"What the hell are you doing?" Gen asked me.

I had tears in my eyes, "I don't know," I said, "leaving with Nick."

Nick grabbed my hand and we headed out. I saw Harry walking down the street. I could see that he was broken to pieces and it was all my fault. I was about to run to him but Nick caught my hand, "leave him. We have a lot to catch up to," Nick said.

He opened the door for me to get in. I looked at Harry again and went in. I'm such a bitch! How could I do this to Harry. I didn't know why I accepted this in the first place. I guess maybe he made me feel special because of the proposal. He made me feel wanted, loved.

But Harry loved me too.

"You're awfully quiet," Nick said.

"I'm just happy," I lied, "that I finally got back with you." An even bigger lie.

We arrived at his place and went inside, "May I use the bathroom?" I asked him.

"Sure," Nick said, "Use the one in my bedroom."
I went to his bedroom and straight into the bathroom. I cried and cried. How could I do this to myself, to Harry, to my friends?

After what seemed an eternity stuck in the bathroom I left and went to his room. I was shocked to see Nick with only his boxers on, "What the hell?" I asked him.

"Since we are getting married, we could just get to the advantages of marriage," he said.

"What advantages of marriage?" I asked suspicious.

"Do I have to spell it out for you?" he asked me, "let's get to work. Take off that dress."

"I will not take off my dress," I said.

"If you won't, I will," he said as he came over me.

He lifted me and slammed me on the bed. He literally jumped on to me and started kissing me roughly. He unzipped my dress. No matter how hard I struggled I couldn't get him off me. He continued to kiss me roughly, "Get…off…me," I screamed.

"No, I won't," he said, "we're getting married. So I'll get whatever I want from you."

"We're not married yet," I screamed, "you're a bastard."

"Let me do my work," he said, "keep me entertained."

He continued abusing me. I gave in and continued with him so maybe he would decide to leave me alone, "Now this isn't hard isn't it," he said.

I looked around the room in frustration and I saw his bedside lamp, "Let me switch on the lamp to see you better," I said to him.

"Sure," he said. I grabbed the lamp as fast as I could and hit him on the back of his head with it. He blacked out. I pushed him off of me and zipped up my dress. I ran out in the road and ran to Harry's house, he didn't live far away from Nick.

Why the hell did I come here? He doesn't want to see me. I started walking and after about four hours I arrived at my house. Gen's car was parked meaning she was already there. I unlocked the door and went inside.

Gen looked at me with an angry expression on her face and at that I broke into tears. I feel on the floor and curled in a ball. She came over to my side, "What happened?" she asked me in a concerned voice.

I told her how Nick tried to abuse me and she turned red in the face with anger. I had thrown the ring away while walking down the road, "I told you a million times that Nick's a pig. How do you think Harry feels? No one has heard from him since what happened at the bar!"

"I'll try to call him," I said, "Maybe he'll answer me."

I dialled Harry's number and called him, no response.

Harry's POV

How could she do this to me? I can't live like this, I love her so much!

Thoughts burned the inside of my head. I felt my phone vibrate. I looked at it. The screen said 'Lore'. I didn't know whether to take it or not. I cut the line but soon afterwards she called again. I decided that I should answer her, "What do you want?" I said trying to hold back the tears.

"Forgiveness," she said, "Please."
"I don't know," I said and I cut the line….

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