So this is where the story really begins. All mistakes are my own, english is not my first language so you'll have to forgive me if the grammer isn't perfect.
When I wrote this and when I read Jacob/Edward fics I don't envision Robert Pattinson or Taylor Lautner. I didn't really like the cast they chose for the movies and I've only seen the first. Don't worry though, I read all the books before the movies came out ;). And if you like them, then let them be the faces in this story!

Anyway, for you who would like to see how I (kinda) imagine Edward and Jacob:
http : / / shechive . files . wordpress . com /2011/10/ eye-candy-rick-mora-6 . jpg?w= 500&h= 745
http : / / shechive . files . wordpress . com /2011/10/ eye-candy-rick-mora-23 . jpg?w= 500&h= 689
That's my jacob, but try imagine him a bit younger. This beauty is Rick Mora.

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http : / / imstars . aufeminin . com/stars/fan/tom-sturridge/tom-sturridge-20090326-500949 . jpg
And those two are my Eddy, 1st pic Nicholas hoult, 2nd Tom Sturridge, it shifts depending on what mood I'm in. Sometimes I even imagine Ed Westwick!

Chapter 1

The thing about Forks was that it was really small, okay not small in size, but small in population. They lived in the outskirt of it, and their house was surrounded trees, everywhere. Ever heard the saying "You can't see the forest for all the trees"? Well that was quite how it was. And it was really beautiful and peaceful, but for a nineteen year old boy who was used to spend his time with people surrounding him, it was quite dull.

Their father had gotten a job rather quickly in town and spent his days there. Before they got here the townspeople had to travel quite a bit to get real medical help, so when they and their father, who was a doctor, arrived everyone were thrilled.

His sister loved it though, the mind of a six year old was an amazing thing. And his father had come out of his shell like state, he even smiled every now and then. So, bored as Edward was, he still knew this was for the best.

There was a family who lived a bit into the woods, they had two daughters – both under ten. Which was perfect for Alice. Ever since they moved to Forks she and the two girls had played almost every day.

'But it wouldn't hurt to have someone my age close by…'

"Eddie, Eddie! Can you take me to Bella and Renesmee? Pleeasee!" Alice interrupted his train of thought. Which really didn't matter since he was quite bored.

"All right, all right Alice. Calm down will you? Do they know you are coming today?"

Alice gave him a "what do you think" kind of look and sighed.

"… Yeah, you're right. Stupid question, silly big brother eh? Just give me one minute." He grabbed his coat and they headed out.

They walked through the woods in a slow pace. Alice ending up on his back as she always did.

She was awfully quiet this day, which was strange since there hadn't been a waking moment were his sister hadn't opened her mouth. Hell, he didn't know one single six year old who wouldn't go a minute without talking.

"Alice my dear, is something troubling you this day?"

He was met with silence, but his sister answered after a while thoughtfully.

"Brother, shouldn't you find friends as well? Or at least something to do during the day when dad's away. I know you don't like playing me and my friends, but it must be awfully boring in the house all by yourself."

He hadn't expected this question. To be honest, he hadn't thought his baby sister worried about him in that way. He hadn't thought about it to be honest. Yes it was quite dull where they lived, but he always found something to do… there was chopping wood, cleaning, reading, sleeping… all right, he was bored beyond tears.

"I don't know doll, there isn't much for me to do, and I haven't seen many my age around here."

This was met with silence.

"Ali-"

"I know! Why don't you become an explorer? Renesmee and Bella told me about a place not too far from here. You can explore it! Me, Bella and Renesmee can't since their parents think it's too unsafe for girls our age and I know dad would be against me going. But you can!"

"Haha. Sure, sure hon. Maybe I'll do that. Off my back now, we're here now"

At first, he had brushed of his sisters suggestion. He didn't know this place well enough yet. But then the other part of his brain told him he would never know this place well enough if he didn't try to get to know it. But he had ignored that piece of knowledge. Until he had found himself with nothing to do yet again. He had tried to push the thought away, he really had. But an adventure was an adventure.

