Kurt gave Finn his car and he decided to go see Rachel. He knocks on the door and she answers it. "Finn"

"Hey Rachel um are you busy?"

"No what's going on?"

"Can we talk?"

"Yeah come on in."

"Thanks" Finn comes in and Rachel closes the door behind him. Finn sits on the couch and Rachael sits next to him."

"So what brings you here?"

"I wanted to talk to you about what happened with Jessie."

"Yeah I figured that. So what do you want to know?"

"Do you still love him?"

Rachel looks down "Yeah I do but my love for him doesn't even come close my love for you. Finn you were my first and to be honest with you I've never felt this way about a guy before."

"Not even with Jessie?"

"Ok I'll admit the only reason I started a relationship with him was because I wanted to make you jealous. I wanted you to fight for me."

"I thought you didn't care anymore so I gave up but I couldn't get you out of my head. So when I brought you over my house a few days ago I was going to tell you how I felt but then I heard you and Kurt yelling at each other. I thought we were going to be each others firsts."

"But you slept with Santana."

"No I didn't I only went along with that because I knew it would piss you off and you might try to fight for me but instead you started dating Jessie. I assumed we were done for good so I tried to move on. But when I heard that Jessie broke up with you I thought it was a perfect oppertunity to get you back. I swear Rachael I never slept with her or anyone else."

"I'm so sorry Finn but look it didn't mean anything. We were just two friends helping each other out."

"Were you ever going to tell me?"

"I don't know I was scared you would shut me out completely like you did so I kept my mouth shut but when Kurt found out and made me feel like a complete disappointment I knew I had to tell you."

"With everything that happened with Puck and Quinn I can't believe you would even consider it."

"I thought... I'm sorry" Finn doesn't say anything so she continues "So what does that mean for us?"

Finn sighs "I don't know but maybe we could start out slow you know maybe lunch."

"I'd like that."

Jessie was walking down the street trying to clear his head when he saw Kurt walking across the street with his head down. He called out for him but Kurt didn't answer so he walked over to him. When he got close he saw headphones in his ear. He reached out his hand and stopped him.

Kurt looked up and saw Jessie. He took the headphones out of his ear. "Are you stalking me now?"

"No I just saw you walking and thought I'd say hey."

"Um hum" Kurt started to walk again.

Jessie walked up beside him. "So are you ok?"

"Jessie did you think about what I said?"

"About coming out."

"Yeah"

"Yeah I did."

"Well are you?"

"Yeah if that's what you want."

Kurt stops and looks at Jessie. "You don't want to do you?"

"What?"

"Come out I can tell by the look on your face."

"I'm...I...I don't know ok all I know is that I love you and I want to be with you."

"I'm not going back in the closet Jessie."

"I'm not asking you too."

"And I'm not telling you to come out for me. I want you to want to come out. If you're not ready you're not ready I'm not rushing you."

"Yes you are."

"No I'm not. No matter how long it takes I'll never give up on us. I love you Jessie and I don't want to lose you but I don't want to hide our love anymore."

"So what are you saying?"

"I'll wait for you and whenever you're ready I'll still be here."

"You promise."

Kurt smiles "Yeah I promise."

Jessie smiles and they start walking again "So what do we do now?"

"Be friends."

"Ok friends."

Jessie holds out his hand and Kurt shakes it.

"So if you're just walking, would you like some company?" Jessie asked looking at the ground.

"Yeah sure I would love some company." The two then continued their walk, arms touching every now and then still sending electrictity through their bodies.