A/N: You guys want Eclare interaction? Eclare interaction is what you will receive! IMPORTANT AUTHORS NOTE AT THE END! also this is going to be a long chapter. Sorry, I'm trying to make up for all the days that I missed updates!
Disclaimer: I own a surf board, not degrassi :( I know, I know it's been a while, but I was truly busy! I promise, I will try and update as frequent as I can.
Demented and Deranged
Summary:
Clare Edwards is an inmate at a Women's Correctional Facility in Toronto. She has caught the eye of a raven haired, new jail guard, Eli Goldsworthy. Little does Eli know is that tiny, blue eyed Clare Edwards is in jail for murder and attempted murder. Clare has a mission in life, not to impress the cute jail guard or to kill, but to make a difference and make a statement.
Eli walked away from the crowded cafeteria filled with the rowdy inmates towards his locker. Having a room full of female hit on you is any mans dreams. Oh, how the tables have turned. Oh, men want a room filled with women to hit on them, they want them attractive and nice. That is far from what Eli got that night. Having big rude female women hit on him made Eli cringe.
There were a handful of girls that actually looked good here. But, there was only one girl that caught Eli's eyes. From her soft, snow white skin, the curves on her waist that created that hour glass figure to her glow of confidence. Not to mention those eyes.
Her azure eyes that slightly contrasted with her skin, her eyes that held a certain mystery, fear, hatred and beauty. Her eyes that caught his attention right away.
The moment Eli found out her name was Clare Edwards, he knew she was off limits. She was Toronto's criminal of the year. Why would she kill her own sisters? Things just didn't make sense anymore to Eli. But Eli will get answers, he will dig until he gets some answers.
When Eli got to the break room he saw Adam, Fiona and Zane Park sitting at a table eating pretzels. Zane and Fiona worked together in the front office. Zane was very close to Fiona, Adam and Eli.
"Hey Eli, how are the ladies?" asked Fiona as she texted on her iphone4.
"Oh, they were something" Eli said as he sat down and stole a pretzel out of Adams hands. Adam held his hands out and asked "What the hell was that man?"
Eli rolled his eyes and ignored Adams question. He grabbed another pretzel from the bag and shoved it into Adams mouth.
Zane and Fiona laughed as Adam went to the vending machine to buy a bottle of water, but before he left he thumped Eli on the side of his head.
"How was work today?" Asked Zane
Eli breathed out in exhaustion, "How was work? Let me help you rephrase that question. How was work at the fucking zoo?"
Fiona gave him a small smile and said, "Hey, it's your first day. Sooner or later the girls will forget about you and move onto someone else. Hang in there."
Eli gave her a skeptical look and said, "Are you sure? Because I think about 6 girls slapped my ass, a handful gave me cat calls, a big she male practically groped me and a cafeteria full of law breaking criminals hit on me. I'm not entirely convinced."
As Eli finished his rant Adam came back and sat down next to Fiona."Wait, wait. Was this 'She male' white, about 6'0, has pigtails? a blonde?"
Eli nodded and asked, "How do you know?"
Adam, Fiona and Zane all exchanged looks and started to burst out laughing."ha-ha, Mi-Mia hehe she-she's no-not hard t-to know a-about E-Eli! hehehehehehe." laughed out Zane.
Eli rolled his eyes and muttered, "well fuck." He didn't understand why they were laughing so hard about this Mia chick. While they were still laughing hysterically Eli went to his locker and grabbed his change of clothes and went to go change out of his uniform.
On his way to the changing room he walked pass the laundry room and he saw Clare and another girl doing everyones laundry. He heard her laugh and her voice for the first time and he couldn't help but smile at her angelic voice.
"Oh my god! Bee, do you remember Jenna Middleton? I heard she's knocked up again!" Clare giggled immensely while she handed Bianca the clothes.
"Good god. Does she and K.C. not know how to use a fucking condom? You would think after getting knocked up during grade ten, she would learn a lesson." Clare and Bianca giggled.
Jenna Middleton was no friend of Clare and Bianca. She was the exact opposite.
Clare said, "Bee, start the washer and the dryer i'll go get the soap." Clare turned around and was face to face with Eli. The minute Clare turned around her eyes clashed with his green eyes. She stayed in her spot just smirking at him and he at her.
