Disclaimer: Once again I do NOT own fruits basket. I am NOT Takaya Natsuki. But that would be pretty cool.
AN: Hey here's the second chapter. It might be kind of short but you can deal. Lolz I probably won't have the next chapter up by tomorrow because I'll be busy but who knows maybe. Either way it'll be up by Wednesday. So douces!
Chapter Two
He looks up at me. His beautiful eyes shining with happy tears. I start to cry as well, I love him so much. I'm so happy. But then I think of something. One word that kills my joy. Akito. What will happen when he finds out? He treasures Yuki so much, would he hurt Yuki if he found out? I'm starting to get really freaked out. Maybe we shouldn't do this, I mean if Yuki gets hurt then it won't have been worth it. If Yuki gets hurt because of me I would never forgive myself.
I turn away from him grimacing. I can't do this, not when something bad will happen. I just can't do it to him. But oh god I love him so much.
"Haru what's wrong?" He asks grabbing my chin and gently turning my face back towards his.
"Akito." I say, "What if Akito finds out? We shouldn't do this." I say.
"Haru I love you to much to let you get away that easily." He says and then he leans in close to my face so that we are a mere inch apart. "I love you so much little ox." and then he kisses me.
He keeps kissing me and his kisses go from cute and passionate to hot and needy. His tongue slides across my lips asking for entrance. Of course I open my mouth and I feel his hot tongue slide into my mouth, tasting the different parts of my mouth. I slide my tongue into his mouth and our tongues dance.
He moans slightly and climbs even more on top of me. I slide my hands under his ass and pull him up so he is sitting on top of me. I pull my mouth away from his gasping for air and I lean into him finding the skin of his neck to be very inviting. I start to gently kiss, nip and lick my way down his neck to the very sensitive part of his skin by his collar bone. I stand, lifting him with me. I start to walk carrying him towards the bed. My mouth returns to his.
His fingers run all through my hair. I lay him down on the bed never once pulling my mouth away. I trace the lines of his chest with my fingers as I kiss him. I run my hands all over him wanting to know what every part of my Yuki feels like. I look down to see him undoing the buttons of my shirt. When all of the buttons were no longer buttoned he pulled my shirt off of me and threw it to the floor, not really caring where it landed.
"Oh god Haru, you are so sexy." he says. It was then that I notice the large bulge in his pants. He sits up and wraps his arms around me saying, "I want you so bad."
He presses his lips into mine once again, and I can feel the bulge in my pants growing along with his. I started to fiddle with the buttons of his shirt as I kiss him. And when I finally get them all undone I take his shirt off and toss it on the ground near mine. I cannot tear my eyes away from his beautiful chest, reflecting the moonlight that's shining in through the window. He's so beautiful, and he's mine. He's my Yuki, and I love him so much. I touch him with my hand which causes him to shiver in anticipation. I tweek one of his hard nipples and he moans. "Yuki, I love you so much. Be mine forever." I say, he nods in agreement. He sends his lips crashing into mine again.
But something isn't right. I can feel myself turning into Black Haru as I kiss him. I kiss him harder and harder causing him to gasp. I'm going to hurt him. The thought scares me. I start to cry I'm almost gone. I finally am able to rip myself away from him.
I fly backwards and fall in a heep on the floor panting heavily and softly crying.
"Haru," Yuki says getting off of the bed, he starts to walk towards me, "Haru what's wrong? What happened? Did I do something wrong?" I shake my head, unable to speak.
After a few minuets I say, "No- no you didn't. I started to turn black and I got scared. I didn't want to hurt you Yuki." I'm still crying. Yuki is the only one I can cry around and not feel totally pathetic.
He wraps his arms around me and I cry softly into his chest. "Yuki," I sob, "all I ever do is hurt people. I almost hurt you just then. What if I end up hurting you? I'm so terrible."
He turns my face upward so I am staring into his eyes. He gives me a faint smile, "You almost did, but you didn't hurt me did you? You stopped. You controlled yourself. I am so proud of you Haru. And besides if you can't beat Kyou, you can't beat me. So I think it'll be okay." this makes me laugh.
"I'm sorry Yuki." I say.
"Why are you sorry?"
"Because of what just happened."
"Oh Haru it's okay. I love you." he kisses me gently. "I love you Haru, so promise me one thing."
"Anything love."
"Don't ever leave me because you are afraid to hurt me. In fact don't leave me at all."
"I'll never leave you Yuki I love you too much. I will always be here with you."
