I answered a few questions:

DegrassiQueen2018- It explains a little why Clare killed her sisters in the first chapter :)

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jj- you have your opinion and I have mine. And besides Clare is actually a pretty inmate. She's not disgusting or anything ;p

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A/N: Here is Chapter 3! barely andy Eclare interaction :( This was a shitty ass chapter :( But I wanted to give you guys something! Please review! If anyone is still reading this :(

Disclaimer: I own a surf board, not degrassi :(

Demented and Deranged

Summary:

Clare Edwards is an inmate at a Women's Correctional Facility in Toronto. She has caught the eye of a raven haired, new jail guard, Eli Goldsworthy. Little does Eli know is that tiny, blue eyed Clare Edwards is in jail for murder and attempted murder. Clare has a mission in life, not to impress the cute jail guard or to kill, but to make a difference and make a statement.

Clare was sitting in a chair, in a room with a nurse and a female jail guard. The nurse was Jamaican and really nice, the female guard was african american and was on the heavy side. She was also one of the few jail guards who were actually nice.

"Nyla, you can leave the room. I'm sure ms. Edwards won't do any harm." said the nurse with a smile to Clare. Clare smiled back warmly to the kind woman. "Sure thing, I will be right outside if you need me." Nyla then walked out of the room, giving Clare a pat on the shoulders.

Clare watched Nyla leave and then turned her attention back to the nurse, who was looking at a folder. "Thank you, for making her leave." Clare smiled a little and looked down at her lap. She was a little embarrassed because she thought the nurse knew everything about her, because everyone in Toronto and part of Ontario Canada knew about Clare.

The nurse looked at Clare with a warm smile. "No problem sweetheart." the nurse said with a very noticeable Jamaican accent. Clare smiled up at the nurse and stuck out her hand, "As you already know, my name is Clare. What's yours?" The nurse acknowledged Clare's kindness. All the women that walked through that same door Clare walked through, couldn't care less about the nurses name. The nurse took Clare's hand and shook it with a soft but firm grip. "Sheila"

Clare smiled and asked, "So Sheila, you have any kids?" Sheila was walking to the shelf where the inmates uniform was. "I have three children. Two boys and one girl." Sheila came back to the side table where Clare sat with a pile of clothing.

"How old are they?" Clare looked at the pile of clothing as Sheila went to go grab a thick book with the rules. The inmates uniform were UGLY! The shirt was a light blue short sleeved button down, dark blue pants, black shoes. She was given some plain white tank tops, new underwear, socks, and all of her toiletries.

"The two boys are 16 and 15, my baby girl is 8." Sheila smiled

Clare smiled and said, "I like you, your'e a lot nicer than half the guards."

Sheila put her clipboard down and said, "Tank Yu" with a big smile, showing off her white teeth. "No one has ever told me that. Everyone who walks in here is all…what's the word? Bitter! and full of anger!" Clare smiled and took Sheila's hand and smiled.

"Thank you Sheila, it was nice to meet you." Clare stood up from her seat, grabbed all of her belongings and was headed out the door.

"CLARE! wait, what's a innocent girl like you doing in such a foul place like this?" Sheila was at the door frame looking at Clare with a curious expression.

"Let's just say, I'm not the type of person to forgive easily and doesn't believe in rudeness." with the said, the security guard that was waiting outside of the door stood up and started walking Clare to her cell.

night time

Clare was currently standing in her cell looking at the dirty living place. She folded all of her belongings and put it at the end of her made bed. She decided to take the bottom bunk considering her jail mate had taken the top. Her jail mate was currently out doing her yard work. From what Clare has noticed, her jail mate was clean, read a lot of magazines and had long curly hair. Her brush had left over hair that had shed, it reminded Clare of Bianca's hair.

BANG BANG BANG

"Dinner TIME" a guard yelled.

Clare got up from her bed and went to the the door of her jail cell, she noticed a young man open up all of the doors to the other jail cell's. When he came to her cell, she noticed he had girlish features. His jaw wasn't as sharp and structured like other mens jaws, he was thin and tall, his hair was a medium shade of brown that was parted to the side, which enhanced his girlish features.

