He kissed me again. Pressure and all. His mouth moved against mine ever so gently. His hand moved from my cheek to my shoulder and cascaded down to my wrist. He pulled it up to his shoulder resting it there. He did the same with my other hand. His hands covered both my wrist as they lay on his shoulders and soon wrapped around his neck. He trailed down them, from wrist to forearm, to elbow, to my shoulders, and continued downwards.,

I couldn't breathe anymore. I had to be the one to pull away. When I was gasping for air he moved to kiss me on the jaw. He swooped me on to his lap, his hands trailing to my lower back. As he kissed his way down to my neck.

"So.." kiss "tell me.." kiss "I want to" kiss "lay down" kiss," do you?"

The thought of us laying down together kissing gave me an amazing image. "yes." I whispered to him. We laid down together, my head was on the pillow, and he was above me. Balancing himself on his forearms.

He pulled away from me briefly. :You're beautiful." He whispered to me before he crushed his lips back onto mine. We kissed for so long, only taking a few seconds to breathe every once and a while.. Then we started to kiss again.

I didn't want him that far away. He wasn't touching me anywhere other than our lips together. I wanted our bodies to touch.

"Ichigo," I gasped, "lay down. I felt a slight shift of the bed as he sat up bringing me with him, never pulling away from the kiss. He moved his arms to my kneecaps separating them and pushing them apart to where my feet were fully on the bed. I gasped through the kiss. God if I lay down now he'll see my panties. "Wrap your legs around me." He insisted. I did and he laid me down as he settled in between my legs, them wrapped around his abdomen. What was going to happen tonight? Would we make love? What did I want to happen?

Did I want us to be intimate? I stopped kissing him. Not sure oif my actions anymore. He kept kissing me, my lips, my jaw, my cheek.

When he reached my lips again he stopped altogether. "Do you want me to stop?"

Did I?

"I'm not sure. Where are we going with this?" I asked him. I wanted to know for sure what he wanted, then what I wanted.

"What do you mean?" He didn't understand did he?

"I don't want to do anything unless we are doing it for a reason. Not just…" I sat up and moved away from him, curling up my legs against th wall. "hormones. Why did you kiss me?"

"Because there's this feeling. This one that I have for you. Something emotional. Physical. It's like its eating me up inside. My heart, it's like its filling up. Breaking to let something in." he wasn't looking at me anymore, but to the side. "When I walked in, and I saw you smelling my sheets, inhaling my scent. Inhaling me, it made me feel as if you felt the same about me as I do you. You seemed so entranced. Like you were under a spell. That moment all I wanted to do was kiss you. I didn't want you to move because I didn't know what to do. I was hoping you would push me away, but at the same time, I didn't want you to. Ive waited so long, and Rukia, I love you. I always have. Ever since I saw you that first time, and then in my room. God, I loved you. I still do." He thought I was going to push him away? He seemed sad, heartbroken. What was he thinking? It broke my heart to see him like this.

"I would never push you away. Ichigo, I've waited so long for you too. I love you just the same. Ichigo, I love you." I bit my lip, I smiled, and said, "do with me what you will. Take me, because I'm already yours. I was yours that first time I saw you, that first time I entered your room, that first time, I touched your face, when I thought you were something, someone different than a human. I loved you. Take me as I am ichigo, because I'm yours."

I pulled his face to mine, kissing every inch saving his sweet lips for last. We kissed and eventually ended like we were before I asked my question. He ran his hands up and down my thighs. He pulled away, asking a silent question, he wanted to touch me, I was all within willing. I nodded my head frantically.

He ran his hands under my dress, reaching past my panties, to my stomach. He reached my bosoms, and laid his hands on them, palming them. I moaned from the sensation that heated inside me. He pulled my dress over my head, leaving me in nothing but panties. "I want to see you, all of you."

"ichgo." Wad all I could say. It's the only thing that came to mind, the only thing I wanted to say.

It felt weird being half way naked in front of him. But I wouldn't cover up until I needed to.

He stared at my breast, I wasn't wearing a bra, and he seemed to like that.

All our clothes were off, and we were making love.

He was my first, and he was my last.

I was all his. I always would be. I would stay his. I was his. And he was mine.

He slid into me, breaking my never coming to my barrier, "Training accident, hurt, but god I wish, god it didn't happen."

He chuckled panting. The friction between us was unbearable and I could feel that intense sensation coming between us.

"Make me, oh god ichigo. I'm going to, take me. I need you. Oh god I want you, take me as yours. Mark me as yours ichigo. Let go. I can't…Cant.. cum with me! Oh god, I need you, harder, faster. Don't stop ichigo." My mouth had a mind of its own and I didn't want to stop ever. The pit of my belly was becoming perfect. Intense. The need leaving my body and taking me as his. Marking me as his forever. "ichigo, take me. I love you!"

The words said everything. "I love you!" ichigo said back. I could've sworn I screamed, but it was muffled by his kiss. He followed after.

He took me as his every way possible that night. I took him just the same. We made love, we kissed.

I loved him, I always would.