It was Mac's turn to record. He made his sign and held it to the Camera.
"I chose blame because that is how I feel. Ever since my brother passed away I've felt like some things missing. Of course I'm angry, he was my twin. Look we did something stupid Dean and I and that's when the accident happened. I've blamed myself for his death. I've blamed myself for everything that happened two years ago. Of course I should blame myself. I was the one that got Regan hooked on drugs. How could I be so stupid, if I was paying attention to Regan she wouldn't have passed out. If I was watching after Dean my twin brother…brother would be right by my side making this video with me but instead you'll get a lovely view of his tomb. Why? Because it was my fault. I'm to blame"
"Regan how could you? Are you kidding me?" Jimmy asked
"I was alone Uncle Jimmy. My dads fighting he's been gone for a month" she said
"Well, now I'm stuck baby sitting you. How could you be so stupid?"
"I don't know. I'm sorry okay I'm sorry I fucked up. I'm sorry that after two years sober I fell off the wagon. I'm sorry, I-I-I'm scared" she broke down crying
"Regan, stop crying. I'm not giving you any sympathy. I know what it's like to get off track. And Andrew I've never seen him so upset. You fucked this one up babe. Look are you hungry?"
"No, I've had this pain in my stomach for over and hour" she went to lay down on the couch
Johnny and Will gathered around Will's computer. They were waiting for Tunny to come on. They sat down with their beers and Tunny called in.
"Hello" Tunny said
"TUNNY!" both boys said with excitement
"I miss you two" he said
"We miss you too" said Johnny
"How is it buddy?" asked Will
"Terrible and good all at the same time. How are my girls?" both boys looked at each other
"Look, Tunny I think you should talk to Christina about that" Will said
"What? What happened, tell me what happened?" Tunny said
"Regan, drank last week" Will said
"She what?" Tunny asked suddenly getting pale
"Look, she was alone and no one was home. She really misses you" said Johnny
"I shouldn't have gone"
"Only five more months" said Will
"No, I need to come home now"
"Tunny, you can't do that. As much as we would be happy you can't do that" Johnny said
Whatsername and Harmony sat there with Peyton finding pictures of Dean to use
"I like this one" said Whatersname she held up a photo of Mac and Dean wrestling
"Or this one" Peyton held up a photo of Dean sitting on Harmony
"Yeah, not the greatest memory" Harmony said
"Why?" Peyton asked
"He farted on her and then sat there till the smell went away" replied Whatsername
"Aunt Rebecca, does this bother you?" asked Harmony
"No honey, I think this is easier for me then Mac"
"Yeah, we filmed at the cemetery two weeks ago" said Peyton
"I still have to do my intro sign thing" said Harmony
Mac sat there watching old family videos in his room. He was laughing and crying remembering all the things he and Dean used to do to Harmony. He went to a shoe box he had under his bed and counted the money he had been saving. He was going to put the videos of the six of the kids on DVD. He wanted to do something to the video. He thought it over, sort of like a before two years ago then when two years ago happened and after. How things changed but no matter what happened they still remained friends. Just then the girls walked in.
"Hey Mac, we got the pictures" said Harmony
"Thanks. Man it sucks Nate had to work"
"I know, but he and I are going to hang out tonight so I'll catch him up" said Harmony
Regan was still on the couch the pain got worse and sharp. She yelled for Jimmy and he came.
"How long has this been going on?" he asked
"Well last night but the pain got worse" she said. He saw she was sweating and he put his hand on her forehead she felt warm. Then he pressed a little on her right side and she grabbed his arm
"I think you might have appendicitis. We should get you to the hospital" and he helped her off the couch.
After the talk with the Tunny the boys called Christina and told her what they had told him. She wasn't upset at them, she was actually relieved that she didn't have to tell him. Andrew was at work he went up to the guy who sat at the bar
"What can I get you?" Andrew asked
"What can I get you?" asked the guy
"Theo?" Andrew asked
"Hey man" Theo said
"Get out. Theo I've been clean now for two years"
"Really? You've never felt tempted to go back?" Theo asked
"No, now please get out"
"What has gotten into you?"
"Regan. I've been living with her and her family. Theo I want you to leave okay. Jimmy doesn't need to know you're here and neither does Regan. She already fell off last week. Now get out before I throw you out"
"Alright. But you know where to find me
Finally it was Harmony's turn with the camera. She wrote her sign and held it up
"Depressed. I don't show it to anyone because I've seen those commercials about how it hurts everyone. Well, everyone has been through enough. But ever since my little incident two years ago, I've been feeling down. I don't really want to go out, I just want to stay in my room. See, like my dad my mom was a drug addict. My dad walked in with me crying and her passed out on the floor next to a needle. She overdosed and I guess he was stuck with me. Though my Uncle Johnny said he really did want me. Then last year, my dad fell off the wagon when he found out that I was pregnant. I felt responsible for that. He-he hit me, but that wasn't his fault he was high when he did it. but he was sober for fourteen years. It's hard not growing up with a mom. I guess I have three though my Aunt Rebecca, Heather and Christina. But it's not the same, I cry myself to sleep sometimes and I guess once this video gets shown people will now know. But, it gets tiring saying 'I'm fine' and forcing a smile. But I'm not going to do anything to harm myself…I don't think"
Jimmy took Regan in and she had her appendix out. Jimmy sat by her side until Christina came in.
"Thanks Jimmy" she said
"No problem" he said
"Look, Jimmy I don't know what to do about her. I don't know what to do now that Tunny's gone"
"I don't know what to say"
"Yeah, could you just hug me?" she asked
"Sure, I'm good for that" he said and he hugged her
Andrew walked home. He walked past the old building where he knew Theo was. He really wanted to go in, but no look what happened to Regan and Jimmy. Andrew walked past it then stopped.
Work for Nathan was horrible. He worked as a waiter and the people kept yelling at him. Then a group of teenagers came in drunk and he had to ask them to leave. They threw their drinks at him. On his way home the bus broke down twice. He gave up and called his mom. She was busy taking care of Julia who was coming down with a cold. So Nathan called Jimmy who came to get him. While waiting for Jimmy it started raining. Nathan stood there wondering what was the point anymore.