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-Leah's Point of View-

"What the fuck do you want, Paul?" I growled even though my heart was beating faster then a drum. He was staring at me for awhile until he started glaring at me. "Yeah yeah fuck you too." I muttered and walked away. He would do things like that to me from time to time. I got into my car and drove off towards my house. Because of Paul, I've never really been in a relationship. I was never one to go out with someone while having feelings for another. It felt like cheating, and I didn't like the feeling. When I got home Mom's car wasn't there and I sighed. Yeah Dad and Mom were always out on some kind of date or something. Seth was in the living room with Jacob, his idol. I waved at them and went into the kitchen. Jacob also happened to be my first boyfriend. He really loved me but I explained why we couldn't go out anymore after about six months of dating. He understood because he used to be in love with a chick named Bella. He knew what that long time love for another but not receiving it back felt like. When I told him he had softly kissed me and whispered 'I get it, Lee.' when I had explained. He was now one of my best friends along with Emily.

"Hey, honey whats been going on?" Jacob said with a giant smile.

"Nothing. I'm going to a party with Emily tonight." I muttered and got a Dr. Pepper from the fridge. Jacob sat on a stool and nodded.

"Paul is going to be there." he said with a grim expression,

"You're right about that." I answered and rolled my eyes. "How do I get over this shit, Jacob. You know that I hate asking for help but you the only one I trust with this confusion. Sure Emily knows about it, but your the only one who REALLY knows."

"That means lot Leah. I think the only way to get over something is to confront it and then see what happens. You know what they say, If you love something let it go if it never comes back it never was yours." Jacob said with that old soul look he sometimes gets.

"So you want me to tell Paul that I love him then see what happens?" I asked raising an eyebrow.

"Simple as this. At the party when you are about to leave walk pass him whisper 'I like you' then walk off and disappear into the crowd it would leave him confused then see what happens later. If he tries to follow you then run the hell out. Just don't confront him right away." Jacob said grinning. " You will be too emotion filled to really respond to him and that would just equal disaster. Or better yet write it down on a paper and slip it into his hand!"

"Are you sure your not a girl under all that manliness?" I teased and he rolled his eyes.

"I just want you to be happy babe. Promise me one thing though." Jacob whispered.

"Yeah?" I asked.

"If that bastard hurts you, tell me. I want to be the first one to kick his ass." Jacob growled and I laughed. I hugged him and walked to the door.

"I got to go pick up Emily. I'll call to check in later. Love you guys." I yelled and went to my car.

When I got to Emily's house I honked the horn and she came running out. She was wearing a white mini shirt and a light pink tank top the showed her bellybutton. It was her 'accidental' clothes. When ever Emily went to a party and Sam was going to be there she would put on this type of clothes and drop something that would stain on it right next to him. It'll be chance to feel his hands on her and give him a chance to feel her if you know what I mean. I got my i-pod off the passenger seat, while Emily tried to get in quickly because it was raining a little bit. "Hey, Leah. Your car smells good! What is the scent?" Emily said grinning.

"It's raspberry. That spray from this store on-line. It's insanely cheap." I answered.

"Can you give me the website? I need some for my room." Emily said and I nodded.

"So what do you have on your I-pod play list?" she asked and looked through it. I frowned my and Em's music taste differed a lot. She was into Wayne and stuff. While I was into stuff like Three Days Grace and Linking Park. "Why do you listen to this crap? Maybe I'll give you some Cd's that I've already inserted into my I-pod. Oh, here's a song I know! Jars of Hearts." she mumbled and then looked at me. "You got this because of Paul. No?" she asked.

"No, Em. I got my music for me." I muttered and rolled my eyes. She thinks that everything I did was because of Paul. It hardly ever was.

We got to the party and I lost Emily as soon as we passed the punch bowl that most likely was spiked. I went straight to my basketball friends. "Hey Bitch!" Krissy said with a lil bit of drunk slur.

"Hey Krissy. What have you been up to?" I said.

"Making out with a hottie." she said with a giant grin. Then Ivan came up behind her. He was the second foot ball star right behind Paul. He grinned at me then went into a game of tongue wrestle with Krissy. I left before I saw something I didn't want to see. Almost as fast as I had arrived I noticed I didn't belong here. Everyone was drunk, making out, or having sex. I didn't drink, or any of the other things. I turned around and started heading to the door when I felt a arm around me. I turned around ready to punch the hell out of this guy. When I saw that it was Paul.

"What the fuck do you want?" I growled still on the verge of punching him.

"Where are you headed?" He asked in a low voice that I noticed right away. This wasn't big time Paul it was Kindergarden Paul, not the asshole but my friend,

"Are you drunk?" I asked

"No, I'm not stupid enough to do that shit." Paul said then repeated his question.

"I'm headed him away from here, and away from you." I said with a glare that would make weaker men cower in fear, but not Paul.

"Great I'll go with you." he said and started pulling me to the door. I let myself believe that he was going to go to my house and we would talk about everything and turn out to be in love with each other but I brought myself to reality.

"No. I'm not some whore." I growled and tried pulling my hand away. His hand was nearly burning into my skin.

"I never called you a whore, Leah." he said with his eyebrow raised.

"Exactly and I'm not going to give you a reason to start calling me that. So let go of my hand and leave me alone." I said and tried pulling harder.

"Leah, I need to keep an eye on you." Paul said and started again pulling me to the door.

I got my left hand up and punched him right in the jaw. Everything froze then and I gasped.

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