Clare looked at his name tag which read 'Adam Torres'. She gave a small nod at him and she got made her way to the cafeteria. She noticed the building she stayed in was filed with young woman much like herself. They were wild, but much more tame than the building she walked through before. Building b8 level4 was filled with loud, obnoxious women, who made rude comments about her.

Clare rolled her eyes at them and flicked some girls off. Oh what a challenge this building is going to be, thought Clare. It was clearly obvious this girls were way bigger than her, in width and height, but it didn't scare her at all. Not one bit.

When Clare reached the cafeteria door, she walked into a line that was formed, that led to the dinner line. She stood in front of a very large…female? Man perhaps? Clare didn't know, she was kind of confused, this person had woman features but had a body structure of a male. She was caucasian, had blonde hair that was in two pig tails. She was also fairly close to Clare's behind. Almost groping her, which made Clare disgusted and annoyed as fuck.

Clare turned around annoyed and said, "Uhm yeah, Chubaka, back the fuck off." This she-male, type person was seriously on her nerves. "Ohh, feisty! I like that in a woman." the big white bear said with a wink. Clare scoffed and turned around and gave this girl a disgusted look. "Hey, baby doll, lets go somewhere. I know how to sneak past the guards." The girl pushed Clare's hair behind her ear and whispered huskily into it. Clare scoffed and shuddered in disgust.

"Eww, what the hell? I'm into a dudes. You know, the kind that have dicks? I do not like girls, now back the fuck off."

Clare was seriously disgusted, this person - no this THING needs to go. Clare turned around in disgust once more, and once more the girl pushed Clare's buttons.

"Aww, come one cutie, don't get into a hissy fit." The large female then slapped Clare's behind with much force. Clare squealed and as fast as light came, she punched the girl straight in the gut, knocking the wind out of her.

No one would have seen it coming, or expected that 5'2, 104lbs Clare Edwards could have enough strength to knock down a person who was about 5'11 and around a solid 210lb.

Clare knew she had it in her, it was those around her who didn't know she had it in her. While the girl was on the ground clutching her sore stomach and groaning in pain, Clare smirked and faced the front of the line. All the other girls gave props to Clare, no one stood up to the girl except for Clare, and Clare was one of the few tiny girls here.

When Clare got her dinner which was corn chowder, a dinner roll, milk and fruit. Clare looked around the cafeteria

trying to look for an empty table, but failed.

"Clare!"

Clare's thoughts were interrupted and she followed where her voice was called from . She then noticed Bianca DiSousa sitting at a table full of other young women, no older than 21. Excitement rushed through her veins and she rushed to her close friend.

Bianca stood up in excitement. She grabbed Clare's tray and put it on the table so they could hug like there was no tomorrow. "Bee? what the hell are you doing here?" Clare and Bianca said as they embraced warmly. They haven't seen each other since graduation day.

"Uhm, the same thing as you Edwards. Serving time." Bianca let Clare go and smirked an evil smile. "The real question is, What the hell are you doing here? I mean, I know your'e no longer a goody goody, but shit Edwards. Jail? Seriously?"

Clare sat down next to Bianca and said, "One word: Revenge. Step mom and sisters had it coming since the day they walked into my life. They ruin my life, treat me wrong; I fight back." Clare said with a shrug of the shoulders.

Clare looked up and noticed four different girls sitting at the table. She smiled and said, "Hi i'm Clare." All of the girls smiled back politely. These girls were intimidating to the regular eye, but to Clare they looked pretty friendly. "Clare this is Adelais, Amabel, Annora, and Melosa. I met them during yard duty." Clare smiled at the Latina women.

They were all tanned skin, had tattoos, eyebrows were tattooed also, their makeup was done the latina style too. Thick eyeliner, noticeable lip liner with no lipstick or anything, just lip liner. They also had different colored bandanas that left their hair out of their eyes, to reveal stunning light brown eyes. They all looked tough and mean, but they seemed friendly enough if they were letting a white girl sit at the their table.

