Chapter 4
Hey guys so I'm really having issues thinking of ideas. So any suggestions will be helpful. But I gave this one a shot so. Here you go Chapter 4.
RPOV
I don't know how long I sat there but I eventually decided to get up. I was going to go find Dimitri but I changed my mind. I didn't really wanna face him right now. So I went for a walk/run.
I walked in to living room down the hallway to my room. My room wasn't small but not that big. I recently added a king bed for Dimitri and I. It had a red and black comforter with matching sheets. There were two dressers and a walk-in closet. And finally a plasma screen TV and bookshelf for Dimitri's books and my movies.
I walked over to the closet picked out some black running shorts and a white sports bra. I exchanged my flip flops for some black and white running shoes. I was thinking about going to the gym as well so I grabbed my gym bag. I also grabbed my UFC gloves. After getting dressed and putting my hair in a tight ponytail. I went to the kitchen grabbed some water bottles and energy bars. I grabbed my keys shut everything off and walked out. Double checking to make sure I locked it.
The walk to the gym wasn't really far. I was gunna drop my stuff off in the locker room then go for my run. And that's what I did. I put my stuff in the locker room and headed out. I started in a quick walk then a jog finally pickup to a full on run. It felt good besides the burning in my lungs and legs. But I pushed my self to keep going.
I ran around court once then headed back to the gym. Once I got there I chugged a water and munched on an energy bar. When I finished I went straight to the weights. First starting with some 25s then getting to the 70s. (A/n I don't really know weights just go with it. xD) After the weights I went to see if anyone was sparring. Looked like no one was so I went to a punching bag. Little bit later after beating the crap out of the bag. I felt something watching me. More like someone.
I turned around to see my Russian god staring at me. I didn't know how to react so I just stood there. Next thing I know I'm off the the ground being showered in kisses. He kept whispering words to me that I couldn't understand some in Russian some in English. I felt hot tears in my eyes. I wasn't afraid anymore. Just relived that he's back to normal.
Once he finally put me down. I reached up on my tip toes and kissed him. With my 5'4 shortness and his 6'0 somethingness he till had to bend down ever so slightly. But it felt so right.
When he pulled away. He tried to apologize...
"Oh my Roza I'm so sorry. I promise you it will never happen again-" I cut him off.
"Don't worry I forgive you but... you need to tell me what caused it."
The he had was filled with pain. I don't know why but he needed to tell me. I wanted to help him.
"Look I don't know what it is. But if were gunna make this work which I'm pretty sure we both want it to then we need to talk." I said to him. His face changed to fear. Fear of losing me I'm guessing.
Trust me I didn't want to lose him either. And I didn't plan too. I just said it so he would understand stand the circumstances.
Finally he answered.
"Okay. But I don't wanna talk here."
So once I got all my stuff together from the locker room. When we for a walk.
He explained everything to me. The memories,dreams, everything. I felt so bad because I had been so busy with Lissa to realize something this big was wrong with him.
While he was talking I stopped and hugged him. As tight as I could. I kept saying I was sorry. Tears were streaming out of my eyes.
"Why are you sorry my love?" He asked me.
"Because! I've been so busy and selfish not to realize that there was something wrong with you! I'm always with Lissa or off doing something! I've never stopped and asked you how you were or if you were ok!" I was in complete tears by now.
Didn't say anything for the longest. Finally he just wrapped his arms around me and just help me there. I don't how much time passed but I knew it was getting really late.
We finally decided to head back to my place. We didn't say anything while were walk ng we just held hands. Once we finally go there. We to the room and took a shower. We didn't do anything. Now wasn't the time. Tonight it would be just us. Once we got out of the shower I put on a loose t-shirt and climbed into bed. Dimitri climbed in behind me in his boxers. Same as the shower nothing happened we just laid there.
He Whispered "I love you" into my ear right before I fell asleep.
I barely got a reply out before I fell into a deep sleep. In the love of life arm's.
So what did you think? Better? I tried to add a little bit for detail in to things this time. But yeah just message me some ideas and ill try to add them to the next chapter. The next one is gunna have to do with Lissa so will get to find out whats up with her. Well Bye for now!