Two months had past. Regan had not seen or heard from Andrew since the incident. She had sort of recovered and talked to her dad over video. All was well at the Espers sort of. Nathan was still feeling down and so was Harmony. She hadn't talked to Johnny yet. Johnny was waiting for the right time to approach her.
"Johnny, Johnny, Johnny" Will said jumping up and down excitedly
"I know, I know, I know" said Johnny just as excited. The boys had gone to go get Tunny. They were so excited when Tunny came out to meet them.
"TUNNY" the boys shouted Tunny smiled when he saw his two best friends. He put his bag down and the three boys jumped at each other
"I've missed you buddy" said Will
"I've missed you too" said Tunny
"We're so glad you're home" said Johnny
"Me too" he said
"Do you have to go back?" asked Will
"Yes, I do"
"But for now he's ours. Tomorrow we are taking you out to get as drunk as you possibly can" said Johnny
The boys dropped Tunny off at his house. Tunny knocked on the door and Christina opened the door and burst into tears when she saw him
"Honey I'm home" Tunny said Christina laughed and jumped him at the same time
"I've missed you" she said
"I've missed you too" Tunny said holding his wife tighter they stayed like that for a minute until he put her down
"Don't let go" said Christina Tunny kissed her
"I'd like to see my daughter" he said wiping tears from her cheek
"Okay" she said and she held his hand and led him in
Johnny walked into Harmony's room. She was watching TV and she looked up
"Can I help you Uncle Johnny?" she asked
"Well, yeah. Your dad told me about a few months ago. Is there anything you need to talk about?"
"No" she said looking down. Johnny sat on her bed and put his arm around her
"I know you're lying Harm" he said
"I don't know how to talk about it" she said Johnny got up and closed her door. Harmony put her laptop away. Johnny sat back on the bed and she curled into him
"Come on darling what is it?" Johnny asked
"Ever since the abortion I've felt sad, depressed, like I don't know what to do. Uncle Johnny I keep thinking that this is all my fault" she said crying
"Like what's your fault?"
"My moms over dose, my dad relapsing. That was all me, I know the story I know it's not my fault about my mom. I keep thinking what's the point. If I was such a hassle then maybe I should just go away. Like if I disappeared you wouldn't care. My dad wouldn't care"
"Disappear how?" asked Johnny afraid of the answer
"Like, ending it. The funny thing is, is that I feel Nathan feels the same way. But he did nothing wrong and I did. I ruin lives. Don't say I've saved lives because that shit is stupid. I couldn't do what Peyton did, and I would never stoop to Regan's level"
"Harmony, ending it is lower then Regan's level. Babe, you think we wouldn't miss you? You'd have to be crazy to think that. I need you, everyone else needs you. Most importantly your dad needs you."
"But, I keep thinking what my life would have been like with the baby. Then I think how my dad would still be on drugs and abusive and that scares me. So I might as well end it."
"What is with all the children wanting to end it? Harmony you need to talk to your dad" Johnny said hugging her
"I feel so bad" she said Johnny just held her and let her cry
"How's Uncle Tunny?" asked Peyton
"He's good. We're going out tomorrow" said Will
"You are so happy your friend is home" said Heather Will just smiled
Tunny knocked on Regan's bedroom door
"It's open" she said Tunny opened the door
"Hey baby" he said she turned around and saw Tunny standing there. She ran across her bed and jumped on her dad wrapping her legs around his waist. Tunny wrapped his arms around his baby girl and held her close
"You're home. I've missed you so much" she sobbed
"I've missed you too baby" he said holding back tears.
Nathan walked into Peyton's room he sat down on her bed and she looked at him
"May I help you?" she asked
"I need to talk to you" he said
"What is it?"
"Feel bad dumping this on you, cause you're my baby sister"
"How serious is this?"
"You know, maybe I should talk to an adult about this" he said
"No, Nate, talk to me" she said
"Look, Peyt, I have these feelings lately. When I question what's the point anymore"
"You too?"
"Who else?" he asked
"I've notice Harm has been acting weird" she said
"Me too. We've barely hung out. That's partly my fault."
"Maybe you should talk to mom and dad" Peyton suggested
"Yeah" he said
"But Nathan, I don't want you to do anything stupid. At least until not until after Christmas. I mean I do want my presents"
"Alright" Nathan said with a laugh
"WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PLAN ANDREW SHE'S NEVER GOING TO TAKE YOU BACK" yelled Theo
"I need to talk to her" Andrew said
"You raped her. Her military dad will probably shoot you. And if he doesn't Jimmy will, you remember the old Saint"
"I want to stop Theo. I did the right thing and it felt good. I felt good for once you fuck things up"
"I know I do" Theo said with a smirk
"You're a huge shit disturber. I'm going to find Regan" Andrew said shaking
"No you're not, you're going to walk out that door shaking. Then you're going to need it and come back in. once you shoot up you're going to be to high and fear you might run into the saint"
"NO YOU'RE WRONG THEO. NOW FUCK OFF" Andrew yelled and he left
"Harm, Johnny said you talked to him" Jimmy said going into her room
"Don't you knock?" she said
"Harmony Musetta, I want to know what's bothering you."
"Oh, you full naming me"
" What has gotten into you? You're acting like you were two years ago" he said sitting on her bed
"Would you miss me if I was gone? Do you blame me for moms death? I hate myself and blame myself for you going back on drugs. Sometimes I wish I could disappear and get away from this world. Other times I wonder what it would have been like if I kept the baby. Would you have turned abusive?"
"Hold on, WHAT?" Jimmy asked very confused
"If I killed myself would you care?" she asked quietly
"Suicide? Harmony Musetta Vincent you've thought of suicide? Has every girl now thought of killing themselves or harming themselves? You haven't done anything have you? Show me your arms" she rolled up her sleeves, her arms were clean
"Dad, I haven't done anything like that. But I've thought of ending it
"You thought of ending?" Will asked Nathan
"The scary thing is, is that I don't know why? What's wrong with me?" Nathan asked
"Nothing baby" Heather said
"What's wrong with us?" Will asked
"It's got nothing to do with you" reassured Peyton
Tunny sat on the couch holding his two girls in his arms. He looked at them and smiled. He had never felt this happy in ages. Andrew took at step out the door, and like Theo said he went back in and shot up. Jimmy and the Espers stared at their children. Johnny and Whatsername were watching home movies with Mac.