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Edward is not going to come back for a while yet because I want him to come back when Bella is extremely pregnant, to emphasize it. But you are going to be hearing from him a little in this chapter, get excited!

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-IWISHIWASNTATWIEHART

An animal attack, well that wasn't going too hard to pretend, after all it WAS an animal that attacked me, just not many people knew that that animal also morphed into a human. Jake had said that everyone was calling him the hero; I knew that was not good. He was clearly beating himself up majorly about this, not that I blamed him for it, but the fact that everyone was going to be applauding him for what he did was not going to be good for him.

"Knock, Knock." Came a cheerful voice from the door, I turned my head and smiled.

"Hi Emily."

"Your awake! We were getting really worried!"

"Don't worry I am okay, I think they had me totally doped out on pain medication, because I can't feel anything."

"That sounds about right. That's what happened to me when I woke up."

"Did Sam, beat himself up for ages? How did you get him to stop?"

"I thought you might want to know that, that's why I stopped by. Well when Sam phased near me, he was so upset and angry at himself for a few months afterwards. But then you are a lot more messed up than I was." I noticed how neither one of us used the word attacked when describing how they phased near us.

"So Jacob is going to beat himself up for months, like how many are we talking 3? 5? 9?"

"Well again I was a lot less hurt, but he was really bad for about 4, but he still is mad at himself, that's why he hates it when anyone stares at my scars."

"But Emily, I am sure you know about my pregnancy by now, the baby is going to be due in about 7 months, maybe earlier because of all of my body stress. He can't still be beating himself up, I can't raise a child by myself, especially not while I am still in high school."

"Yeah Bella, I am going to give you some warning, everyone now knows. Well by everyone I mean the pack, Jacob of course, your dad, your mom. But I am sure he will be there for you. He is going to feel so bad, he will do pretty much everything for you, so you will pretty much have your own slave for the pregnancy. It is good news by the way, are you excited?"

"Not really, I mean I am more nervous. Obviously we did not plan for a child, I mean maybe in the long term but defiantly not now. I am worried about school, I don't want to drop out, but I am worried about all of the people. I know everyone will find out about it eventually, but I don't want to deal with all of the crap that comes with a teenage pregnancy."

"Bella, don't worry. It will be fine and we will all be here for you. You have a massive support base."

"Thanks Emily."

"Well I better be going, I think your dad is on his way up to see you. But I wanted to stop in, say hi and let you know if you need any help with anything give me a call. Oh and also keep those scars you are going to have covered up for a while, it will help Jacob get over it."

"Bye Em." And then I was left alone again. I braced myself for the visit of my dad.

EPOV

Pain. Was there anything else that the world held for me. Everything meant nothing without your reason for existing. I saw the reason why we had to be apart, I understood it, even believed it, but the reality was pain. Bella deserved better than me, myself being with her, I could hurt her at any moment. At any second she could get to close and then her life would be over. She was better off without anything supernatural in her life, to have it as any normal human being would. That is why my family and myself must never see her again.

But I could feel myself changing, my resolve slipping. There was nothing I wanted more than to be with her, to just see her, to hear her laugh, to be able to hold her close and tell her that I was going to protect her. I just hoped that I could be strong enough to stay away from her. I owed her that much.

I was in the middle of the forest, with no one surrounding me and I left so alone. It is not because of the lack of humans or animals around me that I felt alone, I felt alone in myself. I was used to this feeling though, it had remained with me since I realized that I was going to have to detach myself from Bella. With a heavy, silent, dead heart, I sprinted around in circles until I found a small deer. It wasn't much, but it didn't matter. It kept me going.

What did you think? Did you like Edward? Please review. I don't know whether you want me to keep doing little bits from Edward or just leave him alone until he comes back into the story for good. Let me know what you think!