A new chapter is up! Whoohoo-Let's all celebrate! I said it'd be up ASAP! :D sorry it's in Freddie's Pov. I will change to someone else's next chapter. Enjoy- bg.97 x

I look through the window, out into the courtyard. She's just sat there on the step sipping water. She looks so quiet, so vulnerable, so NOT Sam. I knock on the door saying some stupid greeting as I walk out. As she asks me about how much I know, I lean against the wall and stick my thumbs in my pockets.

"But Carly's right," I say. She groans-more Sam-like than before. I tell her she can groan all she wants which leads into her going into a rant about how she doesn't love Brad. I wish she'd just admit it. It would be good for her. It would be good for all of us.

"Lately, every time I tell you Brad and I are doing something together, YOU want to come hang with us," I state.

"And that means I'm in love with him?" she replies

"Well You hate ME!"

"I never said I hate you." Never said… is she mad? She never stops telling me how much she hates me. Something is seriously up with this girl at the moment. She's completely deluded. I wouldn't be surprised if she ended up in a mental institution the way she's been acting!(see what I did there :P) So I remind her of how much she's said it, exclaimed it, written it. SHE HATES ME!

"Just Leeeave," she shouts at me.

"Fine, I'll Leeeave," I say imitating her. "But before I go..." That's when Sam retaliates as she always does, with a threat. I'm not giving up though. I am going to give her the little speech I prepared if it kills me- which it might. Here it goes. Now it's gonna get serious.

"Look, I know it's scary for you to put your feelings out there. Coz you never know if the person you like is gonna like you back. Everyone feels that way. But you never know what might happen if you don't-"

And that's when I'm once more rudely interrupted. But not in the expected Sam-like way at all. Her hands are firmly yet gently gripping my shoulders and her soft, warm lips are pressed against mine- Slightly open, allowing our hot breaths to mingle. She's trying to pull me as close as possible to her and for some bizarre reason I can't justify, I don't want her to stop doing so. I also can't justify the colours in my mind, the exploding fireworks, and the chemistry. The chemistry that should have been there the times Carly kissed me but weren't. Sadly, the moment ends. I look at her in shock, trying to say something but not being able to find the right words.

"Sorry"

"It's cool."- It's cool? Why the hell did you just say it's cool Benson. And why now are you letting her run away?

I sit on the step where she was sat not that long ago. That's when I finally get it. It's like an epiphany moment in films when the lightbulb goes off above the characters' heads.

IT'S NOT BRAD, IT'S ME. And in the same way it's not Carly, it's Sam.

Hope you liked my take on IOMG! writing this chapter got me really pysched up for Ilost my mind! eep! i literally can not wait. i know what you're thinking- ihire an idiot hasn't even aired in the UK yet so how am i planning to watch ilost my mind? ways and means, my friend, ways and means. Mwahaha!:D also next chapter you'll be finding out more about Sam, Katie and Jared :P PLease review- bg.97 xx