And with that in mind, he packed what he might need, left a note to his father telling him not to be worried and if he wasn't home in a few days to come and look for him. He hoped he wouldn't worry too much, which he was certain he would, but Edward was nineteen soon to be twenty. They needed to let go of the accident. It would do his father no good to worry about him his whole life, it would do them no good to let what happened define the rest of their lives.

With that he was off.

'This might be really stupid…'

'Okay, this was definitely a stupid thing to do…'

He thought after walking around for what felt like hours. His feet hurt, blisters on both of them, and his back was sore. Well, he had been a city kid his whole life. Always taking a carriage if he wanted to go somewhere. But to be honest, he hadn't thought walking around for a bit would be this tiresome.

It was a good thing he had carved the trees he had passed if he wanted to go back or be found, but his stubborn side had kicked in a long time ago. He would spend at least one night out here, and since it was still bright he would keep walking.

And walking he did, he walked and walked and walked.

'Well, this is a pretty place. It almost seems as if it's taken from a fairytale.'

He stopped every now and then to take out his sketchpad and pencil to draw everything he found worthy of showing his family. At one point he had encountered a baby deer, which he had drawn immediately. His sister had never seen one, he didn't know if she even knew what a deer was. To be honest, this was his first time seeing one in the wild.

After walking a bit more, he finally reached a small river. His pocket watch showed him that it was about two in the afternoon, and after walking for hours on end, with only small breaks every now and then, he decided this was a good place to take a longer break to eat and rest.

This being his first "expedition" he couldn't help but to feel exhausted.

'I'll just take a little nap to build up my energy'

And in no time he had fallen asleep, hidden behind the tall reed.

He was woken up by the sound of water splashing, and since this was in the middle of the forest, a forest filled with wild and dangerous animals (at least he thought it was), he decided to keep as quiet as possible. But he was a curious boy after all.

'And how dangerous could one small peek be anyway?'

He had expected to see, more like wanted to see a big bear or a wolf. That would be an exciting story to tell his sister. And he could make up some things to make it more interesting as well. Like how the animal had attacked him, and he had fought for his life… or something like that. The kid was six, she would believe anything. What he hadn't expected to see was a young man. And a small peek turned into a long stare. He found it impossible to tear his eyes of the youth. He was beautiful.

His skin was darker, which wasn't a hard thing to accomplish with Edward having the usual pasty white British skin, but the boy's skin was darker than the people who had lived here for a long time. And wet in the sun, it seemed to glow bronze. His hair was straight, pitch black, shining a rich dark brown colour where the suns rays hit it, and long. Reaching his back. He couldn't see his face that well from where he was hunched, but he could make out the boy's defined high cheekbones.

He suddenly arose from the water, and stood. Making Edward realize that he was completely naked.

'Amazing…'

He knew he shouldn't, it was wrong – a sin even! The fact that he had stared at another man for so long would have had their old priest mad, and letting his eyes roam the body of another man, appreciating it, would have him condemned into the fires of hell. But he couldn't help himself!

The boy had his back to him and his eyes travelled from the well defined muscles on his back, droplets of water running down his spine to the dimples on his lower back. He swallowed hard before continuing to what he knew was coming. His arse. And what a lovely arse it was, so kissable, so biteable, so… and then he turned around. And Edward quickly averted his gaze. For a second. He had watched for this long, he wasn't about to stop now. But he decided that he couldn't face THAT just yet.

He had a beautiful collarbone and his chest was hairless. Droplets of water running down his neck past his dark nipples. His long black ebony hair clung to his body. Edward's eyes travelled down his well defined abdomen to a trail of dark hair tracing down to his… Neither regions.

Edward wasn't a bashful person, he had been staring at a naked man for a while after all. He had seen lot's of cocks in his life. He had studied in an all boy school, they used to compare cocks with each other. But this seemed so different, too intimate in a way.

The stranger seemed to have decided he was done with was he was doing and walked to the shore. He put on a leather loincloth, and disappeared into the woods.

With him gone Edward noticed how hard his breathing had become, and how uncomfortably tight his pants were.

"Damn it…"

A/N: A little fun fact, Tom sturridge was an option for Edward. And another option for Bella was Emily Browning. She was actually Stephenie's favorite option for a while, but as you can see she changed her mind... I really like Emily Browning :(