You guys are awesome! I was so glad no one hated this so far! And the reason why the last chapter was formatted as if Bella was talking to Andy was because she was in her mind. That might happen a lot usually means Bella's stuck in the past.

I don't know how long I was lying in my bed staring out the window, my first semester of college was over, but nothing's changed. I tried to twist away from the arm that was holding me.

"Don't." I heard the growl.

"Sorry." I really needed to stop saying sorry to him. "I have to go use the restroom."

"Make it fast." Edward sat up. I only nodded and went to the bathroom.

I don't know why I let this happen, a year a full year I've been living in a fake relationship. He'd come home late every night smelling like perfume, the kind that was too strong. The kind that made my positively sure who's it could have been. I jumped when he began pounding on the door, I opened the door and he grabbed my arm jerking me out and shoving me away.

I got ready to spend the day as the good little girlfriend, knowing he would be with someone else later. Though I've stopped caring, our goodbyes were emotionless and bitter, it still hurt to know that someone everyone wanted you to be with didn't want to be with you, but today Edward wanted to flaunt me to his new friends and probably the girl who's bed he was occupying at the time.

I couldn't help but shudder, Edward glared. "You getting sick?"

"Nope."

"You're not getting out of this you know." He pulled me towards the door.

I chose to stay quiet. He knocked and a blond answered. "Hi Edward!"

"Kate." He gave her a smile and her eyes lit up.

I wanted to say something, to care but I couldn't. "Hey Kate get in here that queerbo band you like is on!"

"They are not gay, James!" She screamed and ran back inside. We walked inside and around the corner, and Kate was hitting a sandy blonde guy with a pillow, "change it back!"

"Nope! Besides when I turned the TV on it was over."

I raised an eyebrow and Edward shook his head, "gay ass band."

My friend Rose came over with Emmett, their sister Alice was with her boyfriend Jasper, who invited us to a club to see a band that was playing there. Rose helped me with an outfit, calming me when I freaked out about how short the shirt was.

"I'm going to kill myself in these shoes."

"She'll be there, the girl that Eddie dear is seeing."

"Oh." I tilted my head,"who's the band?" I watched her shoulders tense.

"Hmm, I like this necklace."

"No."

"Wear it Bells! Everyone will think the A stands for Anthony, or Amazing..."

"Or Andy..." I whispered to myself.

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We were sitting at a booth, Edward was no where to be found, I rolled my eyes. That boy was going to mess with the wrong person one day. I got up and headed for the bar, I leaned over the counter and ordered something nonalcoholic.

"Hey baby."

I looked to my side and a blonde middle aged man winked at me. I shuddered, unable to keep the disgust off my face.

"Back off dick face."

I turned and a dark haired man was leaning against the counter staring at me. "Hi. I'm Jake."

"Bella." I squinted my eyes he looked familiar, where have I seen him before? "Did you use to go to Forks?"

"Uh, no." He tilted his head.

"You look familiar." I grabbed my coke and stood up from the bar.

"I have to go." He whispered after staring over my shoulder for a second.

"Okay."

He left and I felt a hand on my waist. "Now that he's gone, we can..."

But the next words I heard were coming from the stage close to the back. "Hey guys how's it going? Thanks so much for letting us be here!" Everyone screamed. "Anyways," there was a low chuckle, "We are going to play a couple of songs for you, including some off our album!"

I walked to the stage, I was standing so close that if I reached out I could almost touch him. I fingered the necklace around my throat, staring at the boy who was no longer a boy in front of me. The microphone was raised and the guitarist, who I recognized as Jake started playing.

I open my lungs dear,
I sing this song at funerals, no rush.
These lyrics heard a thousand times, just plush.
A baby boy you've held so tightly, this pain it visits almost nightly.
Missing hotel beds I feel your touch.

I flinched and looked down, I had to leave. I had to get out of here, the past was to hurtful, I turned around and nearly ran to the exit, being jerked back by the old man.

"C'mon baby don't leave." I jerked my arm away and hurried towards the door. Stepping outside into the cold air, I couldn't believe Rose, how did she know? How did Jasper know? Did they know? Had they? Was this a coincident?

I leaned against the side of the building, trying to block out the sounds of the screaming fan girls inside, I fingered the necklace again, why was he here? Why did he leave? Did I bore him with my problems? Is that why he turned away? Should I give the necklace back? Is he here to see me? So many questions were whirling around in my head.

2002

"Bells! I have a gift for you!" You smiled at me, "nice!"

I frowned looking at my pageant ready form. "I hate it when she does this to me."

"Why you look nice."

"I hate it, it's not me."

"You never know kid, sixteen years from now it could be."

I flinched and shook my head at you. I stomped past your shaking form.

"Hold on, I wanted to give this to you." You held up a necklace with a silver A on it. "It's for Andy. So when I'm not there for you, you can squeeze it or somethin'. Like if I can't sneak out to rock you to sleep."

I tilted my head knowing that was never. because you were always there. "Is there another reason?" I squinted my eyes, looking at your face that started to turn pink.

"No," you looked down. "Just let me put it on you." I held my hair as you placed it around my neck. "There, perfect."

Why did I have a feeling that this was some sort of promise ring type necklace?

So what'd ya think? What do you think should happen?

R&R, for those of you who didn't know that the song was The Mortician's Daughter.

I also hid either a quote or lyrics in the story, who ever can tell me the place where the quote is from and who says it or the name of the song and who sings it might get a teaser to the next chapter.

I also put a link to Bella's outfit on my profile, check it out. Tell me what you think. I love getting reviews, just about as much as replying to them.