"Clare? What the hell, I thought you said you were going to-" Bianca turned around and noticed the two people having a silent stare down. She raised her eyebrows and said, "I'm just going to get the soap myself." Bianca walked pass Eli and made sure Clare caught a glimpse of her flashing a thumbs up and a smile.
"Hi, I uhm didn't get to introduce my self earlier today, my name's Clare. But i'm sure you already knew that..." Clare walked up to Eli and held her hand out.
Eli stuck his hand out and gently grabbed her hand and shook it. Eli was shocked at how soft her hands were. He finally remembers what it felt like to look into her eyes. He kind of lost the image of her eyes since it's been hours since he last saw them.
"Hi, I'm Eli." Eli mentally slapped himself. Hi, I'm Eli? What the hell was that Goldsworthy? he thought. Eli tried to think of a subject to talk about because he wanted to spend more time with her. Even if it meant being in a room filled with dirty laundry.
Eli couldn't think of something to talk about with her. He was to busy being nervous and to busy trying not to look at her sexy curves…
"GOLDSWORTHY! Where are ya man?" Eli turned around and there was Adam, his bag with his change of clothes on his back and Eli's bag in his hands.
Thanks Adam, right when I'm trying to find a way to talk to her you decide to fucking come on over, Eli thought . Adam looked a little confused. "Is there a problem with Ms. Edwards? Where's DeSousa?" Clare looked at Adam, "She's getting the detergent." she said nonchalantly.
Adam nodded and said "Okay, well Eli when your'e ready to leave i'll uh be in the front with Fi." Adam looked at Eli then Clare and back to Eli. Adam knew Eli must of taken interest in her. It was the look in both of their eyes. They could hardly take their eyes off each other.
Eli nodded at Adam, not taking his eyes off Clare. When Adam left, still continuously looking back at them, Eli asked, "Well, I'll see you tomorrow Clare?" Clare nodded and smiled at Eli. "I guess you will, Mr. Goldsworthy." Clare smiled at him, then turned around and pretended like she was focussed on the dirty laundry, so she could hide her blush.
Eli smiled at her back and slowly walked to the locker room to change. When Bianca came back holding a box of laundry detergent, she passed Eli and she had a huge smile on her face. She said her goodnight to Eli, he nodded in reply.
The minute she stepped into the room where Clare was blushing like a mad fool and playing with a piece of thread that fell off one of the clothes Bianca asked, "So? What did you two talk about? Is he nice? Is he funny? Did you guys hit it off? Is he…I don't know, worth dating?"
This was one of Bianca's few moments where she spazzed out about things. Having Clare blush and gush over a hot guy made Bianca a tab bit excited. When they were back in high school Clare and Bianca never did talk about flirting with boys together since Clare was dating Reese.
"We didn't necessarily talk. We just introduced ourselves and that's it. Nothing important." Clare opened up the box of detergent and scooped up a cup of detergent and then dropped it into the load of clothes.
Bianca shook her head and just continued on with the rest of the clothes that a different pair of girls would fold later on. Clare could be so stubborn sometimes. A guy could totally look her straight in the eyes, trying to give her hints, that he likes her and she would be oblivious to the entire situation, and call it nothing.
Once Clare and Bianca were done with the jobs for the night they were escorted back to their jail cell where they would gather their clothes, then go shower. Clare went to take a shower first, while Bianca sat on the bench in front of the showers. Bianca was looking at her nails, when she saw Zane in nice clothing walk out of the bathroom talking on his cell phone.
"Yeah, Riley. You would not believe the look Adam gives her… Oh gosh! don't you dare metal into that relationship!…Hey, did I tell you that Clare Edwards is here?…What? Riley, that's ridiculous…No! She is NOT big, she's actually really pretty and petite. She looks like she could be your sister… Don't take that as an insult! She has curly hair like you, she has the same amazing blue eyes as you… Yeah, some of the guys have a little 'Crush' on her, especially Eli… I overheard he and Adam talking about her when they started to leave… Okay, goodnight Love… Yes, I'll be home in a little while… I'll see you later bye."
Bianca looked at him while he was looking at his texts.
"Hey, is Eli the new guard with the long black hair?" Zane looked a little off guard and looked around to see if anyone else was around. He slowly responded, "Yes? Why would you like to know."
Bianca said, "My friend is Clare Edwards, and she just won't admit that there is something going on between them! It's annoying as hell! Can you find a way so they could, you know, be in the same room and interact with each other?"
