The kids gathered around to look at the semi finished video. When it finished they all looked at each other after everyone's little monologue. They all sat there in silence confused, and upset, angry, scared.
"Well, that was um..." Peyton started to say
"Yeah" finished Regan
"We're, uh, we're…" Mac said very stunned
"A depressing bunch?" asked Nathan
"You can say that again" added Harmony
"That certainty shows, when life stabs you the wounds heal" Mac said
"Practically screams it" said Regan the kids looked at each other once more.
"Alrighty, kid powwow, Dean's grave tonight" said Nathan
"It's cold out side" Harmony protested
"We're in desperate need" Peyton added
The boys went out for their last hurrah. Tunny got really drunk and Johnny and Will got equally drunk. They wandered the street and made snowballs and had a snow ball fight. When they got home the girls were also equally as drunk.
"Babe" Will said grabbing Heather and kissing her
"Oh, sexy" she said and the two moved to the couch
"Johnny!" Whatsername screamed and jumped him Christina walked up to Tunny with tears in her eyes
"I leave tomorrow" Tunny said
"I know baby" Christina said
"How about you and I go home" he said kissing her and dragging her out of the Esper's
That night Christina and Tunny had an adult goodbye. Jimmy walked into Harmony's room and looked at his little girl. The next morning everyone again gathered for another emotional goodbye. Once they did, Nathan and Harmony took a walk.
"I need to talk to you" Harmony said
"I need to talk to you too" Nathan said
"Look, I've been thinking about things. But just to be clear this has nothing to do with you or us. We are fine. Right?"
"Yeah, same with me, nothing to do with you or us" Nathan confirmed
"Look, Nathan, ever since two years ago" she started getting teary eyed "I'm down and depressed. Do you ever wonder what it would be like? If we had the baby, Nathan things would be so different. Well I mean duh"
"Harmony" Nathan pulled her close "I think about that everyday. I've been down, but I honestly don't know why"
"Nathan, I've talked to Uncle Johnny and my dad about this. I've, thought about ending it. I didn't want to tell you, because of Peyton. But I've wanted to end it"
"Me too. I've wanted to end it. But that thought crossed my mind at an earlier age."
"When did things get so fucked?" she asked
"I'm not sure. But Tunny's gone again and Regan really needs us right now"
Regan sat on her porch. Will sat beside her and put his arm around her.
"How, are you holding up?"
"Uncle Will why is this so hard?"
"You're dad leaving?"
"That, but being sober. Uncle Will when I drank a few months ago, all I thought after I took my first sip is how I let my family down. How I let my friends down, you and Heather. Uncle Johnny, Aunt Rebecca, Uncle Jimmy. But then I drank some more, and next thing I new the bottle was done. What is wrong with me?"
"Baby, nothing is wrong with you."
"How did you feel when you first saw Peyton's scars?"
"Scared. horrified. I couldn't believe my little girl had done that"
"Is that how my dad felt?"
"Yeah, well worse. Regan he found an empty vodka bottle under your bed"
"I know" she said leaning into him
"Look, you know Jimmy and I are hear for you Johnny too"
Mac looked down at his tattoo. It said Dean with the year he was born and the year he passed away. Whatsername looked at him
"It's really nice" she said
"I miss him mom" Mac sad tearing up
"Me too, honey everyday"
"Can we go to the cemetery tonight? You me and dad"
"Yeah, sweetie"
Everyone hung out with their own family. The Gallagher's went to the cemetery and just sort of cried and talked to Dean.
"I miss you buddy. I miss you so much" Johnny said
"We all do" Whatsername said
"I think of you everyday. You were my brother, my twin" Mac placed a flower down
"It's winter, we know you love winter" said Whatsername
"I love you, we all miss you. Jimmy, Harmony, the Clarke's, and Esper's" said Johnny
Jimmy walked in and found Harmony looking at the bathtub. He walked in and held her hand
"What's on your mind?" he asked
"Jesus" she said jumping
"No, that's Johnny."
"Dad, I'm just having a bath, well I will. I was thinking about bubbles or not"
"Well, I was going to go out walking" Jimmy said
"Go, I'll be fine"
Will sat on the floor rocking Julia to sleep. He sang her we know the night-the replacements. He loved that little girl, he loved both his little girls and little boy. Heather sat down with him and rested her head on his shoulder. Nathan and Peyton joined them.
"I think she's almost asleep" Will said
"She's so cute" Nathan said
"How are you feeling?" asked Heather
"I'm fine." Nathan said
"And you baby girl?" Will asked
"I'm, alright" she said
Regan and Christina sat at home and watched home video's. Jimmy was taking a walk when he saw Andrew
"Jimmy" Andrew said
"What the fuck do you want?" Jimmy asked
"Look, Saint I need to talk to Regan"
"No, you don't"
"Yes. Please, Jimmy I want to see her, I want to get clean again"
"And Theo?" Jimmy asked
"I know"
"I want to you to stay away from Regan. You fucking raped her, do you have idea how scared she was? Johnny found her without her pants"
"I know, Saint, I'm so sorry. I want to get clean I want to get rid of Theo" without thinking Jimmy punched Andrew in the face "I deserved that"
"You lay another hand on her I swear I will kill you"
"Saint please. Listen I need to get rid of Theo"
"Then shoot him" and Jimmy left
"This is really nice dad" Mac said as they stopped to get hot chocolate
"Seriously though, what did happen that night?" Johnny asked
"I don't remember it was all a blur that night" Mac said
"Well, I'm sure it will come to you" Whatsername said
When Jimmy got home from his walk he knocked on the bathroom door
"Harm, I'm home" but there was no answer he knocked again "Harmony" he said louder. When there was no answer he opened the door and found her with her head underneath the water. "HARMONY" Jimmy pulled her out and checked to see if she was breathing. When he couldn't find a pulse he started CPR. Just then the Gallagherswalked. "Johnny help" Jimmy yelled Johnny walked in
"What happened?" Johnny asked reaching for his phone
"I found her like this. Come on baby breathe"
"What is going on?" asked Whatsername
"Come Harmony, don't do this to me. Breathe, come on" Jimmy begged just then Harmony started coughing up water. Jimmy rolled her on her side. Johnny grabbed a towel and to keep her warm. She wasn't naked completely her bra and underwear were on.
"Harmony?" asked Whatsername
"Are you fucking shitting me?" asked Nathan when Will told him
"Nathan, please"
"I can't believe she did that, after our talk" Will wrapped his son in a hug