"Blaine!" Kurt said, pushing Nicki away. "Please don't misunderstand this…"
"There's nothing to misunderstand honey," Nicki said, full of confidence. "You like me, and kissed me just now isn't that right?" Nicki tried kissing him again, but he only put his hand in her face, nearly shoving her away from him.
"Wait what? What are you even talking about? You kissed me! Blaine you have to…" Kurt trailed off, nearly dying inside from seeing the pain and hurt in his boyfriend's eyes, that weren't listening to a word he was saying.
"What? Is that what's been going on at this sleepover?" Blaine said with tear-filled eyes.
"No! I have no idea what she's even talking about!" Kurt said, trying to get him to understand.
"Sure you don't Kurt. Sure you don't." Blaine said.
"Blaine! Please do not misunderstand. She kissed me. I have no feelings for her. I only like you Blaine, please." Kurt said, pleading.
"Just…just have fun with your new girlfriend," Blaine said, tears now streaming down his face. With one final look, he ran out the door.
"Blaine wait! Please!" Kurt said, running after his boyfriend, with tears streaming down his face as well.
This can't be happening! This is a misunderstanding! Why? Why did they do that to us? Kurt thought as he ran through the house.
"Oh hey Blaine. You ran in the door so suddenly, what happened?" Carole said, as he ran down the stairs, and through the living room, trying to get to the door.
"Thank you for your hospitality Mrs. Hummel-Hudson." He said, turning around to face her. "But, I'm afraid I won't be around here anymore, so it was nice seeing you." And with that, he ran out of the door, letting it slam behind him.
Soon after, when Kurt came bounding down the stairs, Carole asked, "What's going on? What's wrong with Blaine?"
"I can't talk right now Carole. I'm sorry!" Kurt said, and then opened the door and ran after Blaine, also slamming the door.
"Blaine, wait please!" Kurt said, crying his name as he ran to the driveway to see Blaine getting in his car.
Kurt suddenly got an idea. It was crazy however, but it was his only hope.
Using the fact that they lived in a culdesac, Kurt ran out in the middle of the road and threw his hands out, blocking the only way out when Blaine pulled his car up.
"GET OUT OF THE ROAD!" Blaine shouted angrily, biting back sobs.
"Not until you listen to me, Blaine! Please, I'm begging you." Kurt said, crying.
Blaine turned the car off, and waited for Kurt to climb into the passenger seat of his car.
They sat in an awkward silence, as they both tried to stop crying long enough to speak. After about two minutes, Blaine finally broke the silence.
"So? What is it that you want to say? I just want you out of my car as soon as possible so I can go home and just cry. Meanwhile, you left your girlfriend inside, she's probably wondering where you are-"
"Blaine, listen to me! She's not my girlfriend." Kurt said, tears springing back into his eyes. "Listen to me Blaine." He said, taking both of Blaine's hands from the steering wheel, Blaine still avoiding his eyes. "I do not like Nicki like that. I will never like any girl like that, because I'm gay, Blaine. Nor will I like any other boy like that, because I like you Blaine. No one else. Just you. And it's not just because you're only gay guy that I know that isn't a complete jerk either. It's because you're you."
Blaine was looking at him now. He had tears streaming down his face, but he was looking into Kurt's eyes, listening.
"I like just everything about you. Your smile, your laugh, your voice, god you have a beautiful voice. But, the one thing that I don't like, is when you're crying. I hadn't even known that part of you until today, and I absolutely hated the fact that I caused it. Blaine, I'm so sorry. And I won't ever let anything like this happen again. I promise." Kurt said.
Blaine looked down at his hands, trying to avoid Kurt seeing him blush.
"I love you, Blaine."
Blaine froze. Did I just hear what I thought I heard? He thought as he nearly snapped his head back up to look Kurt in the eyes. It was there. He could see it in his eyes. The love was there.
"Really?" Blaine asked, fresh tears running down his cheeks.
Kurt took one hand away from Blaine's and wiped a tear off of his cheek.
"Yes. I love you Blaine. So much that it hurts sometimes. When I saw you running out of the door, I just about died."
"I love you, too, Kurt."
It was now time for Kurt to start crying, as Blaine leaned forward, pulling his boyfriend by the hands into a deep, slow kiss.
Once they finally broke apart, Blaine turned the car around and pulled back into the driveway. He got out of the car, and took Kurt's hand, slowly leading him up to the steps.
"You know that Nicki's still in there right?" Blaine asked.
"Oh…shit…forgot about her…" Kurt said, feeling a little bad, but then getting angry when he remembered what she almost did. "I'll go talk to her." Kurt said reluctantly, as they both walked inside.
"Nicki?" Kurt said, opening his bedroom door. He gasped.
His room was completely trashed. His blankets were lying on the floor, his books were scattered across the room, his lotions and moisturizers looked like they had been swept off of his vanity.
He walked over to his bed, and screamed when he saw the upside down picture frame. He quickly picked it up, crying tears of relief when he saw that only the glass was broken, and that the woman and child inside were perfectly fine.