Zane looked at Bianca with a knowing smile and sat down next to her and put down his bag. Bianca and Zane talked and talked about how Zane could set Clare and Eli up, but being discreet about it also, making sure the two people wouldn't suspect it was Bianca or Zane. When Clare walked out fresh and clean, she saw Zane and Bianca chatting away, she was a little puzzled as to why Bianca and one of the workers here were talking.
Clare was too tired to even question them, so she just told Bianca to take a shower while she went back to the jail cell with the guard. Clare didn't know what was coming for her tomorrow, neither did Eli. Whether they liked it or not, Eli and Clare would be put in a room together, they shall talk and get to know each other. Them meeting each other would be a plus for both of them. Eli would get some answers and Clare would somehow slowly learn to trust people more and hopefully have him impact on her life.
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"Okay, tell me again… but slower?" Zane rolled his eyes and gave an exasperate sigh at Eli. Zane has been trying to tell Eli, that he has to work in the interaction room for the past five minutes. The interaction room is where some inmates go and talk to one of the guards, for three hours every other day for an entire year. It was a program, where the guards got to know why some of the inmates got into jail, it also helped gave hope to some of the women, that they will get out soon.
"For the umpteenth time, Elijah James Goldsworthy. YOU. ARE. WORKING. IN. THE. INTERACTION ROOM! DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME NOWWWW?" Zane literally screamed at him, trying to put some sense into him. Adam and Fiona where on the side, trying to muffle their laughs. Eli looked a little taken aback by Zane and put his hands up in surrender.
"Well, shit. I was just asking you know!" Zane rolled his eyes and slapped Eli across the head, making Adam and Fiona burst out in a fit of laughter.
"You are dumb. Really, really dumb for real. I told you more than one time, that you would be working there every other day for a year."
Eli looked so upset and wondered why he got punished with something as bad as this. There were over 400 guards working all over this jail, why did he, of all people, get chosen to work during the interaction hour.
Eli ran his hands over his face and groaned,"So, let me get this straight. I, Elijah James Goldsworthy, has to work in the interaction room every other day for three hours, for the next year. I have to talk to a dangerous inmate who could possibly try and rape me for a whole freaking year. Are you fucking kidding me right now?" He looked so angry, anyone who didn't know what he was talking about, would have backed away immediately.
Zane sighed,"Look, it's only for one year, you get paid extra, and plus you get to go into one of the inmates head, find out why they are in here. And besides, you have to. The leaders of the program want to see how it goes."
"Then why don't they just choose someone else?" Zane's eyes bugged out of their sockets and was getting annoyed. He pinched the bridge of his nose and inhaled and exhaled deeply. He smiled a tight smile at Eli. "Don't ask anymore questions, or I will be forced to hit that pretty face of yours, Goldsworthy." He said through his teeth.
Off on the side, Fiona and Adam were laughing hard at the scene between Zane and Eli. Adam was snorting and holding onto his stomach and bending his knees, while Fiona was trying to breathe regularly but failed each time. By now, both of their cheeks were red and tears were streaming down their cheeks.
Zane smiled and said, "Good luck, you start today! Be in the room in one hour!" Eli shot daggers but Zane wasn't phased by it. He gave Eli a big smile and walked out the door.
Eli felt a pair of arms take hold onto his shoulders, he turned his head and he saw Adam smiling. "Come on man, be excited, you love to get into people's heads!" Fiona put her hand on Eli's shoulder and sighed smiling and shook her head laughing mockingly.
He let out an exasperated sigh and walked back to building 8 level 4.
Building 8 level 4
"Bianca. Look at this." She let her hand drop so Bianca, who had the bottom bunk , get hold of the letter she received.
"Clare Edwards, from today on, you will attend the interaction room every other day for 365 consecutive days. You will interact with the same guard every visit you make to the interaction room. You will attend every other day from two in the afternoon to four in the evening. You are allowed to wear whatever pleases you when attending. This will give you the opportunity to release any anger or vent to your partner. If you have any questions please feel free to talk to me. Sincerely, Erin Lee, head leader of the interaction program."
Bianca laughed and gave the paper back to Clare. "Are they serious? ha ha, like YOU, of all people will vent to some stranger, no, scratch that, a guard. Why are they asking you to join? They never asked me."
