I cant even begin to fully describe how amazing things are. And I owe it all to Jasper. You see, I would've never imagined the very thought of being together with my supposed brother-in-law, but, hey, things change. And boy am I glad they had. I feel so much more now than I ever had with Edward. Jasper's shown me so much more, and I'll never regret any of it.

Renesmee, on the other hand, isn't having so much luck with her beloved Jake. After countless attempts of searching for him failed, she'd just given up. I told her not to, and that true love is worth fighting for, and the wait. But as each day without a word from Jake goes by, her faith keeps growing smaller and smaller. Growing smaller. What an oxymoron.

Her depression doesn't really help Jasper, either, since he can feel every specimen of her distress. It kills him. He tries to send her joy, but she just wont budge. I hope Jake shows up soon. I want my daughter back. And it wouldn't hurt to have my bestfriend back either. I vaguely remember all the time we spent and memories we had together back when the Cullens had left. Then, I didn't realize that I had fallen in love with my bestfriend. And, I still never really fully acknowledged the fact. But all the romantic feelings I'd grown for him vanished as soon as Edward showed back up in my life. And now, Jasper.

Jasper and I have yet to marry. I don't even want to think of that, really. If he asked me, of course I'd say yes. But, theres still that bit of waver in my heart that warns me not to get so attached. Well, it's a little to late for that, heart. But I don't regret a single aspect of this burning ember of love for this man. I would double it in intensity if my love already weren't at it's peak. I haven't made it known to him that I'm actually in love. I was thinking about it when we first revealed our growing passion for each other, but I was worried he would just think it was only an after thought of our love making. I really thinking of telling him soon, though.

As if he hasn't felt it through my emotions yet. Honestly, I've been very successful with hiding my love for him, but there has been a couple times where I'm sure I slipped up. But, theres no shame in my game. Ha ha.

Speak of the angel. I was too enticed in my thoughts that I failed to notice Jasper advancing behind me. He plopped down on the couch, causing me to jump. Which, in turn, made him fall into a fit of laughter. I narrowed my eyes.

"Something funny, Mr. Hale?" I asked. His laughter stop abruptly, but only in time to correct me, before restarting the chuckling.

"Whitlock."

"Same thing." I waved it off. He pulled me into his arms, and titled my face up to his.

"So..." He trailed off, as if to drag out the expense. "I was thinking that..." Kiss. "You and I should..." Kiss on the neck. "Go somewhere..." Chin. "Romantic..." Cheek. "By ourselves." Lips again.

His uncanny amount of teasing literally left me, a vampire, breathless. He chuckled at my light-headedness. I growled with what little breath I could manage.

"You're not even funny." I said, weakly. He stroked my cheek.

"So..." Kiss. "What do you say?" Chaste kiss. Okay, I've had enough. I attacked him with the most passionate kiss I could manage, and he chuckled against my lips. "I guess that's a yes." He mumbled.

"That is most definitely a yes." I stated, bringing him closer to me again. Our kiss seemed shorter this time, and he pulled away all too soon. I looked at him, curious, and a little hurt. He shushed me.

"They're on the way back. I can hear there footsteps. You could to if you weren't so... distracted." His smile was striking. I still find myself amazed at his beauty.

"I happen to like that type of distraction." I defended.

"Me too."

The door was all but knocked down by the mule himself, Emmett. I could see Renesmee and Rose trailing behind a couple yards. Emmett eyes acquired that evil sparkle, and he zipped back outside, slamming the door.

"Guys! Put some clothes on!" He shouted. I gasped, as did Renesmee. I heard her stop dead in her tracks.

"Mom!" She exclaimed. I rolled my eyes, and ran to punch Emmett. I let my daughter see that her uncle was a bit of a liar, and went back in the house.

"Emmett, you're unbelievable." I muttered. He pretended to be so thrilled at me saying that, and acted like it was the greatest compliment he'd ever received. And it might have been.

"Oh, Bella! The sweetest things you say!" He gushed, dramatically. Rosalie put her head in her hands, shaking it slowly. I couldn't stop myself from laughing at the sight. Jasper interrupted out moment of glee.

