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EPOV:

I was shocked for all of one second then i started to panic.

"Bella!" I called out, scrambling of the couch. "Bella I'm sorry, where are you?"

I looked in the dining room, in the kitchen, everywhere. Shit, I thought. What the fuck am I meant to tell her dad? Oh crap he's gonna kill me. I ran my hands through my hair roughly. That's when I heard her.

At first it didn't really sound like anything, then I realised it was crying. I ran to the source of the sound quickly. Opening the bathroom door, I saw something that would make my heart ache for as long as I live.

Bella was crouched on the floor sobbing hysterically. She looked up at me, her face was purple, her eyes -that wouldn't look at me- were red and looked sore.

"..Bella" I whispered, gently stroking a strand of hair away from her sweaty for head. "What's wrong?" I asked

"t-this will sound s-so stupid Edward..." she began "I'm s-so scared. What... What if I'm not g-good you know? A-and then you'll l-leave me a-and I won't kn-"

"Oh Bella. You beautiful insecure girl. I love you so much you know that? And you WILL be good enough. You already are too good! You felt what you did to me right?" I stated "no one's ever had that effect on me before"

Her eyes looked up and her deep chocolate orbs locked with my eyes.

"y-you can't leave me" she begged.

"I can't Bella. I would never... I would never leave you." I held her face in my hands and kissed her sweetly on the lips.

"Here" I said "why don't I run you a bath? I won't watch or anything I promise "

"Edward?" she asked "W-will you j-join me? I mean if you want. Umm of course you don't w-want to, I was stup-"

I cut her off with a kiss, yes.

"Thank you" we both said at the same time making each other laugh.

As the bath was running for us, we undressed each other slowly and lovingly. There was nothing overtly sexual about it -although I was aroused at seeing Bella naked for the first time - it was just us. Just us.

Bella's cheeks flamed red when I took her top off, and she tried to hide herself.

"Hey. It's just me gorgeous. Nobody else. Me. And I love you"

She looked at me, and I looked at her, whilst we both took of our under wear. Our eyes never strayed from each other. I'd never felt love like this before.

Bella's blush deepened - if that was possible - when her eyes gave way and flickered down.

"..Holy crap, it's huge" I heard her think out loud. She looked alarmed when she realised she'd said it out loud.

"Sorry" she muttered, I smiled. "it's just umm.. How? How umm... Will it fit? Oh god this is sooo embarrassing "

I chuckled, only my Bella would ask something like that.

"Well beautiful Bella, it will fit. Of course it will. It uh ... Might hurt the first time. But we were made for each other. Now are we going to have this bath or not?" I smiled lightening the mood

"yeah" she agreed

I got into the bath, the helped Bella get in (didn't want another broken wrist). I sat behind her, her back flush with my chest. Too say it was easy not to take Bella there and then would be a lie. It was killing me. She's so beautiful, but I can't ruin the moment I mentally chanted.

"Hmmm this is nice" Bella sighed "can I wash your hair, my Edward?" she said turning around to face me. Don't ruin the moment don't ruin the moment ...

"yeah if you'd like beautiful "I replied

Bella began running her fingers gently through my hair, rubbing the shampoo through it. It was heavenly, and I couldn't stop the moan that escaped my lips. Before I could apologise though, Bella giggled.

After returning the favour, and washing Bella's hair, we got dressed in our pyjamas and I ordered in a pizza which we ate in bed together. It was 11pm after all, so eating pizza in bed is perfectly acceptable right? Bella thought so. So did Ronnie.

We fell asleep in each other's arms, Ronnie at our feet. I wished that I could pause time. But if I paused time, how could I propose to Bella? How could we have little kids running around the place?

What.

Did I just think that? TOO AHEAD MAN. Calm down.

The next day, Bella decided she wanted to fill in a few application forms for a few colleges, even though it was mid semester.

My girl was determined!

Around about 12:30pm I decided she had done enough work for the day, so I set upon distracting her.

