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Party's and Heartbreak

Today was the day of the boys' going away party. I had everything ready. Right now i was meeting Jennifer Love Hewitt, my co-star, for coffee.

I had on white skinny jeans, a white tank that say 'don't judge a girl by her clothes', black Mui Mui's, sunglasses, a black knit hat, and my black juicy couture purse.

I hopped out of my black Jeep Commander, and into the Starbucks.

After i got my cappuccino, i sat down across from her in a little corner booth.

"Hey!" i said, taking off my sunglasses.

"Hey." She smiled at me.

After talking about the party, and what we were wearing, she got serious.

"So how are you? Really." She asked softly.

"Honestly?" i squeaked out.

She nodded, and softly put her hand on top of mine.

I felt tears well up in my eyes.

"I feel like crap." I admitted. "I tried so hard to spend time with him, and he just shies away from me. He's so distant. I don't know if it's me, or something I did. But i just can't take it anymore." I whispered.

Jenny came over and wiped my tears away.

"Hey. Don't even think that. Obviously he wants to be with you. He asked you to marry him! I think it's just getting to him that he's going away for a couple months, when he's used to being around you almost every day. Don't worry about. Whatever happens, happens. Just don't try to fix it yourself. You'll only end in heartbreak." She said, hugging me.

I hugged her back, and shed a few more tears.

"Thanks Jenny. For everything." I smiled sadly.

She nodded, and pulled me up. We walked out hand in hand to our cars.

"I'll see you at the party." I called to her.

"See ya'. And remember." She said, giving me a stern look.

I laughed and nodded. I waved to her, and got into my Jeep.

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I was sitting in a truck riding to the venue the party is at. We have a red carpet and everything!

I had on a one shoulder black sequined mini-dress, bright pink tights, and black peep-toe heels with bows on them. I threw on a pink dinosaur necklace for fun. I had my long colorful hair in a side fishtail. A little mascara, and i had to say i looked good.

Joe said he would meet me there. But it not like i had a say in it so why not!

When I pulled up, i could already see the flashes from the paparazzi. I got out the truck, and they went wild. I strutted down the carpet, and posed for some pictures. I took some with Jen, and looked around for Joe. But i couldn't find him.

Frown

I walked into the hotel, and was led to the ballroom. I could see everyone partying, and having fun. I spotted Joe, but he didn't even look at me. He was too busy flirting with Demi. I rolled my eyes, and went to get something to drink.

I talked with Kevin some, and took some pictures for the professional photographer.

I looked around, and noticed Joe with Ashley.

Didn't he say there was nothing between them anymore?

*shrug*

Whatever. I'm done.

When Joe looked over at me, his eyes rooming my body. I rolled my eyes and walked away.

I went through the back doors, and out into an alley. I heard footsteps behind me, and turned around to find-

"Joe?"

He walked towards me, and stopped a foot away.

"What are you doing out here?" i asked.

"I could ask you the same thing." he said, stuffing his hands in his pockets. "I haven't seen you all night."

"Oh really." I said sarcastically. "Well I saw you. A couple times. With Demi. And Ashley." I said, looking away.

"What's wrong with me being around them?" he asked angrily.

Huff

He's got the nerve-

"Excuse me?" i shouted angrily. "You can hang out with your ex-girlfriends, but you can't even be around you Fiancée for more than five minutes?" i yelled.

He frowned.

"I tried to be with you as much as I can before you leave. I tried to believe that it's just you getting used to not being around me for a couple months. But I'm done trying." I cried.

I played with the ring on my finger, before i just took it off.

"I can't do this anymore." I whispered.

I walked up to him, and gently grabbed his hand. I placed my-the ring in his palm, and closed it. I stepped back, and watched him.

He opened his hand, and looked at the ring sitting there. He looked up at me with teary eyes.

"Please." He choked out. "Don't do this Please." Tears falling.

"I can't take it anymore. I need you." I cried out to him. "But i can't take you like this. It's hurting me." I felt my tears drip off my chin.

He reached out to me, and I walked into his embrace.

"Why are you doing this to me!" i asked, pounding on his chest.

He just wrapped me in his arms, and let me take it out on him.

I cried into his chest, and wrapped my arms around his neck. He just whispered soothing words in my ear, and stroked my hair.

I soon calmed down, and sighed.

"I'm sorry." He whispered.

I answered by kissing his neck. I tightened my arms, as he picked me up like I weighed nothing. He walked down the alley, and flagged down the truck i came in. We got in, and made our way home.

When we got there, he unlocked the door, while still carrying me, and walked us to our bedroom.

He laid me softly on the edge of the bed, and took off my shoes. He removed my dress, then my tights. I sat there in my black and pink strapless bra and matching panties, while he put the stuff away in the massive closet.

He came back in nothing but pajama pants, and a shirt in his hand. I lifted my arms up and he slid his shirt over me. He picked me up again, and brought me over to his side of the bed, and laid me in the middle of it. He got in, and pulled the covers over us. He wrapped his arms around me, and stroked the mark on my back.

It looks like a huge pair of angel wings, like a tattoo almost, but it's been there since i was born. We don't know where it really came from.

I snuggled up to him, and traced the muscles on his chest. I laid my head on his chest, and he kissed my forehead.

No words needed to be said. All was forgiven.