It was a picture of himself with his mom. He loved that picture, and kept it on his nightstand to hold and talk to when he was depressed about bullying from school.
Blaine suddenly ran in the room. "Kurt! What's going on? I heard you scream and-" Blaine finally saw Kurt's room.
"What happened in here? Where's Nicki?" Blaine asked.
"I guess this is her goodbye present. At least she didn't crack my mirror. That thing was like $400." Kurt said, laughing slightly. "Thankfully she didn't ruin this picture either." He said, handing the broken frame to Blaine, with his back turned towards him, sitting on the blanketless bed.
"Wow, she's really pretty. Is this your mom?"
"Yeah." Kurt said, sniffling a little. "That's us when I was 6. We were really happy then. But then she died 2 years later. I didn't think I could ever be truly happy again. I mean, yes Mercedes has been a really great best friend, but she didn't completely fill the void. Same with Carole. I love her, but she isn't my mom, and she understands that. Honestly, the first time I was truly happy again," Kurt said, turning towards Blaine with tear-filled eyes, that were threatening to fall, "was when I met you, Blaine. That void, that was put in my heart when my mom died. It's starting to disappear. I mean sure, you can't take my mom's place because you're not a mother, but having someone care about me as much as you do. It made me so happy Blaine. I love you so much." Kurt said, barely able to get the words out because he was crying so much. "I'm opening myself up to you, and I believe you when you say that you love me back. I just want you to know, that at this point in our relationship, my heart is in your hands. Whether you choose to keep it, or break it is up to you. You're the only one that can." Kurt finished, turning back around, putting his head down, and holding himself.
Blaine could see Kurt's body shaking with sobs.
"Kurt…" He said, walking over to him, and sitting next to him on the bed.
Kurt looked up, and stared at Blaine with eyes that nearly broke his heart. Tears were still streaming down his face, his eyes were red, and they looked very sad, yet full of all the love he had.
Blaine nearly started crying, but instead decided to climb up on the bed. He leaned against the headboard, and held out his arms.
"Come here, baby." Blaine said, his voice full of comforting.
Kurt crawled onto the bed and snuggled up against Blaine, his head resting on Blaine's chest, as he took in his scent, calming down.
"I'd never do that to you." He said simply, no doubt in his mind. "Honestly Kurt, I can see a future for us. This isn't the typical high school relationship. I'm not just saying I love you, because I am able so say those words. I say it because I mean it. I'm not a little 13 year old who thinks their old enough to throw the word love around like it means nothing. It means everything."
Blaine pushed Kurt away from him a little, so he could look into his eyes.
"When I 'thought' I loved Jeremiah, I actually just liked his looks, and the fact that he was also gay. I tried to make myself fall in love with him. Because I've never had anyone like me like that. Until you came into my life that is." He said, smiling. When Kurt returned his smile, Blaine continued kept talking. "Falling in love with you was completely different than me trying to fall in love with Jeremiah, because loving you just comes naturally. I love you Kurt, and I'll keep your heart. I'd never break it even if I could." Blaine said, pulling Kurt into a gentle kiss.
Blaine decided to help Kurt pick up his room. It was a complete mess that ended up taking about 2 hours to clean.
"Hey, what time is it? I have to be home by 10 or my parents'll kill me." Blaine said with a laugh, Kurt laughing along with him.
Kurt looked at his watch, and gasped. He read the time "11:21" very slowly.
"Shit!" Blaine said, pulling his phone out of his pocket. 12 missed calls. All from mom. Damn phone, you choose now to be on silent?
"I…" Blaine managed to get out, before running out the door.
Kurt followed out after him, running with him to his car.
Before Blaine left, he rolled down his window and beckoned Kurt to him. When Kurt got up to the window Blaine kissed him lightly.
"I love you. Never forget that Kurt. Okay?" Blaine said
"Okay. I love you too." Kurt said, giving him another peck on the lips, before backing up, not wanting his feet to get run over.
Blaine waved goodbye before backing out of the driveway.
Okay Blaine. You've missed curfew. Blaine thought to himself. You're totally screwed, when you get home.
He pulled into his driveway.
WELL WHAT DO YOU THINK? I got it done by today, like I said I would in a reply to a review. I'm not even sure where those replies go…
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Anyways.
PLEASE REVIEW! I need you guys to tell me what I'm doing wrong or right. Guys, I know you read my stories because I've gotten about 50 emails from saying that so and so has added my story to their favorites list (which actually makes me happy because FAVORITE STORY LIST? YOU LIKE MY PIECE OF SHIT WRITING? I LOVE YOU GUYS), so read, and take time to review hm? Sound good? I'm gonna start writing this next chapter today, and who knows. We might have a double post. :D Wouldn't that be exciting. OKAY I'M LEAVING NOW.
But just a little tip. Blaine's parents will be making an appearance in the next chapter. Ohho. Okay, bye now. Itekimasu~
