A/N: I know, I know, this isn't a n update, and I am terribly sorry. This story is my very first actually story. The stuff that I post is all one-shots. When I first started this, I was so excited because I got the idea while I was daydreaming in class. I had everything planned, I knew how the beginning would be, I knew exactly how I want the ending to be, which everyone would probably hate me for. I had everything. I knew exactly what I wanted in certain scenes, but when it came down to writing, I was stuck. Keep in mind, this is my first story, I didn't know anything about writing, and I still don't. I personally believe I've grown while writing this. Every time I reread the chapter I posted, I would notice the mistakes I made and I would try to improve it. I posted this on tumblr at like two in the morning eastern time, ten o'clock my time, while everyone was sleeping. I'm putting this story on hiatus. I'm not even going to try and write at this moment. I have another story that I'm writing, and I'm not going to make the same mistake I made with this story. I hope that I can get it done by mid January, or even earlier, but yeah. I feel horrible, I know people are frustrated that I hardly update and I keep posting all of these one-shots instead of updating. It just isn't fun anymore. It feels like an essay that I procrastinated on, and I don't enjoy writing it and I just end up writing anything, not going exactly where I want to go in the story. At least I left Clare and Eli on good terms right? I mean, you all can just imagine hat happens after they wake up. I really hope you all can forgive me. Really. My new story will be called, The First Goodbye. Because I love all of my reviewers and the people who have me on favorite author or author alert whichever it is, I'm going to give you a sneak peek and summary of my new story. Peace treaty? I love you guys so much; people who actually review keep me going. You don't even have to tell me you liked my one-shot or story! Just review and tell me what you think, honestly, it puts the biggest smile on my face. With that said, Demented and Deranged is officially put on hold for a while. If I do update in the future, would you guys still read it? Probably not. Well anyways, any questions go on my tumblr. I'm always on there. Xoxo, KMPC or Degrassiyum.
The First Goodbye
Summary:
You wake up one morning, and it's four months back, you have the chance to relive and change those four months in order to change the outcome of your and someone else's future. Would you?
Just yesterday, she was smiling and laughing, showing off her cute little dimples on the corners of her mouth. Just yesterday, she was teaching me how I was supposed to do my math homework, which is pretty damn embarrassing considering she's a grade younger than I am. Just yesterday, I saw her flirting with Drew, using her sparkly blue eyes, to lure him in.
For all of the four years of high school, I haven't gotten one chance to get to know her or give her a chance to actually get to know her. Sure, she helped me with homework, but that was it. Everyone was crying and all sad, and I'm just here. Remembering how I wasn't exactly the nicest person to her.
I had no feelings, because I was never emotionally attached to her. For some reason, everyone in this school is sulking over her.
This seriously makes me feel like an ass. The girl that impacted so many people's lives are mourning over her death, and I'm sitting here with no emotion what so ever.
I regret not ever having a legit conversation with her and getting to know the real Clare Edwards. I'm such a dick.
So obviously Clare is the one of the main characters, but who's the person who's going to take you along the journey?
Merry Christmas everyone and have a happy New Year.