Clare shrugged and groaned into her pillow. "Well, it's not like I actually want to join this stupid program. Why would I want to? It sounds like a bunch of bull shit to me. I mean think about it, I go in, we talk, this person feeds me bunch of shit like, how i'm going to make it out of here, and all that other BS crap."
Bianca shrugged. Trying to play it off. She knew who Clare was paired with, she knew the reason why she got picked and she knew a lot about the interaction room.
The night she and Zane had their talk, he mentioned the interaction room to her. It was the perfect plan to get them to talk more.
The interaction room meant you get out of the jail cell for three whole hours, if you had the right partner, you could just sit and stare at each other and get out of yard work. It was a small freedom from jail.
"Hey, think about it as a a release from this place. From what I've heard lucky ten inmates get chosen to go there." Clare looked up at the celling and raised her eyebrows. "You get all alone in a room where there is absolutely no cameras, microphones, and is air conditioned. It's practically heaven in there. And, you can wear regular clothes, instead of this fucking ugly ass orange jumpsuits and polyester crap they call clothes."
Clare still wasn't convinced. Whatever she tells them, they are just going to tell the leaders of the program. If she was going to attend it, she was going to have to watch what she says. But, other than that, it sounded actually fun.
"Yeah, I guess your'e right. It sounds like an amazing escape. I'm just worried on who I get paired with." Bianca tried her hardest not to let her little secret out.
"Oh don't you worry my friend. Worrying is not needed here. I'm sure the guy- I mean, if you do get a guy, is going to be fine." Bianca's breath hitched. She almost blew her cover.
Clare turned on her side and asked, "What time is it?" Bianca looked at the clock that was hanging in their cell. "Almost one forty. It's time to get ready, friend." Clare groaned and hopped off the top bunk and went to the one drawer she had. She pulled out her black flats, and a violet floral dress. She quickly changed into it and ran her fingers through her hair trying to at least be presentable.
Clare turned to Bianca who was reading a magazine and asked, "Okay, how do I look?" Bianca looked at her and gave her a preppy smile , "Like the beautiful girly girl that you are, Edwards." Clare rolled her eyes and sat on Bianca's bed and gave her a tittie twister.
"Hey! Stop it. Your'e one lucky bitch, because if we were at home right now, I would tackle your ass." Clare scoffed and said, "Sure, champ. Keep thinking that."
As she said that, a lady in a suit came and said, "Clare Edwards. It's time to go to the interaction room sweetie." Clare smiled and stood up. She grabbed lanyard with her i.d and waited by the gate as a guard opened it up. The lady then said, "Hello, my name is Erin Lee. It's very nice to meet you Clare."
Clare smiled and said, "Hi, nice to meet you. So, in the letter I got, you said if I had any questions, I could ask you, right?"
Erin nodded and led Clare to outside of the building and made their way to a portables painted light blue. "Anything."
Clare nodded and said, "Okay, just out of curiosity, why was I chosen to be in the program? There's nothing special about me. Except for the fact that I killed my sisters and mentally and physically scarred my step mom, but, there are more than 700 inmates here. Why me?"
Erin looked worried and said, "Well, because you were hand picked. Most inmates are picked from a hat and that's it. But, someone personally picked you."
Clare raised her eyebrows and said, "So, what your'e saying is that someone wants me here?"
Erin cleared her throat and said, "I'm sorry, confidentiality. I'm not allowed to say. So, here's the portable you will be going to every other day. Go inside and wait for your partner. Good day, Ms. Edwards." She quickly walked away and avoided Clare's gaze.
That was odd. Thought Clare. The lady was sweet, but odd. She shrugged her shoulders and walked into the portable.
It was true, the inside was sir conditioned and nice in there. Clare wasn't so sure on the no Camera and no microphone part, but still walked in anyway.
The walls were painted white, the floor was beige carpeting and there was a closet, a white board and a big metal desk in the middle with two chairs opposite of each other.
She sat on one of the chairs and waited for her partner to arrive.
She heard two people outside of the door talking. It sounded like two males. The door opened up and Eli was pushed in by Zane. He stumbled a little and mumbled incoherent words.
He turned around and noticed Clare, he gave her an awkward look and looked around the room. "So, I guess, your my partner." He walked to the other chair.
Clare nodded and gave him an awkward smile.
