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I slapped him, I felt bad for little while but then all it became was anger. "Seriously, Andrew, is that how you really think of me?"

"Bella, it is on your hand... Ow! Did you just fucking hit me?"

"I did not say yes to him-"

"Why are you wearing it-"

"-he thrust it on my hand and it's stuck!" I yelled at him.

There was a knock."Um, Andy, sweetheart, are you okay?"

"Fine mom," he smiled. "Everything is okay." He stepped closer to me. "Let's go Bella before they send out a search party." He smiled and leaned down to kiss me.

I fisted my hand into the front of his tuxedo jacket and pulled him closer to me. "Let them look."

His lips moved to my neck,"okay."

"Andrew Dennis! You better get down here right now!"

He pulled away frowning so I took his hand and opened the door. We walked down to the living room and sat on the couch, my dad was sitting there staring at the tree and discussing the out come of the Packers game with Andy's dad. It never seems to get any better for him, since mom left us. I think it's funny actually, she left christmas evening to run away with a banker and on the way died in a car accident christmas morning.

"So, Bella, that ring?" Andy whispered in my ear. "Can I take it off?" His hand brushed down my arm and across my back, "please?" I mindlessly held up my hand and he jerked me off the couch, "Mom, we'll be back I have to help Bella get something." He pulled me out the front door and over to my dad's house.

"What are we do-" He kissed me.

"A bit of alone time before we open presents." I opened the door giggling. "Where is Edward by the way?"

"Oh he left after I told him I'd think about it, had to go back to chicago. I think."

"I wish he'd stay." I looked at him and his lips were on mine, "hand, now." He grabbed it and tugged, which the ring wouldn't budge, "fuck."

"I told you." I looked at him and he smirked, then lifted my ring finger to his mouth and stuck it in. Oh my god! "Andy?"

"Mmm?" His tongue brushed around the band and he hooked his teeth behind it and his lips closed around my finger, I stared open mouthed as he pulled it off. He spit it out into his hand. "Here you go."

I took it from him and set it on the coffee table.

"What?"

"That was..." I shook my head and wrapped my arms around him. Our lips moving together, his hands grabbed the hem of my dress and tugged it up and over my head. My hands couldn't move fast enough to get rid of his jacket, tie, and vest. His hands moved up and started unbuttoning his dress shirt for me, my hands went to the pins in my hair and started pulling them out. I stepped out of my shoes and kicked them aside.

"Bella," he whispered in my ear. "are we..?"

I pulled him to the ground with me, my legs wrapped around his hips and my arms around his neck still. In the far back of my head a voice kept whispering, what are you doing? What was I doing?

Soon his pants were gone and so was my bra, his mouth moved down to my neck and I giggled. "What?"

"Your lip ring, it's cold."

"Oh I'm sorry," he chuckled and kissed my shoulder, he leaned up and brushed a hand down the based of my throat, between my breasts, and over my stomach till he got to my panties. He hooked one finger in the waist band and pulled them down, kissing me as he did. A finger brushed against me and I couldn't stop the gasp that left my mouth, I couldn't find myself saying no now. His finger brushed against me again. "You ready?"

I closed my eyes, he'd be the first to even touch me like that, like this. His finger slipped between the folds and brushed against my clit, my eyes shut tight and I bit my lip. "Relax." Andy whispered against my cheek.

I wanted to ask if he's had sex before, but why wouldn't he had not have had it? He's had to have at least slept with one person. My body tensed when his finger started pressing harder against it. My hands grabbed his shoulders and my eyes closed tighter.

He pulled his hand away and I felt him brush against me, "hold on, this will hurt."

And did it hurt when he entered me, I gasped and whimpered. Holy shit, why couldn't men hurt too. "Bella, your lip you almost bit right through it." He leaned down and kissed me, "are you okay?"

"Yeah, I think." I looked up at him. He pulled back and thrusted forward his hips meeting mine, over and over. The pain got some what better, enough to be tolerated. My legs came up and wrapped around his waist...

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"How long have we been gone?" I mumbled into Andy's chest.

"Long enough." He sighed, his hand trailed up and down my back and he started laughing. "I don't think I'll be able to look at your living room again."

"Thanks." I blushed. "Then my dad'll deffinately know something's up."

"You're nineteen, an adult-"

"I'm still his baby girl, and this is his house..."

"And we violated his living room floor." Andy smiled at me. "Don't worry it's not that big of a deal I'll try not to laugh at."

I smiled and kissed him. He rolled us over and pulled my leg up to his hip, something dug into my back and I reached behind me to get it. It was the ring Edward gave me, oh god I cheated on him. I cheated on Edward, not that he doesn't to me but I can't believe I did this.

"Bella?"

"I cheated on him, with you."

Andy's face darkened, "are you always going to bring this up? You said you'd break up with him, you don't want to get married and-"

"Please just leave me alone right now, I need to think."

Why did I ruin everything, everything, Andy got dressed and left while I got dressed I thought about how was I going to tell everyone, where was I going to stay, and could Andy and I work with him always traveling. I fixed my hair and walked back over to his house, my dad looked at me, eyebrow raised and I blushed. Mr. and Mrs. Biersack were looking at Andy, who was sitting on the couch staring at the christmas tree I sat down next to him and leaned over to kiss his cheek, which he reached up and wipped at it a few seconds later. I bit my lip and hoped no one saw that, but as I turned I caught his mom's eyes and she gave me a small sad smile.

As we opened presents Andy didn't even talk to me not even to tell me thank you for his presents, as I opened a box an even smaller box was in it and in that was a ring box. I opened it and gasped inside was a very beautiful engagement ring, it was the only present from Andy that I had. I now understood why he was freaking out so badly, I put it on my finger and smiled.

"Andy! I love it!"

"Take it off."

"What?" I looked at him.

"Take it off, now!" He stood up.

"Andrew!" His mother stood up, "what is going on!"

"Take it off!" He yelled at me again. "I don't want you to have that now."

"Why not?" I stared up at him.

"One because I'm always either second place or last with you! And two! You already have a ring for that finger remember Edward?"

"Andy, I never told him yes."

"But you never told him no! Now did you!"

"I'm going to!"

"Don't bother I don't want anything to do with you!" He grabbed my hand and took the ring off to march to his room. I stared after him, see I always mess everything up.

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It's been weeks since he left for California again, and that's how long it's been since he's spoken to anyone, school started last week so I was back in Edward's apartment. I told him I couldn't marry him now, might as well keep a back up plan right?

It was March tenth right around seven p.m when the news got to me, there had been an earthquake in Japan, in the are where Black Veil Brides were suppose to be playing. No, no, no. I called my dad and he told me he didn't know what was going on, neither did Andy's parents. For now it was a posibility he could be dead.

A few days later my phone rang. "Hello?"

"Bells?"

"Daddy!"

"He's alright baby girl. He's back in California with his band."

"Oh, okay." I bit my lip, "thank you dad, bye."

Andy was safe, he was alive, but he still wasn't talking to me. Oh god I really need to get things right.