I didn't even think twice about going to the meadow- because I vowed to never go there again.
I went to a whole new place, somewhere that held tens times more beauty than the old meadow. If it weren't for the cold, I would've swore it wasn't even a part of Forks. It was so colorful! You usually don't even here that word associated with anything that deals with Forks.
And it was mine.
There was flowers everywhere, and it was just so breath-taking. I went to the very center of this canopy like garden, and fell to the ground. I didn't cry. No, I wanted to bathe in this unusual scenery.
I soon felt the suns rays hit my skin, and I opened my eyes which had closed in my pleasure of it all, and I didn't even bother to move. I must say, the sparkle really was beautiful. I've always been so careful of the sun, that I've never really seen the full effect of my skin in the sun.
To my surprise, I let out a joyful chuckle. I stood up, and grabbed on to the nearest tree branch. I swung from branch to branch like Tarzan, gleefully giggling the whole while. I've never had so much fun like this, never had time to just goof off.
I stopped abruptly when I heard that melodous chuckle join in with me.
"No, don't stop." Jasper said amused, as he appeared from the shadows. I dropped down from the branch I was still hanging on anyway, and went to sit down. I was still kind of hurt by what he said earlier, even without him having a clue of why I was hurt. Naturally, he came and sat right next to me, careful not to touch me.
"Bella..." He began, me fully knowing he wanted me to look at him. But I just couldn't do it. He sighed. "You know it's hard to carry on a conversation with someone who wont even listen." I scoffed.
"Just because I don't look at you doesn't mean I can't hear you." I said, a little too harsh. He was silent for quite some time. Okay, fine. I'll look up.
When I did, he was still looking at me, and he smiled triumphantly when he realize his 'plan' worked. I growled.
"Happy?"
"Quite!" He replied, chuckling. He eventually stopped, and grew serious. "Bella." He started, and placed his hand on mine, making my dead heart flutter. "Will you please, please tell me what's wrong? I don't even know what I did." He pleaded, his voice showing that he really did care. I looked deep into his eyes, and began to speak.
"Jasper... I don't know exactly how to say this." And I didn't. What if he didn't want to try anything out? What if he completely repulsed the idea, and laughed straight in my face. I honestly would consider going to the Volturi then. He started rubbing circles on the back of my hand. I looked up at him, and he smiled, encouraging me to go on.
Except I couldn't. His smile was just so, so breath-taking. His perfect, white teeth. His soft-looking full lips, and I could just imagine kissing them right then and there. Bella, stop. Get your thoughts together! Except they kept trailing down a more dangerous path, until Jasper interrupted me...
"I can feel your emotions, you know."
My eyes widened, and he smirked. I put my head in my hands. I could feel the sobs forming. I knew he could feel my change in mood, and he put his arms around me.
"Bella, I-" But I cut him off. I knew what he was going to say, so I shushed him.
"Jasper, it's okay. I know. I'm too much like your sister, and you are not at all attracted to me. You're still hurting, and it's too soon. I know, I know. Just, please, don't say it. I don't think I could handle anymore rejection in this life." Somewhere in the middle of my little speech I actually started to sob. But he continued to rub soothing circles on my back.
"Bella, that was not what I was going to say at all." He replied, and I thought I didn't hear him correctly. I looked up at him with eyes filled with tears that would never fall.
"What?" I asked, my voice weak with hope. He nodded.
"No. Actually, I wasn't going to say anything at all." He stated, matter-o-factly. Well, there goes my hopes. But, then it was his turn to shush me. "I was going to do this." He murmered, and I swear, I almost had a dead-heart attack. He was slowly coming closer, and his eyes were shutting. Was this really happening? I must be dreaming. What the heck, Bella! You cant dream! Idiot.
His lips met mine, and I couldn't hold myself back anymore. I could feel the emotions coming off from the both of us, and they were both the same- love.
Woooh! Kissy, kissy! :D
I love them two, they're so cute.
So, review, please! (:
for the sake of gingers everywhere.