My way.

I started by blowing my breath down her neck and placing chaste kisses on the sensitive skin behind her ear

"Edward!" she gasped

I chuckled at her, whilst she tried, once again, to scowl at me. I just stuck my tongue out childishly.

"Come on love. Let's go for a walk" I suggested

"Okay, oh. I don't have a coat, can we go to Charlie's and get one?"

"Why should we go all the way to the other side of town when you can borrow one of mine?" I smiled

"Huh. I guess so. It'd probably drown me though"

"You'd look cute, come on" I said grabbing her hand and pulling her towards the closet under the stairs.

Once she put my coat on, she rolled the sleeves up about 50 times, and then she... Sniffed it?

"did you just sniff my coat?" I asked incredulously

She blushed a deep pink. The colour the sky goes on a summers evening.

"No!" she gasped "of course I didn't why would I smell your coat?"

"because I smell so sexy?" I winked

Our walk was nice and quiet. We held hands through the park and stole chaste kisses from one another.

"I do want you Edward" she said when we'd sat down on a bench under some trees sheltering us from the inevitable rain.

"you've got me gorgeous" I told her confused

"No Edward. You're not listening, what I mean is.. I trust you. I love you. I want a future with you. I want to have your babies with your beautiful green eyes and bronze hair-"

"You want kids with me?" I asked.

"Of course" she blushed, and then carried on as if i hadn't interrupted her. "I want everything of you Edward. And I uhh want you to have everything of me. I'm ready."

Ah. Now I knew what she was getting at.

"Really?"

"yeah really Edward. You make me feel so loved, and so wanted. How can I not want to make love with you?"

"w-with me?"

"now who's the insecure one?" Bella giggled, kissing my cheek.

TWO WEEKS LATER.

It's been two weeks since Bella told me she was ready. We haven't uh made love yet, but we have gotten more physical. I just don't want to rush her, she's to special.

But, tonight we are going to make love. Tonight I promised her we would.

And I was nervous. What if I hurt her? I knew sex what meant to be painful for the first time for girls, but my Bella isn't just a girl, she's my girl, and the fact that I'd be the one causing her that pain kills me.

"What are you thinking about my Edward?" Bella giggled from in front of me. We were currently in bath, a usual thing for us since two weeks ago.

"Just... Tonight" I replied quietly

"Oh"

"I don't want to hurt you Bella. "

"Please Edward? Please don't worry. The pain won't last that long, and won't it be worth it? Once the first time is over there will be no pain. Please. I love you. We belong together. " She stated turning to look at me.

Her beauty took my breath away every time

I love you so much Isabella" I smiled at her, she smiled back.

I started to kiss her, my hands on her waist, I let my fingers trace her ribs, her sweet breath filled my head, as her lips parted, I could taste her. I let my tongue trace the contours of her lips, her hands entwined in my hair, pulling me deeper into the kiss, and so gently as if she was made from glass, I ran my fingers up her waist, to her shoulders, then let them linger slowly down her body, we both stopped breathing for a minute, but my hands continued downwards until they were back at her waist, a low groan escaped from my throat as our kissing became more intense more passionate. Then I lifted her out of the water and she wrapped her legs around me.

At that moment the desire, the lust, the want, the need, they over whelmed me completely.

When we were on the bed Bella blushed beautifully, "just go slowly" she asked

I kissed her sweetly, and gently pushed through her until I met her barrier.

"I'm sorry, I love you" I whispered, pushing all the way through. A few tears escaped Bella's eyes and she nodded ok for me to move "I love you too" she whispered

Bella was amazing. Everything I've fantasised about, everything I've dreamt about, and more. The way we fit together, like puzzle pieces, felt so good. So right.

We moved perfectly together, entwined as one, I timed my rhythm to her heart beat, as it got faster so did I. all the time Bella murmured my name and I hers, our eyes never leaving each other's. It was perfect.

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