"Hmmmm…so you're gay...?"
((Great Tala, great decision now he thinks you're a fag, or worse...a pervert...or a pervert and a fag...I think I got the point across...)) "SHUT UP"
"Sorry Tala I didn't mean to insult y..."
"No Re I was just...just((oh come on tell him you're crazy too it will match perfectly with your newly discovered sexuality I think HE will handle it a lot better than you..))...a bit ...preoccupied."
"I see.." Rei gave him another one of his strange looks but didn't push the matter.
"How long I mean since ...how long do you know?"
((Know, KNOW I don't fucking know ...of course you do...DO NOT... DO TOO...DO AHHHH leave it...you're just my imagination...oh so now I'm YOUR imagination, I always thought it to be the other way around...))
"I'm not sure Rei, I mean I don't even know if this ...feelings are permanent...*sight*...I...I..just can't tell him..."
Rei gave him a comforting smile and they kept talking...until...
"THUD" sorry had to be done
With a loud thud the door opened and Kai entered the room.
"Tal... what are you two doing?" He shot them a suspicious look and came closer.
Rei stood up and was about to leave when he suddenly turned around and said: "Talk to him!"
"What was that about?"((What's going on ...why is Tala so...shy and I don't believe I say that insecure?...))
"Kai I have to tell you something...(( WAY TO GO...doesn't he know that already?...and you say I'm the crazy one...))...but promise me you won't hit me ...or kick me...or k.."
"Tala whatever it is ...I promise you I won't hurt you"
((Yeah of course...maybe no physical pain))
" I think I...I...what I want to say is I...((Damn he must think I'm an idiot...aren't you?...of course I am but that should stay a secret...believe me it's better for both of us...wow I don't believe it you just said something...something ?...something that makes sense...I'm speechless...Oh how I wish you would...HEY!))
"You are what? Tala I don't have all day. Say it now or I leave!"((That guy will be the death of me...))
"I think I might be gay..."
"You think? Wait a moment GAY? " Kai looked at him with a shocked expression and edged away. Tala let his head drop and tried to hold back his tears.
((That went well...what fun ...let's do it again...now is the time, tell him WHO you like...))
Kai was too shocked to stop Tala from leaving the room, he didn't know what shocked him more the fact that his best friend was gay and that he didn't have a clue or the fact that he seemed relieved.
Outside:
Tala was running as fast as he could, not even the rain could make him slow down. When he couldn't take it anymore he dropped to his knees and let himself fall forward. ((How could I even think...think what? That maybe he feels the same, that you deserve to be loved...what did you expect you didn't even tell him about your feelings...don't be such a whiny weakling...not even I want to pick on you...your self-pity is pathetic...you know on some level you're insulting yourself...whatever, some things are worth fighting for ...can't you be speechless again?...ah come on, you should know me better))
Tala was about to get up when he felt himself being lifted. When he looked up he stared right into Kais Face.
Shuisimi