Chapter 1: Confronting Darkness

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Warning a bit of gore in this chapter

Lenalee, Kanda and Lavi all looked cautiously at each other all hoping they did not all see the same thing.

"Was that really Allen-kun?"

Lavi looked straight toward the direction of the frail voice as he remained quiet as he felt cold by just looking into her dull eyes and Lenalee trembled when she did not receive an answer. She felt a cold, eerie wind blow past her as she felt worried of something happening in the future, all she could think about was her nightmares.

"Che the Moyashi is clearly still himself I don't know why you're worrying about that idiot." Lenalee jolted, she was definitely not expecting someone to speak so Kanda had caught her of guard.

"That annoying brat might have looked different for a second but he turned back to normal after you called him so shut up and give it a rest. He can take care of himself he doesn't need your worrying adding to his problems." Kanda shouted stalking of in the direction of the cafeteria. Lenalee paused. She felt a warm soothing feeling wash over her. Kanda is really good at giving advice she muttered silently to herself. Lavi smiled as well, he couldn't have said it better himself.

"Don't worry Lenalee the expected time for Allen to change is in about 1 more year and he's strong, so until…"Lavi paused in his sentence when he noticed Lenalee freeze and stare at him while Kanda turned and unsheathed his blade holding the ice ,cold metal to the side of his neck just above his right shoulder." I probably shouldn't have said that." Lavi whispered while beads of sweat broke out onto his face. Lenalee paused as she looked towards the ground again. She had totally forgotten that Allen was expected to be changed in about one year's time. She sighed sadly before unexpectedly finding new determination. As she regained her posture she made a plan of what to do to help Allen destroy his inner noah before it could gain full control over him and with that thought her determination spiked as she believed that she could do the task at hand.

"Don't worry guys we will defiantly find a way to deal with this whole situation" Kanda snickered silently from her confidence while Lavi grinned. "For now we better hurry before we get late to the meeting. She began to walk to the hallway with a soft smile across her face fully aware of the others footsteps behind her. 'I'll definitely find a way to help all my friends the best ways I can.

Allen froze as he felt the hairs on the back of his neck stand up as well as his skin pale even further. His body that was reflected onto window looked just like him apart from the skin that continued to darken and his hair that was turning black. A black cut ran through the right corner of his forehead and his eyes were gray and lifeless. The 14th shadow that was normally behind him seemed to eclipse with his body turning it darker as it faded more and more over his body. The only part of his body that wasn't darker was his left side but at the speed that the fading was moving at it wouldn't take too long. He shut his eyes rashly then opened them as slowly as possible taking in each different detail of his reflection whereas he hoped his eyes were failing him. He looked back towards the mirror but the same refection simple stared back at him. A forced sigh escaped his lips as he continued to take in the reflection.

"Great another complication I have to get used to."

Allen continued to stare at his reflection calmly as confusion ran through him. He felt a tear run down his cheek so he used his sleeve to wipe away the tears turning his head slightly to avoid the looking at the window. His voice was firm with hints of sorrow latched through that he felt like he was going to choke, just from the feeling.

"It's too soon" he whimpered as he began walking towards the meeting. His teeth were gritted and his head down as he walked, refusing to look to anything that could show his reflection. Images ran through his head and he knew it would take a few minutes before the 14th would fully overlap his own image.

It Scared Him

As he walked he stopped again and winced in pain while he clutched the right side of his head.

"Ow what was th..."Allen paused in the middle of his sentence when something wet landed perfectly onto his bottom lip. The liquid seeped into his mouth and the taste was far from expected. It tasted salty and like copper or iron. Confusion ran through his mind then something wet ran through his fingers towards the side of his cheek. Allen a trailed his fingers towards the right side of his head. A struggled gasp escaped his lips as he changed direction running towards the restrooms. As soon as he got there he ran straight for the taps and he began to splash water across his face. He opened his eyes and remained fixed to the pool of water slowly turning red from blood.

Allen stared deeper at the now blood red water and he peered through his refection that looked exactly like normal apart from the clearly visible black shadow that overlapped his image. An unpredictable stab of pain made Allen clutch his chest and he began panting feeling the undoubtedly recognisable pain of having his heart ripped out, or if he remembered correctly, a hole eaten through it. His knees gave way and He felt his thrat clug up and choked. He was coughing blood.

"What was happening?

He couldn't denie the fear that burned in him and he stared wide eyed at his reflection in the mirror. Pale. Deathly white. It scared him. Just what was going on? He groan from a strong headache and dizzying spell and his heart pounded that it felt as though it was going to rip it way out of him. His heart beat felt like it was echoing to slow down and his eyes began to feel heavy. It was hard to breathe anymore as it became laboured and force with each breath. Then it went. He felt more and more dizzy allowing his head to throb with a newly found excruciating pain. His eyes were now dulled as if the life was sucked out of him, until they finally shut and he collapsed .He looked as though he had just died for he was not breathing or making any slight movements.

