Disclaimer: I do not own Tsubasa CLAMP owns them
Pairings: KuroxFai
Notes: Okay it didn't turn out quite as I expected it to but your the readers so you tell me how I did...

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"I'm sorry…but it has to be done…"

"Why? Why…? Please don't! He hasn't done anything it wasn't his fault!"

"I'm sorry but this is how it must be."

The words were clear and the mage was sure he'd heard them before, he just couldn't remember where he'd heard them or when.

A scream soon followed but it wasn't part of the previous conversation and Fai knew exactly who had cried out.

"Chii!" The room snapped into focus as the blonde sat bolt upright sweating and breathing heavily.

The two teens were holding the white creature back before it could latch onto the magician. A hand touched the thin man's shoulder lightly, without turning Fai knew it was the ninja.

"Here." The red eyed man placed a drink on the table in front of him before sitting down in the seat nearby. Mokona had wriggled free and bounced slowly up to the magician before tilting its head and looking at Kurogane. The ninja nodded slightly.

"Who's Chii?" The white creature asked s it hopped onto the table to get a better view of Fai's face.

"Chii…is…I mean was…a friend…" The blonde let his head fall to let some hair cover his face. He refused to cry in front of the children, atleast not Sakura.

"Was? What happened to her?" the white being pressed on not realising or not caring about consequences.

"S-she…her…life was taken…" The mage stammered as he glanced up at the bun that nodded and hopped back to the safety of Sakura and Syaoran.

"Fai…I-I can't...Father wont…I'm sorry…"

Fai gripped his head as repressed memories came back. He'd tried a long time ago to forget that part of his past but now it seemed to be coming back to haunt him.

"I-I'm rather tired…" The blonde announced as he took his drink and headed upstairs for the safety of his own room.

Syaoran looked at the ninja who mumbled something and left after the smaller companion.

"Fai…why won't you tell them…" Mokona muttered causing both children to exchange worried and confused glances.

"I want to die…I want to die…"

The magician remembered wishing for his own death several times even when he started travelling he wished that. Now he had friends who wanted to know him he couldn't bring himself to tell anyone.

"You okay?" A gruff voice came through the door.

"Yeah…" Fai muttered back as the black haired man came through the door.

"Penny for your thoughts?" Kurogane shut the door behind him and walked over to the blonde. "You're only hurting yourself you know."

"I know. For so long I wanted to die and now…I don't know what I want…" Fai turned his head away from the other man. "You always made fun of me. Said I looked like a girl if only you knew…"

"Are you implying something?" The ninja raised an eyebrow in question as he sat down on the floor next to the bed.

"My hair. It used to be longer." Fai laughed softly, "When I was held…"

"Held?" The raven haired man looked up at the man on the bed.

"Captive of sorts…." Came the muffled reply through a pillow.

The guards grabbed the thin teen and pulled him through various hallways. Of all the places Fai had gone with the prince he'd never been anywhere near where he now was. The walls had various scratches and markings on them some where numbers and measurements while others were simple prayers.

The blonde was eventually taken into a large room where the king and prince were. Prince Ashura had red mark on the side of his face and his normally dark eyes were slightly red.

"Fai…I'm so sorry…I tried really I did…" The prince cried out while his father kept firm grip on his arm.

"What's going on Ashura? Why am I here?" Fai asked from where he was being held.

"You're here for what you have done. Your bad luck Fai…bad luck for the kingdom so we're sealing you." The king's voice rung clearly in his mind as his eyes widened in horror.

"Sealing me?!" Fai began to struggle against the guards grip but was failing miserably.

The young blonde was lifted into a crystal like energy which began to freeze against his body.

"Fai! I promise one day you'll be out!" Ashura screamed as he was dragged out of the room while various magicians set to work on charms and spells.

"Ashura!"

"Why were you sealed?" The ninja held the blonde's head on his lap stroking the platinum locks.

"They said I was bad luck. Nothing else. I don't know what I did." Fai replied.

"Is that why you don't want anyone getting close to you?" The ninja fell back onto the bed.

"Yes…Ever since that day I never wanted anyone near me so close incase I did something…" The blue eye stared up at the ceiling.

"The kids were worried when I brought you back. That white bun didn't stop wailing the whole walk back." Kurogane smirked slightly remembering how badly Mokona had reacted.

"Maybe…" The blonde muttered closing the ice blue orb.

"No maybes. It happened. You can't have maybes about something that happened." The raven haired man pulled on the blonde hair lightly.

"Did Sakura and Syaoran find a feather?" Fai asked with a small smile on his lips.

"No. Yuuko called and said something about us all having the same enemy though…" The warrior trailed off as he felt the mage stiffen slightly.

"I see…" The mage paused slightly before relaxing again and sitting up. "I'm hungry…" He glanced back at the man still lying down and smirked.

Fai settled down to pin the larger man onto the bed as he moved his lips up to the ninja's neck. The blonde slid a hand up to the other side of the man's neck causing the man to tense up.

"If you're going to do something then do it…" Kurogane muttered as he felt the mage's tongue slide up his neck.

"As you wish…" Fai let his sharp teeth dig into the ninja's neck causing the crimson liquid to flow.

The mage licked up the liquid as it flew out freely into his mouth.

"I guess its start…" Kurogane sighed slightly as he held the blonde head slightly closer.

"Blood helps to make and destroy bonds…"