"So. Bella and I are going to go away for a couple of days. To actually be alone for once." He said, pointedly at Emmett.

"Oh baby!" Emmett exclaimed, and I knew exactly what Jasper was so eager to get away from. I rolled my eyes yet again.

"Where are you going?" Rose asked, curious yet excited for us to finally be together by ourselves. She was among those who were completely overjoyed at Jasper's and mine relationship. Renesmee was Ecstatic, Emmett was happy, but mostly for the fact for being able to make sexually inclined jokes, and Carlisle and Esme were beyond grateful. But back to the matter at hand. I was wondering as to where we would be going, too. I looked at my man expectantly.

"I don't know. Wherever Bella would like." He said, and places immediately began to flow through my head. I knew exactly where I wanted to go the most. Paris. Yeah, I know. Just add to the cliché of my life. But you cant really blame me. Paris is stunning.

"Paris?" But it came out sounding like a question.

"If that's what you want." He replied, his voice holding so much love. I nodded. "Okay then, it's settled. We'll leave in the morning."

I was pumped for our trip. I just hope I cant actually wait until we're in out hotel room until I let my emotions take over. Jasper chuckled, and I remembered he could feel me. Woah, loaded statement. I stuck my tongue out, and he winked. Great, Bella. Just get yourself in deeper. Wow, really? Who knew vampires could have such vulgar minds. Then again, there is Emmett...

I began packing instantly, with the help of my very own daughter, and practical sister.

"Someones excited." Rose observed. I nodded, probably looking like an animated character. Renesmee kept chuckling at my eagerness.

It didn't take us long to pack, and when Rose went to go spend time with Emmett, cough, Renesmee and I just sat and talked in the living room. I knew Jasper was giving us the alone time we needed, and I was grateful. It was the first time we could just talk, mother and daughter, really alone. I held her close, like I would lose her at any second. She asked me tons of questions. Like, what is grandpa like? As in, my real father, Charlie. I told her everything, and I found myself longing to see him.

I haven't seen him since our little run in with the Volturi a few years ago. And then it hit me. I never told him where I was going! He's probably worried sick! I cant even imagine the pain I put him through. If only I could see him, but I don't even know if that's a possibility, since he doesn't know our little secret. And, if you haven't noticed, I'm still "eighteen".

I told her all about my human life. Oh, and my mother! I know she's devastated. She even asked how Edward and I met. And, it honestly didn't send waves of pain to my heart. It was just like telling any regular old story. I told her everything. From when I first saw them, up until she was born. And the fact that Edward left me back on my eighteenth birthday didn't help her feelings towards him. She was shocked and amazed at how many near-death experiences I had had. And she almost freaked when I told her how Jake used to be in love with me.

I reassured her that every feeling he had for me vanished as soon as he laid eyes on her. And, it was true. I also promised that she would see him again. He would still be the same age as when we left, as long as he stays a werewolf.

Morning came too soon. I reluctantly pulled myself away from mine and my daughters deep conversation, and gather all my things. Jasper instantly appeared at my side.

"Morning beautiful." He greeted, even though he was in the same house all night. He was probably listening to our conversation, and it hit me that he didn't know a thing about my human life, either. It must have been interesting for him to hear all my embarrassing toddler moments.

"Did I keep you busy?" I said, accusingly, fully knowing he was listening.

"Sure did. It sounded amazing." He mused, and gave me a quick kiss that was appropriate for my daughter.

As soon as everyone was gathered in the living room, and exchanged our goodbyes. I was really going to miss them all, no matter if our planned trip was short.

We hopped into Jasper's shiny black Porsche Cayenne and headed to the airport. We pre-bought our tickets, so we only had to lug our stuff onto the plane. The whole trip I snuggled into Jasper's arms, enjoying this moment.

Oh, yeah. This is perfect.

And I just couldn't wait to get him alone.

Dun, dun, dun. Buncha fun coming up. ;D

Anyways, I am excited for tomorrow. New Family Force 5 album comes out. For those of you who are not privileged to know the band, they're amazing. And you should so go look them up.

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