Kurt quickly rubbed concealer under his eyes to hide all the bags. He had been crying since last night and he didn't need anyone to know that.
He gathered his books for his next class and slammed his locker. He started to go to the science classroom when there was Blaine, looking as dreamy as ever but something was different.
His hair was still all gelled up. He was still wearing a bow tie and his favorite pair of boat shoes. No, it was the fact that he wasn't smiling.
Kurt died inside at that thought, knowing that Blaine smiled all the time.
Blaine wasn't really frowning but he wasn't exactly grinning with delight either. He looked horrible, like he had been crying all night as well.
Blaine glanced quickly at Kurt, giving him a bitter glare and then shaking his head, looked down on the floor as he entered the math classroom.
Kurt felt absolutely horrible. He couldn't take being hated by Blaine. But it was probably for the best.
Sighing, he went to his next class doodling all over his notebook, *Blaine*.
"Hey, Blaine! What's wrong,dude?"Finn said taking his seat next to Blaine in Senior Math Class.
"Nothing, man. It's cool."Blaine answered, even giving a fake smile. Finn wasn't convinced but he let it go.
Blaine sighed. He hated giving that icy glare at Kurt. To be honest, he couldn't actually hate Kurt.
He knew it wasn't all Kurt's fault. It was selfish of him to ask Kurt that.
He read Kurt's text last night and it broke his heart. Was Kurt serious about breaking up? Because the thought of that made Blaine sick. He wanted to reply, but just didn't know what. It was heartbreaking for kurt to say that. Blaine would never be okay once they broke up. He would be a mess.
Everything would go downhill from there. Blaine wish he could just show Kurt that. But Kurt didn't even look back at him, and with that Blaine was filled with a new rage.
Blaine shook that thought instantly. He loved Kurt and would never be angry at him. He would never ever dream of breaking up with Kurt but he thought that they could use a few days apart.
Blaine shrugged, opened his book and started getting ready for class.
"Kurt, you okay?"Mercedes asked Kurt at lunch.
"Yeah, I'm fantastic."Kurt replied trying to hide th saracasm in his voice.
"You are not okay. Is it because of Blaine?"Rachel asked taking a seat next to Kurt and holding his free hand.
Kurt nodded, tears almost falling from his eyes.
"What did he do this time?"Rachel demanded, a hint of anger in her voice.
"It wasn't his fault. It was mine. He asked me if I would choose New York over him and I couldn't answer so he stormed off and we haven't talked since."Kurt said in between a few sobs.
"Really? I thought it was okay for him."Rachel said rubbing Kurt's back.
"I thought so too but after he helped me open the letter, he immediately asked me. And I-I couldn't answer because I was speechless."Kurt said burying his face into his hands.
"So i texted him that we'll have to take a break. But I didn't specify how long. You should've seen his face, Rachel. It was pure sadness, anger and hatred. He wouldn't look into my eyes."Kurt added.
"He'll come around, Kurt. I know he will. He's crazy about you and he won't let New York destroy what you have. And you shouldn't too."Rachel said, smiling at Kurt. "Come on, let's go. We're gonna be late for class."She added taking Kurt's hand.
He sighed, but smiled at Rachel. He pulled her into a hug and said,"Thanks, Rach!" Rachel beamed at him and they took off to their next class.
"Okay, this week's assignment is to find a song about your hopes for the future. Pick a partner and start thinking about your song choices."Mr.
Schue said clasping his hands together.
Damn, Blaine was he supposed to forget about what Kurt said with this sort of assignment.
Kurt read Blaine's face completely. They wouldn't be partners for this week. Rachel, seeing Kurt's face whispered to Finn,"Hey, why don't we try something new this week? I'll partner up with Kurt and you'll be with Blaine. Got it?" "Sure. What's going on between them?"Finn said willingly but a bit confused. "I'll tell you later, it's a complicated story."Rachel said. Finn smiled, gave Rachel a kiss on the cheek and strode towards Blaine.
"Hey, man, wanna be partners?"Finn asked. Blaine looked a little confused at first then smiled. "Sure, dude. That'll be awesome."He replied.
Kurt saw the scene entirely and sat beside Rach. "Thanks, Rach. I owe you one."He said to her, hugging her slightly.
"It's nothing, really. So let's go over our song choices."Rachel said, smiling at Kurt but almost immediately she opened her songbook.
Kurt laughed to himself. He found himself staring at Blaine, whose eyebrows were knitted together, thinking hard of a suitable song for the assignment. Kurt thought Blaine looked absolutely adorable but staring at him only made him feel worse.
"How about Hold your Dream from fame?"Kurt asked Rachel. Her eyes almost instantly shined with excitement.
"That's perfect! I love it! Let's do it!"She replied. Kurt laughed and took out his phone to download the lyrics from the song.
"Hey."Kurt said to Blaine after Glee club.
"Hey."Blaine replied, not even looking up.
"So what are you guys singing?"Kurt asked.
"Haven't decided yet. I'm gonna go to the library tomorrow to check some records."Blaine answered.
"Ohh. Okay. Anyway, I gotta go."Kurt said turning away quickly but Blaine grabbed his arm.
"Hey, I'm sorry."Blaine muttered.
Kurt sighed. "I'm way more sorry than you."he said.
"I love you."Blaine said, squeezing Kurt's hand.
"I love you too, but it doesn't change the fact that we need some time apart. It pains me to be separated from you but it's probably for the best."Kurt said looking down.
"Kurt... We don't have to..."Blaine started but Kurt cut him short. "Yes Blaine, we do. At least only for a few days. I need to think and you do too."Kurt explained. Blaine started to protest but Kurt kissed him on the cheek and immediately walked away.
Kurt never looked back, but his eyes were filled with a million tears.
Blaine sobbed, wanting so hard to cry, but he couldn't and wouldn't. He had to respect Kurt's wishes. He grabbed his things, ran to his car with a smile, thinking,"We haven't broken up yet. And it's only a few days. it won't kill me to get some me time." but his heart was still in a million pieces.
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