Title inspired by that of a song- cos the songs name seemed appropriate. Listened to it as I wrote... I thought it would be appropriate, as this song fits Merlin.
Chapter 13- Tears and Rain
Merlin stood there in the silence tears mixing with that of the rain. Merlin hated the fact he had to keep silent with all these feelings he couldn't tell anyone...
How I wish I had screamed out loud
Hiding everything about himself, hiding who he really was...
Hides my true shape, like Dorian gray
But Merlin knew that everyone thought that people with magic were only here for one thing...
but I'm not here for trouble.
Merlin wished that magic was either good or evil, as he wished it was easier to stay to the right path.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell. How I wish I would save my soul.
But Merlin shook away all feeling the coldness remaining, hoping beyond everything that one day he could find it within himself to tell people who he really was.
I'm so cold from fear.
Nowadays Merlin felt that this was the norm, feeling naked without the hard-ship he had been fighting.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain,
Word count- 172
Off to continue writing, I've done 2 updates and i have just three more to do XD... and people wonder why it takes me a while to update for all of my ongoing fanfics?