Allen woke up and what he saw instantaneously made him throw up. His eyes filled with tears at once, his skin paled and he quivered violently from the sight. He couldn't look, he felt so helpless and 'scared?'

"Why...someone H-Help...Please Help me…Please…no"

Lenalee had made it with the other two to the meeting and weirdly, Allen wasn't there.

"Didn't Allen head here before us" Lenalee looked at the source of the voice that sounded confused yet intrigued which made Kanda jerk with annoyance.

"Shut u..."Before Kanda could finish his quick sentence Leverierr entered the room instantly quieting everyone within it .He glanced around the room then he noticed Lenalee stiffen and tremble just from the sight of him, a grin showed across his face before he continued to glance around.

"Where is the boy, Allen walker?" He asked. Lenalee stiffened, until she felt a warm familiar hand land squarely onto her shoulder.

"We don't know where he is, we haven't seen him since this morning" Someone spoke. Lavi stared at the older man with a mischievous grin as Leverierr remained calm and continued walking to the centre of the room as Link followed quietly and obediently behind.

"Fine then, we can still continue this meeting even if he does not show up, due to some personal matters." He said sending a rather smug glance up to all the exorcist, Miranda was unusual calm despite her shivering and Krory's innocence was active as he remained uncomfortable from what Leverierr had just said.

"Well then I'm sure you already know why this meeting was held into session. It is still not certain that the Allen Walker will not turn against the order so new orders have been given reporting his situation. If any signs are spotted, then they must be immediately reported. We received information from Link that when Allen faced the level 4 akuma and was pinned to a wall with his innocence, his crown clown ,which normally has no effect on humans had caused a great backlash. This is similar to what was explained that happened the noah Tyki Mikk. And before Allen walker should fully become the 14th noah he will continue to work as an exorcist. So if any of you notice a single side effect or changes in the boy, then you must report it back to us.

Lavi looked angered and distressed from what he had just heard as Kanda glanced over to Lenalee noticing her desperate eyes.

"You're really serious about all this. You're all willing to kill off your own soldiers!".

"He is nothing but a mere tool in this war so be quiet. When Allen walker is an enemy then that threat would have to be eliminated." Lenalee froze as she heard Leverierr speak and Kanda just scoffed quietly. Lavi gritted his teeth but before he could shout he was punched softly to the side by the older bookman and he understood straight away why."

We are bookmen, do not get involved. Just watch and 'observe'."

"Your orders are as followed. We also believe that we now have full control over the ark and we do not have to use Allen walker to control the ship anymore. We have fully mastered the 14th melody and Link has found out the meanings of each symbol from the boy. Once Allen walker arrives we will begin the test procedure to control the Ark, plus last but not least. I never really announce that we have a new finder let alone exorcist but i found this finder exceptionally interesting and I'm sure you'll all agree." After Leverierr spoke a dark evil smile wiped it way across his face as he signalled to one of the guards to let in the finder. Kanda's head shot straight up as the atmosphere tensed. Lavi jolted as soon as he saw the finder walk into the room. He felt as though a hook had pulled his mouth wide open that he could swallow a jar full of pickles. The senior bookman stood there with wide eyes as well. Komui watched as his tight clutch on Lenalee's shoulder seemed to get tighter due to the shock. Kanda's eyes widened as well as he felt what seemed like fear run through him.

"You've got to be kidding" Kanda growled as goose bumps became clearly visible on his skin. He even began trembling as his hair spiked as though he had been frozen stiff within a blizzard. Lenalee felt confusion run through her as she stared at the new finder that just walked through the door.

"Isn't that?"

Allen clutched his head tightly as more tears streamed down his face. He was panting heavily as he kept his eyes away from his surroundings.

"Stop… please, anyone". Allen continued to whimper as he tried his best to ignore everything around him. He partially glanced up and more tears filled his eyes as threw up now clutched his mouth tightly as blood gushed out and splattered onto the floor.

"Why?" He remained in a crouched position as he cried silently. A dark blackish pool seeped and stained his crouched knees that it caught his eye and smell made Allen's head pop up and he stared at the pool that soaked his knees. He felt sick again. As he stared as the liquid that flooded the floor he noticed some chunks of what seemed like meat. His eyes then trailed up towards the source. All was quiet as he remained alone. Some bodies lying in front of first he didn't notice the bodies in front of him until he something silver caught his eyes. He was outside the dark order and in front of him was everyone he ever knew and cared for. Their bones were clearly visible and their blood covered the floor like a thick carpet. His hands that supported him while he crouched was now drenched in their blood. Slight movements were spotted but it was defiantly just the peoples limbs were ripped apart and lying across the drenched grass. Allen remained silent not noticing the tears still streaming down his face. The smell was strong and sickening as the sight was worse than a nightmare. His throat felt clogged up.

"I'm all alone ...why...no...this ...is.." Allen clutched his head and leaned forwards eyes were on him even though the sources were dead.

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My second Chapter

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Question what would happen if Cross made a woman pregnant and Allen had to take care of her while he ran off?

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