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Summer, 1962

Castle Rock, OR

Chapter 4: Confessions

*Beck's P.O.V*

"What?" Vern exclaimed in another whisper yell and jumped over to the window.

"Vern you keep watch, and look out the window until they go away." Chris ordered. Vern just nodded and watched the window. It felt like forever until Vern said it was all clear but it was just ten minutes.

Even though Vern had said it was all clear I stayed there on tree house floor with my head between my legs, crying. Ohh crap Ace probably knows that I left my room; oh crap, crap, crap!

"Beck, Vern said it was all clear you can get up now." Chris said kneeling down next to me.

"Why couldn't it have been me who died in that earthquake?" I said finally looking up at Chris.

"What are you talking about Beck?" Chris had confusion written all over his face.

"Chris, my mother died in that stupid earthquake, and now it's just me and Ace," I said crying harder, "Ace is my older brother!" that's when I began to sob.

"Wait, what?" he asked, "the leaders of the Cobras is your older brother?"

I let my head drop back in between my legs again.

"Scorpions." I corrected him.

I looked up when no one answered; they all just stared at me blankly.

"What?" Teddy asked breaking the awkward silence.

"Ace betrayed the Cobras by joining the Scorpions." I answered.

"It's okay, mine and Vern's brother is too."

"But what does that have to do with you acting so weirdly on the bench in the park?" Gordie questioned.

I looked at him wide eyed. So they did notice I was acting weird. Shit. I shook my head trying to clear it and then let my chin rest on top of my knees.

"I- he…." I couldn't continue.

"Nothing." I finally answered.

"No tell us." Chris said commandingly.

"He- he hides me, ok?" I said as a tear escaped my closed eyes.

"Liar," Chris said, "there's more."

"N-no there's not!" I looked back at him quickly. I answered that way too fast, now he defiantly knows I'm lying.

He smirked at me.

"Spill it." He commanded again.

This was one command I would not obey.

"Spill what?" I shrugged innocently.

"Oh, please Beck, please tell us." He said with a puppy dog face. I had to admit that he was pretty cute when he did that. I looked around at all the guys they were all doing it. Oh man, they were all too cute, but I held my ground.

"There's nothing to spill." I said with another shrug.

"Ugh, there must really be nothing if she can stand all four of our puppy dog faces, Chambers." Teddy said to Chris shrugging his shoulders. I smiled.

"Fine." Chris grumbled.

As it got later and later into the night, we started going home. Teddy was the first to leave. Then it was Gordie and Vern. By 6:15 it was just me and Chris playing cards on the small coffee table.

"Wanna tell me now?" he asked raising his eye brows at me.

"Nope, not really." I answered studying my hand of cards.

"So there is something else." He said, winning the game.

"You were right, there is, but I'm not telling you or anyone else." I said shuffling the deck of cards.

"Does Ace know?" Chris looked up threw his eyelashes. I gulped.

"Y-you could say that." I stuttered.

"What?" he questioned.

"Never mind," I said, "you up for another round?" I asked.

"No," he said taking the deck out of my hands and putting them on the seat behind him.

"Talk." He insisted.

"There's nothing to be said." I answered.

"Rebecca." He said

"Beck." I corrected him. He shook his head.

"Beck, I can see in your face, your eyes, it's eating you up inside." He said getting up from his seat and sitting on the table in front of me.

"You need to tell me, I just want to help you, Beck, and I swear on my mother's grave I won't tell anyone unless you want me to, and I doubt you would want me to." He said sweetly.

"I'm sorry Chris, but no matter what you do, you wouldn't be able to help, and personally I wouldn't want you to, you'd probably get hurt. And really, I couldn't live with myself if you got hurt, Chris." I said shaking my head at the floor.

"Beck, look at me." He said. I looked up, my eyes watery.

"The only thing that is hurting me now, is that you are keeping this secret from me and it's hurting you even worse." He said into my eyes. That did it, I began to cry hard. He lifted me out of my seat, bridal style and then sat down with me in his lap crying.

"Shhh, it'll all be ok, it's all right, shhhh." He said trying to sooth me as he rubbed circles on my back.

"That's the problem, everyone says it will be ok, but it fucking won't Chris! It will never be ok!" I cried. "My parents are dead and I live alone with an asshole for a brother!"

"It's ok Beck, we all have assholes for brothers, well except Gordie." He said.

"What happened to Gordie's brother?" I asked in between sniffles.

"He was killed in a Jeep accident." He said looking at the floor.

"But that's not the point Beck, we're focusing on you." He said looking at me now.

I looked down at my hands then back up at Chris.

"Chris, do you really want to know why I've been acting weird?" I asked him

"Yes." He said flatly.

"Fine," I said, "let me just ask you one question Mr. Chambers." I said

"Ask away." He said nonchalantly.

"Why and where do you think I was in pain when I jumped off the bench earlier today?" looking straight at his face.

"Technically that's two questions but I'll answer both anyway." He said.

I nodded at him.

"hmmm," He thought, " Where: your lower stomach, why: bad cramp." He shrugged and looked back down at me.

"HA, I wish that was all it was " I laugh unenthusiastically.

"Ok, if I was wrong, please do correct me." He said

"M-m-my – oh I can't say it's too awkward!" I said burying my face in his chest.

"You can tell me anything, Beck." He said rubbing my back in a circular motion again. I looked up at him, he's still waiting. Ugh!

"My-my," I took a deep breath in and in one big gust I said, "My virginal area." I said scrunching up my eyes and stiffing up as he did.

"What?" he asked.

"That's where it hurt, that's why I yelped ow." I said quickly, my voice shaky.

"Why?" he asked then fake coughed.

I scrunched up my eyes again trying to hold back my tears.

"Ace." I squeaked as a couple tears slipped past my eye lids.