What were they suppose to talk about? As if reading her mind her looked up at her and got lost in her eyes for a bit before asking, "So, how's life?" he asked VERY awkwardly.
Clare looked very confused. Her eyebrows were scrunched together and she awkwardly said, "Good. You know, Jail is…Jail."
He nodded and things got really awkward. No one said anything until Eli thought of something. "Hey, do you know how much a polar bear weighs?"
Clare didn't know the answer and was thinking about guessing, but changed her mind. She shrugged her shoulders, "Uhm, i'm not sure."
Eli stifled a laugh and said, "Enough to break the ice! ahaha" She also laughed because even if things were indeed awkward, it made it a whole lot easier to laugh at.
When they stopped laughing at the joke, things got awkward again. So, Clare wanted to break the ice, but she couldn't think of anything to talk about. So, she said what came to mind.
"Sooo, do you like…stuff?" He looked at her with an amused grin on his face. He held in a laugh, but when she cracked a tiny embarrassed smile, he broke down in laughter.
"Well, Clare. It's nice to have an actual conversation with you. You know, without someone coming and stopping it." Clare smiled and said, "Well, since we are going to be talking to each other for the next year, let me formally introduce myself. My name is Clare Edwards."
He took took her hand and shook it. "Let me introduce myself. My name is Eli Goldsworthy." She took his hand and shook it also.
"So, Eli, what shall we talk about for the next three hours?" He brought his hand up to his chin and stroked his invisible beard.
"How about…twenty questions?" Clare thought about it. It sounded like a pretty fun game. "Make it twenty five and you got yourself a deal."
Eli leaned back into his chair and gestured towards her, "Ladies first."
Clare smirked and thought. "Hmmm, How old are you?" Eli had an amused look plastered on his face. "Really? Really? That's the best you can do?" Clare nodded and smiled.
"I'm 21" Clare nodded, "Your turn!"
Eli smiled and asked, "How old are YOU?" Clare laughed and said, "I turn 20 in two months."
"Ahhhh, a summer baby I see?" Clare smiled, "Yeeeup! When's your birthday?"
Eli shook his head, "Ah ah ah! It's my turn Miss Clare." Clare rolled her eyes and rolled her hand, gesturing him to hurry.
"Patience, patience! Let me see…" Eli furrowed his eyebrows and stared at her trying to figure out a question. Clare sat there looking at him as he thought, she noticed a scar on his arm, that was highly noticeable. She would have to ask him about that later.
"Okay! What is your favorite color?" Clare looked at him incredulously, "Seriously? It took you literally two minutes to come up with that?" Eli nodded with a smile.
She laughed and smiled, "Teal." Eli nodded and in response said, "I love azure and I was born in January."
Clare smiled and realized that he just answered two questions that she didn't ask in the game. "Hey! I didn't ask you a question yet!" Eli shook his head, "Hey! It was simple questions, so I saved you a boring question to ask, so you can go to some good questions."
Clare brought her hand up to her chin and thought. She looked out the window and bit her lip. Eli noticed her features were enhanced when the sunlight hit her skin.
Her whole body glowed from the sunlight. It also hit her eyes from the side, and he saw how light blue her eyes turned. Her skin was a nice snowy white, but turned into a glow like color from the sun. He smirked and watched her as she thought.
"Aha! I know something!" She had her pointer finger up and she had a toothy smile. "Please, do share your question that took forever and an hour to think of?"
Clare crossed her arms and asked seriously, "How did you get that scar on your arm?"
Eli looked a little confused at first, then remembered the scar that was on his right arm. He got when he was a junior in high school. Some guy named Mark Fitzgerald gave it to him when they were fighting. They never liked each other. It war from the start.
Fitz and Eli were in an ally way fighting, because Eli wanted revenge. Eli wasn't paying attention, when Fitz threw a punch so hard, Eli flew to the ground and a broken piece of a garbage can scratched his arm. In return, Eli threw a punch so hard, his knuckles made impact with Fitz's face and made a tiny scar by his right eyebrow.
Eli sighed, "In grade eleven, me and this guy, Mark Fitzgerald hated each other. He bullied my best friend and kicked me in the groin," Eli winced and put his hand on his thigh. "So, for revenge, I got him arrested for fake I.D possession, we fought until the police came, and he punched me hard, that I fell to the ground. A piece of this tin garbage can that was sticking out, cut me in the arm. That's how I got this scar." Eli lifted up his sleeve and exposed his toned bicep. He pointed at the long scar that was longer.