"Hi" one of the girls said to Clare. "Hey girl, you got's some nice ass eyes!" said Melosa. Clare laughed and said, "Thanks, aha your'e the second person today to tell me that." Clare thought of those dark green eyes, that hair that was raven black and that contrasted with his pale skin.

"Who else told you? Let me guess, was it Mia?" asked Annora, she was very pretty and was probably the oldest one at the table.

"Mia?" Clare looked confused, she didn't know anyone by their name, except the people who were sitting with her. "Yeah, Big white girl, she has blonde hair that's always in pig tails, she's a lesbian, easily mistaken for a muchacho… rings a bell?"

Clare laughed knowingly of the girl, Mia? that's a name that does NOT match someone like her. "Mia? yeah, we've met. She's probably holding her stomach in pain." Clare said nonchalantly eating her corn chowder.

Everyone looked confused but Bianca. Bianca knew exactly what happened, she heard a lot about Mia, she always hit on the female inmates making them uncomfortable.

"Oh! and the other person was a guard. He has green eyes, dark shoulder length hair and kinda thin but somewhat built." Everyone at the table looked at each other with a confused expression on their face. They didn't get to see what the new jail guard Eli looked like.

Beautiful face, seductive voice, amazing features, sexy smirk, and those pillow lips…

Clare was lost in thought about Eli. She kept thinking about him, the way he acted like a gentleman… the way his eyes was lost in hers… the way he made Clare feel so confident. Clare frowned when she realized she didn't get his name.

He gave her butterflies, she felt free and wanted to talk to him, but she didn't even know the boys name! Adelais, Annora, and Bianca were all talking about weed and how they got some past the guards in the letters they got that very morning. Amabel and Melosa were at another table talking to some other group of girls.

Clare was just sitting there listening to Annora, Adelais, and Bianca with slight interest. She then felt someones eyes on her, so she turned her head until her gaze clashed with a pair of green eyes and a smirk. Her heart raised and tummy filled with butterflies. It was him! It was the guy that made Clare feel better in this sad sad place called jail.

Clare smiled back and mouthed 'Hi'. Eli bit his lip and mouthed 'Hey' and smiled. Clare lifted up her eyebrows in amusement, this guy was hot. But, he worked here, he knows she's a fucking lunatic for killing her sisters and mentally damaging her step mother. But who the fuck cares? thought Clare.

"Whooo! hottie alert" said a Adelais who sat across from Clare. A girl from across the cafe yelled, "Hey sexy! " That one line alone caused the entire cafeteria to look in Eli's direction and immediately giving him cat calls. Feeling uncomfortable, Eli gave Clare a small smile and an uneasy look to all the other inmates and left the cafeteria.

"Okay Edwards, why are you and hottie Dr. Doom exchanging flirty looks. Spill." Said Bianca. For the first time in a long time Clare blushed and looked down embarrassed. "Your'e blushing! Edwards you better fucking spill the beans NOW!" Bianca said enthusiastically with a huge smile. All the other inmates at the table all leaned forward into Clare waiting.

Clare smiled at the girls and said, "Well… there's nothing to say really. I sat next to him when I checked in, he said a few words to me, I said a few words to him and that's it." Clare shrugged her shoulders and checked to see if Eli came back.

"It doesn't look like nothing…" teased Annora with an evil grin. Clare stuck out her tongue and looked down. This boy gave her butterflies, but that's all. Chances of them getting together is one in a million. But fate had another idea…

Ohhh my gosh! I am sooooooo super-di-duperty sorry! Oh my gosh! I cannot believe it took me so long to update! and this wasn't even meant to be the update. I was going to add more in this chapter but I didn't want to keep you guys waiting. :( UGH! I hate it when people don't update in a long time, and here I am updating in a long time :( I am terribly sorry. And now I have to say, I probably won't be updating in a while again because I have a hula competition called Merrie Monarch that is like in two weeks and me and my group have been practicing for like long hours and I have a shit load of homework. I promise I will try and make the next chapter like a thousand times more better than this -_- Please review if you still love me? I feel terrible...