Hey guys, thank you for all of the subscriptions and listings as favorite stories already. It is really encouraging. I didn't say it in the last chapter, but unfortunately I do not own twilight, or any of the characters. I am going to try updating once a day, maybe once every two, but we will see.
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Beep…Beep…Beep…Beep…
What the heck? I didn't even have an alarm, what was that sound? I opened my eyes, slowly, and was very surprised at what I saw. I was not in my room, or in my house, nor was I in Jake's house. It looked like I was in a hospital room, but the last thing I remembered was… oh no! Jake phased. I looked down at myself and sure enough I was covered in plaster. There was no pain, but I could tell that I was pretty messed up. I wondered if I would look like Emily now. I most likely had scars running all down my body. Jake was so mad, I did not expect him to be so angry with me. He always seemed to like kids, he was great with them, so what was so scary about having his own even if he was only 17? What was so bad that he would phase not a meter away from me? He was always so careful, making sure whenever he was mad he would leave the room or calm himself carefully. But he just lost control. He didn't want a baby. I heard the door creak.
"Bells?" Jacob asked hesitantly. He looked horrible. I had never seen him like this. There was tear marks running down his eyes, he looked as though he hadn't slept in days, and smelt like he hadn't showered either, even across the room I could smell him.
"Jake" I croaked out, my voice, it sounded awful.
"Bella, I am so, so sorry-" He started but he broke of into tears. I had never seen him like this.
"Jake come here, it is alright." He came and sat on the edge of my cot, careful to bump me.
"I didn't mean to over-react like that, and then I phased and it was too late to do anything. I realized what I had done in an instant. You, there was s-s-so m-m-uch b-blood."
"Jake it is okay, you didn't mean to, I will be fine. How bad am I anyway?"
"We think you are going to have scars running up your body, you have four broken ribs, I shattered your collarbone and your shoulder. There was some internal bleeding, you had two blood transfusions, because you lost so much blood and you had high blood pressure for a while. It went down last night. You have been in a mild coma for 4 days." He was still crying but now it was silent. I had no idea it was this bad, one of the risks of having a werewolf boyfriend I guess.
"What about the baby, is the baby alright?" I asked hesitantly, I knew this was a soft topic but I had to know.
"I told the doctor and he did a blood test, the baby is fine. The only thing is that it has more of a risk of being premature because of all the stress this has put on your body and your high blood pressure that you had." At least my baby was okay, well our baby.
"Jake, what happened? Is having a child with me that repulsive?"
"No! No, of course not, I love you. I just, I don't know. I know there is meant to be a big huge reason why I phased, but there isn't. You have to believe me, I did not mean for this to happen. I love you, and I am sure I am going to love this baby too. It was just a shock. Just a shock." He trailed off, looking like he was going to burst into tears again.
"Jacob, it is going to be fine I am going to heal, and then I will go home and everything will be back to normal. Everything will be fine."
"Trust you to be the one calming me. I should be comforting you. I hurt you Bella, so, so much. I just…."
"Just what Jacob?"
"It just gets me thinking, maybe Edward would have been better of for you." I narrowed my eyes; he knew how I didn't like to speak about Edward. Even now I was with Jake and pregnant with his baby, I couldn't talk about him.
"Edward left me Jake, he didn't want me anymore. He hurt me."
"Not as much as I hurt you."
"But I will heal Jacob, I will go back to being the same as before, just fatter." I giggled at the end; the seriousness of this conversation was too much.
"Not fat, pregnant. There is a massive difference." I rolled my eyes.
"Yeah, sure."
"I am going to go get a nurse to tell her you are awake. Then I will get your dad." He kissed me on the forehead, about the only spot on my body that was not covered in plaster.
"Jake?"
"Yes Bell?" He turned around again, mid stride out the door.
"What is the story? You know the cover up?"
"Oh, you were attacked by an animal. I brought you here. They all think I am the hero…" And he turned again, most likely so I could not see the anger on his face, and left.
