Emotions

By Lilith Shii

Disclaimer: I do not own DBZ! I don't!

A/N: Now, this is Bulma's point. I'm sorry if isn't long, but the feelings of hers come later into the chapter once the news had been told to her by Goku.

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Chapter Two: Heartache

The sky was thickening with chaos and terror after what Vegeta had demonstrated. Bulma stared at the ring that was now empty, and placed her fingers against her chest. She couldn't believe what she had seen! Vegeta, the prince of her dreams! So loyal and so passionate had killed over two hundred innocent people in the stadium. She clinched her fist, but couldn't have the feeling over anger in her. It was…her heart breaking. It was painful to see how he acted, so cold like he was years ago, in the beginning. She shivered, feeling her legs wanting to give out. She turned slowly to Yamcha, and tried to keep her eyes from letting the tears flow. She didn't know what was happening. What was wrong with him? Before she could ask these questions to him, Chi-chi interrupted her train of thoughts.

"Where are the boys…?" She croaked, and clinched the railing. She looked around worriedly, while Bulma felt her mind click. Trunks.

"Trunks!" She shouted, and sprinted to left side, and started to run down the steps. She needed to find her son, she didn't know if he had seen it or not. She hoped that he didn't, she didn't want him to! She kept her pace in the sprint, stopping occasionally to look through the dark tunnels of the Tournament stadium.

"Trunks! Goten!" She yelled both of their names, and looked worriedly.

Her heart pumped hard while her teeth bit deep into her bottom lip. This was scaring her, where was her son? This was all going too fast, Vegeta killing those people, her son suddenly going missing? She felt her heart race, and the quivering from the nervous feeling deep down in her stomach was making her slip on her feet. Her beautiful, blue her whipped side to side when she ran. Finally, Yamcha grabbed a hold of her when he had gotten to her.

"Bulma!"

"No, Yamcha! Let me go! I have to find Trunks, I have to!" She whimpered, and fell to her knees, while her voice was starting to break. She couldn't take this; her head was pounding furiously while her limbs shook vigorously. Yamcha held her close, and lifted her up to her feet.

"I can tell they're not here, Bulma. They must've followed Goku and Vegeta."

"Yamcha! They don't know what's happening between those two! Not even I do!" She screamed, and tried not to pound his chest in fury. The other caught up, and waited for Yamcha's answer since this was all confusing to them.

"Then we'll have to take the plane. We'll have a better chance finding them in the sky than in the ground!" Yamcha suggested, and everybody nodded in agreement. Bulma tried to nod, but her mind was racing to even pay attention to his words. Vegeta…What happened to you…? Bulma lowered her head, and walked with everybody else, while Chi-chi tried to console her. The women held each other's hands while Bulma kept herself from crying. She had to understand what was going on!

"Chi-chi…I don't understand, why did Vegeta had those eyes…"

"I have no clue, Bulma. But…" She shut herself up, before she said something hurtful. This wasn't a time to scold about Vegeta. Especially with his wife who was breaking down bit by bit.

Vegeta. My love…What happened…? What changed you from the wonderful, yet stubborn man that I love? Your eyes were so dark, that not even a speck of light was allow to go through. Your face was so hateful, and careless, it hurt to even think that you killed those people! No, not the Vegeta I love. This is…Too much. I can't take it…

Bulma walked into the front seat of the plane, and sat down. She looked down at dashboard, and bit her bottom lip.

Vegeta…Please be okay…I love you too much to lose you. I need to find Trunks, I do. I need to find both of you, I wouldn't know what to do if you both leave me. I won't be able to take it…Please be alright, I'm begging you, I won't be able to live without you…