Clare, unthinkingly, reached across the table and touched his scar. Her cold fingers touched his warm arm, and Eli winced at the electricity of her touch. She looked him in the eyes and pulled back, apologizing.
Clare knew a Mark Fitzgerald who had a scar on his eyebrow. "Hey, Mark Fitzgerald, do people call him Fitz?" Eli shoot up in his seat with a curious look. "Yeah… How did you know?"
Clare laughed and put her hand to her forehead and said, "I know Fitz. He's like one of my closest friends. I can't believe you and him are enemies. But, the Fitz I know, is no where near a bully. He's a man of Jesus. Haha."
Eli raised his eyebrows in surprise, "You are actually friends with that neanderthal? And, psh, 'man of Jesus' you have got to be kidding me! That guy has had sex with more than half the sluts at school, he smoked and drank beer and had more detentions known to man. Not to mention he went to Juvie. I don't believe one bit of his act."
Clare smiled and said, "Hey now! That's Bardell Fitz. I know Degrassi Fitz. He's a really cool, funny guy. He's actually one of the kindest guys I know. Degrassi and Juvie fixed him a lot."
Eli smirked and said, "Right, because a school where a shooting, gonorrhea outbreaks and is one of the most highest rank teenage pregnancy, totally made him into a saint. Or was it his fapping to jesus in juvie?"
Clare stifled a laugh. She bit her lip and tried not to laugh. "Hey, Eli, don't be a bitch."
Eli laughed and so did she. For the next two hours and a half, they continued to play twenty five questions. They learned a lot about each other and had a great time. He told her about his life, and she told him about her life.
When Erin Lee came back to escort Clare back to her jail cell, they waved each other bye and she was on her ways back to her jail cell.
Eli stayed a minute more in the interaction room and just analyzed what actually happened. He actually had a conversation with a beautiful girl that wasn't rudely interrupted. He talked with her so easily, as if they were best friends for the longest time. He also realized, he started a friendship with a criminal that could easily pass as the girl next door.
Sure, she killed her step sisters and emotionally traumatized her step mother, but truth was, he didn't care.
Eli walked back to the break room, where he knew the person he needed to talk to, would be there. When he walked in he saw Zane, Fiona and Adam sitting at a table eating some chinese take out. He walked to Zane, hiding a smile.
Zane, on the other hand was smiling triumphantly. Eli looked away, "You were right." He barely whispered. Zane gave him an amused smile and crossed his arms. "I'm sorry, I didn't quite catch that." Eli scratched his ear and muttered, "You were right."
Zane smiled a huge smile and said, "I'm sorry, what?"
"I said you were right!" Eli said annoyed. Zane smiled and clapped his hands together. "I told you! I told you it would work out!" Eli muttered incoherent words and slowly made his way to his locker.
"Hey! don't worry. You get to talk to her in two days!" Yelled Adam. Eli smiled and waved his hand at his best friend in a 'ya ya ya' way.
In two days, he would get to talk to her again and get to know her better.
Clare and Bianca's jail cell
"I learned so much about him, Bee!" Clare gushed as she played with a piece of her curly hair.
Bianca smiled and said, "Well I'm glad your'e happy. In forty eight hours, you'll get to see him again."
"My god, Bianca. He's just soo ama-." Clare was cut off as the guard yelled, "Lights out!"
All of the lights were turned off, except for the hallway lights, so that the guards could walk around all night freely.
Clare smiled and rest her head on her pillow, "Amazing." She whispered.
Bianca smiled at her friend and whispered, "Night Clare."
With that said, Bianca and Clare lay in the bunks, waiting for sleep to take over them.
A/N: OMG! Guys :( I'm sorry I haven't been updating! I had a hula competition a few weeks ago and I didn't have time to write because I left my laptop at home when I went to the Big Island. I also had to study for finals and I had a little bit of writers block. Hopefully you guys didn't lose interest in this story.I don't know when my next update will be. Hopefully soon, considering i'm on summer break, so yeah! leave me some reviews please? no? Okay. I understand
BTW! How did you guys see the season 11 beach promo? Because that song is officially my new favorite song! I miss my Eclare :(