"B-but he's your brother." Chris said in shock.

I opened my eyes and sat up straight in his lap.

"Chris, he didn't remember me when I came back to this town, I left when I was three. We barely know each other and now that I live under his roof, just him and me he took his opportunity, his house, his rules." I chocked back my cry.

"Ace raped you?" He gulped.

I nodded looking away from his face.

I looked at the clock. It says 7:35! How long have we been sitting here like this? Oh my god Ace was going to give me one of the most horrible hidings I will ever have. I hopped off Chris' lap, and there was the sharp stabbing again, and again as I hunched over in pain.

"It still hurts, doesn't it?" he asked.

"Yes," I answered, "but that doesn't matter right now, I need to get home." I said standing up straight and looking at him.

"Alright," he said, "I'll walk you."

And with that he opened the door and I descended the latter first.

As I was making my way down the latter something grabbed my ankle and yanked me off. I screamed out of fear; already knowing what yanked me down onto the cold ground. He pinned me to the ground.

"GET OFF ME! You're hurting me!" I screamed at him as he squished my lower body with his.

"How about we have another round?" He said but he wasn't really asking me.

"No! Please, no." I said fighting back tears.

"Aw what's wrong Beck, are you scared of my sex?" he said patting my cheek and the rest of his gang laughed. Oh my god they were holding Gordie, Vern, and Teddy, meaning they never actually went home!

"No Ace, this is not sex, this is you raping me!" I yelled from underneath him.

"Either way, I get my sex." Ace said with a devilish smile. Roughly he took off my shirt.

"What the hell?" he yelled.

"What?" Ace said through clenched teeth looking up from my breasts to whoever interrupted him.

I looked over in his direction too. Oh no, please just leave Chris. I thought. I defiantly didn't want any of the boys to see me in this kind of position, especially Chris.

"Just let them leave," I said turning to look at Ace and then at Eyeball. , "let them leave and you can do… whatever to me." I said as a tear rolled down my face.

"Well, we're not leaving without you Beck," Teddy said.

"He's right," Chris chimed in.

I felt the tears leaking out of my eyes.

"Chris, I already told you, you can't help, you'll just get hurt." I said closing my eyes and shaking my head.

"Yeah Chris, listen to your girlfriend, you're gonna get hurt" he said with a smirk.

"She's not my girlfriend, dumbass." Chris said glaring at Ace.

Ace got off me and walked over to Chris. Both boys stood really close, they looked like they were gonna kiss even though Chris is a lot shorter the Ace.

I stood up and Eyeball grabbed my upper arms, tight.

"Are you looking for a fight?" he asked Chris in a threatening voice.

"No, I'm not looking for a fight Ace; I just want you to stop raping Beck." Chris said standing his ground.

"Ace, come on, man." Eyeball said.

Ace ignored him completely.

"Ace, come on, please leave him alone." I said.

"Shut up, bitch." He snapped his head around to look at me.

"Hey, don't call her that." Chris said shoving him.

Ace fell back a few steps.

"I thought you didn't want a fight." Ace said pushing Chris, making him fall to the ground.

"Well now I do." He said getting up.

I slipped out of Eyeball's grasp and ran over to were Chris and Ace were about to fight. I got in between them and put one hand on each of their chests.

"Come on guys, please don't fight!" I said looking between both of them.

"Yeah, guys not tonight." Eyeball said walking over to us.

"Fine you wanna fight; I'll give you a fight. Kinklin Park, tomorrow, Four PM. Be there." Ace said poking Chris' chest then walked away with the rest of the Scorpions by his side.

"Oh, no, no, no!" I said putting my hands on my face and shaking my head.

"What?" Asked Chris clueless.

"Do you not realize what you've gotten yourself into?" I yelled at him as I shook him a little.

"Yeah man, Ace is gonna kick your ass." Teddy agreed.

I looked around at the guys with worry all over my face. Gordie and Vern haven't said a word yet.

Wait, what were they staring at? Now Teddy too? I looked over at Chris, he was staring too. I followed his eyes to where he was staring. Then Teddy's, Vern's, and Gordie's. They were all staring at the same thing, my boobs. I looked down at my boobs. Oh My God, I completely forgot that Ace took my shirt off! I was only wearing a white bra with colorful poka-dots on it and my shorts in front of four hormone crazed boys! But I had to admit, this bra made my boobs look really good.

"Oh my gosh!" I gasped crossing my arms in front of my boobs. I craned my head scanning the ground for my shirt. It was too dark, I could only see a few feet in front of me.

"Great." I groaned. They laughed.

"It's not funny," I whined, "I'm standing in front of four hormone crazed boys in my bra!"

"We are not hormone crazed!" Teddy protested.

"Really, because I think you were staring at my boobs!" I shot back at him. He shrugged.

"On the bright side, your boobs are hot, especially in that bra." He said raising his eyebrows. Gordie wacked him on the back of the head.

"What, what did I say?" he asked innocently. I shook my head.

"Here." Chris said as he pulled of his shirt handing it to me. Chris was even hotter without a shirt on, he said a small six pack and nice pecks. I put his shirt on and continued staring at him, the places were switched. He looked down at his abs and then back at my face. I blushed and looked down.

"well, I, um better be getting home." I said, " um, you can have your shirt back tomorrow." I smiled and walked away.

As I walked away in the dark my heart was beating hard. I'm actually wearing his shirt. It smelled of tobacco and Amor Pour Homme Tentation colon just like him. I smiled.

I looked down at the ground. Underneath my foot felt strange. My shirt! I smiled picking it up and kept walking. Ace must have thrown it when we tried to rape me. Oh no Ace. I stopped in my tracks. He's going to be pretty angry when I get home. I gulped and kept walking home. This is going to be a long night I thought.