As soon as we pull into my driveway and I kill the engine we all jump out of the car and run into the house but before we get through the door to my bedroom we hear an awful sound.

"BOYS!"

"Coming!" We all chorus.

"What do you guys think your doing? Were you raised in a barn?"

"No."

"Well you left the front door open ran inside the house without acknowledging me, and you got mud everywhere."

"Sorry, Mom/Mrs. Knight."

"Alright get this mess cleaned up and why are you guys such in a rush." Oh my gosh it's like the world didn't want us to see the video response.

"Logan's posting the winner of the video today." James explains.

"Oh and you guys if you win will be in L.A for how long?"

"I think three weeks there."

"And James, Carlos your parents are ok with this with you guys missing two weeks of school and everything."

"Yes they said we'll be 18 in a couple months and should be able to make good decisions and keep up with our school work." Carlos answers.

"Yeah I'm gonna have to call your mom and ask her about that." My mom says not believing him. "Now get this mess cleaned up then you guys can run to Kendall's room."

After about 30 minutes of scrubbing the carpet we finally make it look almost as clean as before we make it to my room and I log onto my YouTube account hoping to find a new video posted. I keep looking till I give up realizing he hasn't posted the video yet.

"Ugh I'm about to blow up from anxiety." I groan out.

"I know I'm about to explode from nervousness." Carlos says.

"Really Carlos?" I ask.

"Yes really!"

"Okay so most videos are up by 7 so we have 3 hours to kill. Want to hit the rink and grab a bite to eat?" I suggest.

"Can we go to the mall? I need to get some more Cuda products. You guys can go to the sports shop and hang out while I'm in the hair store." James whines.

"Sure whatever. Good with you Carlos?"

"I'm good with anything as long as food is there."

"Well then let's hit the mall!" James says.

As soon as we get through the door of the Mall James was gone and that left Carlos and I to do whatever.

"Food court?" I ask

"Food court." He agrees.

We had just got our food from Panda Express and sat down when a high pitched screech resonated through the whole food court.

"CARLOS!"

"Oh no it's a third of the Jennifers." He whispers.

"Hey Carlos, I heard you are up against Jo and Camille or as they liked to be known now the Butterfly Kissers, in Logan Henderson's singing competition."

"Yeah we are."

"Well would you like to go out Friday night?"

"No."

"What!" She gasps not use to having people turn her down.

"I said no. You only want to go out with me so that you could meet Logan Henderson."

"N-n-noo." She stuttered out.

"Well whatever bye, bye." I say trying to get her to leave.

After we finished our food we went to Chad's Sport Shop we were looking through basketball s when my phone started going off.

LoganHenderson1 has uploaded a new video click the link below to view it.

"Carlos we need to find James. Logan posted his video." As soon as Carlos understood we busted our butts running through the mall trying to find the Cuda store.

"James!" We yell running and jumping on his back.

"Hey what are you guys doing? I'm not your James person." This random person we jumped on yells.

"Oops sorry random person." Carlos apologizes to this person. When we get up we spot the real James and yell his name.

"James, the video is up." I pant.

I pull my iPhone out of my pocket and click on the link to the video.

Hey guys it's me again. And I'm here to announce the winner of my singing competition. This huge contest was tied up between Big Time Rush and the Butterfly Kissers the last time I posted a video but now I have on winner. But groups preformed their songs amazingly one just a little better than the other. The Butterfly Kissers sent me a video of them singing Halfway There and Big Time Rush sang my newest number one hit single Worldwide. Ok so now you guys think I'm stalling. Well I am I have to build up the anxiety. So I have my newest tour kicking off next month at the Staples Center and ending in Madison Square Gardens. I hope to see you guys sometime when I'm traveling across the country. Okay enough information I'm gonna announce the winner. Ok so the winner of the contest is drum roll please the winner is Big Time Rush! I'll be calling you guys in about 30 minutes' congratulations and I can't wait to meet you guys!

We won. I honestly stopped breathing oh my gosh we won and my dream is gonna come true, I'm gonna meet Logan Henderson.

"We won." I whisper.

"WE WON!" Carlos yelled. Everyone in the mall started staring as we started jumping up and down. We were in my car getting ready to head home when Worldwide started blaring again.

Incoming call Jo

I ignored the call and kept cheering along with James and Carlos saying that we're going to Hollywood.

Incoming call Camille Ignore.

"MOM we won!" I shout as we bust through my front door.

"YOU DID!"

"YES!"

"Oh my gosh I'm so proud of you guys I can't believe you did it." She says bewildered.

You guys won! I knew it! – Kel

During the cheering my phone started ringing again and it was an unknown number.

"Hello."

"Hey it's Logan Henderson..."