I would like to remind you that this chapter is off topic like the previous chapter.
DISCLIAMER: I DON'T OWN THE HUNGER GAMES TRILOGY!
Flash froward ...
Katniss POV
He forgot. He forgot everything. They were all replaced by hallucinations. I don't know what to do anymore. I knew that he'll never forget. Apparently, I was wrong. If he can't remember, might as well go to the capitol and get myself killed. At least, by doing that, I can set hope into more hearts and I can die and join my father and Rue. He keeps screaming that I'm a mutt, that's not what hurts. It's him going crazy. It makes my chest tighten. All of our memories are gone. The only thing that I have, that was given by Peeta, was the pearl. The pearl that he gave me in the clock arena, on the bshore. But, when I hold it, I can feel the old Peeta. The one that didn't think that I was a monster., the one that cared for me.
Haymitch told me that I couldn't go to the Capitol, so I told him to send me to 2. If I couldn't die in the Capitol, might as well die somewhere far from Peeta. Far from Prim, my mother and Gale. I have faced death a few weeks ago in the arena. I can face it again. At least this time it's my choice, not my guilt. There is no use in living once you have no one to live for. Prim has our mother, Gale has his family, I used to have Peeta. But now he's gone. No use living with o one to protect. Might as well die.