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-Paul's Point Of View ;)-

I walked, and walked. I had my I-pod on and was listening to I'm Not The One By The Black Keys. "I've been tried And I've been tested I was born tired And I never got rested Harder than Marble stone I'm better off Better off left alone" I whispered the lyrics, as I got soaked with rain water. I put the volume to maximum and my thoughts went to Leah. My dad killed her dad, that old drunk finally did something so stupid that it made me wish I was never born. He hurt even more people then usual and not only that he killed someone, but also killed someone that was close to someone that was dear to my heart. Leah, she must hate me so much...for being that bastards son!

I swear that if I could I'll kill that asshole! "Cause I'm not the one No I'm not the one You wanted it all But I'll give you none Cause, I'm not the one." Leah is never going to love me back now and because of that my life is more fucked up then when it started. My dad was the town drunk, my mom the towns bitch and me the poor boy. Not many know about my dad because of the fact that he didn't live in the same rez. He moved as soon as my mom knew she was preggo with me.

"Well, like a toy To a kid I said jump And mama you did You know, your daddy knows And your mama knows That's wrong So now it's time For me to move on." I didn't even know my grandparents. That bastard...I should be with Leah, but...

"Cause I'm not the one No I'm not the one You wanted it all But I'll give you none Cause, I'm not the one" I whispered again. I loved Leah, but she was something off limits to me. She helped me through so much she help make the person I am today. But I have nothing to offer a girl like Leah Beth Clearwater.

"You think That I'm normal But all these years I'm just trying to warn you You'd do good To move on No it won't Hurt me none Cause I'm not the one No I'm not the one You wanted it all But I'll give you none Cause, I'm not the one." As the song finished I looked up to see that I was at the Clearwater's house. What the hell was I doing here? As a car was pulling in I stepped behind a tree. It was Jacob's car, He walked out then around his car. He picked up someone out of the truck and shh-ed them. But they wouldn't stop sobbing...he whispered something and the sobs got quiet. As he turned towards the house I saw Leah's long hair.

It was Leah! The confident, girl that kicks ass at everything she does and nothing can break her armor was crying. In Jacob's arms! Ahh, what the hell does he got that I don't? It doesn't matter, my dad caused those heart broken sobs, that bastard. Once Jacob got him and Leah inside I waited. Almost ten minutes later Leah's room light went on. Jacob put her in her bed and turned around to leave, but an arm stretched out towards him pulling him back to bed. I growled and turned around quickly. If I had a choice I would go in there and kick his fucking useless life!

I hate fucking Jacob Black! I felt anger so strong I had to leave or I would walk inside and kick ass. I slowly walked towards my 'house'. In reality it was only a shed or barn type building that was 'fixed' by the men in the tribe. My mom wasn't home, which I was used to. I went and took a quick shower before going to bed.

*Dream*

I was in a car, that wasn't mine. A man was next to me, he looked like my dad. He was laughing and seemed drunk, yeah it was my dad. "What the hell dad?" I yelled when he pulled the wheel left. He hit something hard. I got out and ran to the thing. It was Leah. I felt the tears going down my cheek. Her lively brown eyes were dull and blood was coming out of her mouth. She muttered something and as I put my ear closer to her lips she whispered, "Murderer." I laid her head down and stepped away. Her blood was on my hands when I heard cops coming my dad had already ran and the cops had their guns pulled out and pointing towards me.

"Sir, Step away from the body please. Just relax and put your hands where we can see them." one officer said. I turned towards Leah and I hear them shot, right into my heart. I fell onto my knees and slowly I dropped to the floor.

*End Dream*

I sat up breathing hard, I was in my room, on my bed. My clock said four o' clock and I knew what woke me up was my alarm. I slowly got out of bed and slipped my jeans on. I went to brush my teeth and grab a clean shirt. I wrote a quick 'at work' note for my mom then left. I got in my car and drove to Forks.

When I got to the always open coffee shop I put on my apron and hat. Then I got ready for my day...it felt like it was going to be a long one.

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