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EPOV:
Two weeks later
Our heads hit the pillow after another bout of passionate love making. It'd been two weeks since Bella initially gave herself to me, and since then, she'd been insatiable. Well, not just her. But who can blame me? She's beautiful.
I was brought from my musing when I heard Bella groan.
"What's wrong gorgeous? Oh god I was too rough wasn't I? Oh god-"
"Shut up Edward, I think I'm conning down with something, what's the time?" she whispered. She was quite pale, more so than usual.
"Uhh" I picked up my watch from the floor "6:20am love"
"Ugh" she sighed "I'll never get back to sleep feeling like-"
She suddenly clamped her hand over her mouth and darted to the toilet. Usually I would have appreciated the view of Bella naked, and running, but now worry was all I could think about. I ran after her grabbing a pair of boxers as I went.
I reached the bathroom just in time to hold Bella's hair back whilst she threw up in the toilet.
"Edward " she croaked "Go away you don't need to see this."
"Whatever Bella" I sighed, she's always so stubborn.
She opened her mouth to reply but she was cut off by another round of puke. Poor angel.
I got a wet cloth and placed it on the back of Bella's neck hoping to cool her down a bit. I hated seeing her ill.
After she'd puked up for the 5th time this morning, I'd decided enough was enough.
"Alright." I sighed "let me help you put some sweats on, I'm taking you to the doctors, it's not normal to throw up this much in one morning!"
Bella hid her head under the blanket and groaned. I knew she'd take it well.
"Edward in fine, it's just flu I'll sleep it off, don't worry about me"
I sighed, and crawled under the covers next to her fully dressed, and grabbed her hand.
"It's my job to worry about you sweetheart. Maybe you should sleep. You were up early this morning" I winked.
"Yeah.. Maybe I'll just lie down for a bit" she yawned sleepily.
After making myself some lunch, I called jasper explaining Bella was sick and that'd i'd work from home, he wasn't too happy, but he'd do the same for Alice, so he understood. I also called Charlie, asking of Bella could stay a while longer because she was in no condition to be moved. He willingly agreed saying if we needed anything give him a shout.
I checked on Bella around 2:30pm seeing if she was feeling any better or wanted something to eat, but to my surprise, she'd followed my advice and was still asleep, with Ronnie curled at her side purring happily. She must be zonked. I checked to see if the colour had returned to her cheeks, and it had. She still felt a little hot though which disgruntled me so I pulled back the covers hoping to cool her down.
Ah. She still hadn't got dressed. My beautiful Bella. If she wasn't so ill this morning I would have ravished her right there. But of course I wasn't thinking with my brain. I stared at Bella for a good 10 minutes until my jean clad uhh problem needed taking care of. Damn this women will kill me.
It was a rough night that night. Bella kept tossing and turning, talking and even screaming. When I asked her what was the matter, she said "nightmares" then drifted back into a fitful sleep. I never pushed her to find out what they were about, I just figured they were happening because she was ill. My poor beautiful love.
I was woke up early again the next morning, around 4am, by Bella crying out and running for the toilet again. When I finally understood what was going on I raced to the bathroom after her. Bella was crying quietly and throwing up constantly.
"Edward" she whimpered " I feel so ill"
"I know baby, I know." I cooed stroking her hair away from her face " What can I do? You won't let me take you to the doctors, hell I won't force you. I love you, and it's killing me seeing you sick."
"Just...just pass me my wash bag. Maybe there's something in there that'll settle my tummy" she said hopelessly, flushing the loo and sitting on the cool bathroom floor.
As she looked in her wash bag, she Visibly tensed up. I was about to open the toilet lid for her to be sick again when she asked;
"what day is it today?"
"17th, why love? What's wrong? Are you sick again?"
"No.. I just...shit" she muttered before hiding her face behind her hands and beginning to sob quietly. I crouched down to her level and kissed her forehead, whatever it was that was bothering her, was bothering me too.
Pulling her hands away from her face I asked "what's wrong gorgeous? Please tell me, I love you so much."
"You won't." she said
"That's insane Bella." I was getting angry now. "I'm irrevocably, and unconditionally in love with you, and NOTHING will change that" I said kissing her hands sweetly. "now please tell me"
She took a deep breath and said "Myperiodslate"
"huh?"
"My.. P-periods late Edward. PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME. I love you so much, I'm sorry."
Periods late? What's that supposed to mean?
Oh.
A smile slowly spread across my face, but I quickly wiped it off before Bella could see. We didn't even know for definite yet.
Don't get your hopes up.
"oh Bella. You beautiful girl. I could never leave you. And if you are ...pregnant, it's not your fault. Please don't be sorry. This... This might be.. A good thing. I mean of you want to keep it it's entirely up to you of-"
She cut me off with a deep passionate kiss. It was wet, sloppy and our teeth clashed together, but I didn't care. Neither did Bella.
"of course I would keep it if I am.. You know..." she said "it's part of you, it's a symbol of our love, I .. I was scared you'd make me get rid of it" she blushed
"shush Bella, I'd never do such a thing. Well, it's only like 5:30am now, why don't we go back to bed then we can go to the super market and buy a pregnancy test... If you'd like?"
"okay" she smiled still looking pale "I think the sick is uh done for today"
When we were back in bed, I snaked my hand over Bella's flat stomach, imagining it swelling with our child.
When I drifted off to sleep, a dreamt of our child running around the garden, she looked just like Bella. Perfect in every way. I was woke up from my lovely dream, around 9am by Bella screaming for me at the top of her lungs.
"Bella" I said shaking her gently "open your eyes gorgeous, it's just a dream "
Her eyes fluttered open, they brimmed with tears instantly.
"hey" I said wiping the years away with the pad of my thumb "what's wrong?"
"the nightmares. The.. The.. Baby I shake it till it dies. Oh Edward! I'm so scared! What if I am pregnant and kill it? I'll be a horrible mum. "
"Bella!" I said pulling her flush against my chest "you could never hurt anything. I swear. I love you so much, your so brave and beautiful, shall we shower and go get this damn test?"
She chuckled tearfully "only if we shower together my Edward"
"I wouldn't have it any other way love. "
We fooled around for a bit in the shower, I was intent on making Bella feel good after the horrible past two mornings she'd had. But after id made her feel good 5 times, she begged for me to let her repay me. Her pout did nothing to help my will. When we finally did shower, the water had run cold so we had to get out.
I got dressed in some slim jeans and a flannel shirt, not bothering to do my fuck hot mess of a hair. When I turned around Bella was right behind me making me jump. She was wearing red sweats and one of my old Dartmouth hoodies that she'd rolled the sleeves up on about 50times. Her hair was pulled up in a messy pony tail with strands falling out here and there and she looked beautiful. I'd never ever seen someone look so.. So.. Angelic.
We walked hand in hand to the supermarket, Ronnie even followed us to the first road, dumb cat, hope he gets run over. I couldn't keep the smile of my face at the fact that Bella might be pregnant. And neither could she. It wasn't planned, but it was perfect.
The lady at the cashier smiled knowingly at us when we scanned through 5 different packets of pregnancy tests. Every now and then the smile on Bella's face was replaced with fear, but it never lasted.
"Bella." I said before she took the test "listen, if you're not pregnant, then we can try again, or not.. Uh whatever you want, I just, I love you so much."
"I love you too Edward, more than my own life." she smiled walking into the bathroom to pee on various different sticks, poor girl. When she came out she laid the tests on the floor and I set my alarm for three minutes.
Longest 3 minutes of my life.
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