So here's chapter five! Its funny how I wrote this one before I did chapter 4. I'm so weird xD But that's why I'm so loved! :D LOL xDDDDDDD
And special thanks to SK07. There now your name won't be deleted.
Okay, story time :D
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Chapter 5: So Gullible
*Namine's POV*
I was humming to myself. It was a song that had been stuck in my head for days, but I just couldn't figure it out. I walked over to my mirror and checked my outfit, looking for any imperfections.
I was wearing grey jeans and a black loose fitted top that had the words YOUNG HEART surrounded by white wings. I put on a black bracelet on my left hand, a pair of silver dangly earrings, and a diamond necklace that looked like a panda. And for my shoes, I slipped on a pair of black studded leather thong sandals.
I was excited to see everyone, a feeling I haven't felt in a while. There was Kairi, Xion, Sora, Olette, Hayner, Pence, and Riku.
And Roxas.
I felt a shiver go up my spine. I couldn't believe just thinking about him made me feel that way.
A day after he asked me out, he said that if our relationship goes any further, we should keep it a secret. He said it was for my own good, so none of the girls would pick on me. Roxas was so sweet, I began blushing without realizing it.
We were going to have our first date when we were all going his house, but then we canceled that when Demyx decided to be stupid and try to do a crazy somersault off of Axel's car. He broke his arm and had to go to the emergency room. I got so upset when I realized my so-called date with Roxas was canceled.
Demyx just has a caste around his arm, but considering how mad I was, I wish he broke more than his arm. Harsh right?
I heard a knock on my door, "Namine! I got a surprise for you." I heard Squall call out through the door. I grabbed my book and came out of my room, surprised to see Squall holding the car keys which to his first car, the G37 convertible from Infiniti.
"Who is that for?"
"You."
My jaw dropped. Mine? I don't even have my license. I had my permit, but Squall was still teaching me. Its funny he would give me that car because that was the one I had been practicing in.
Demyx pouted, "What about me? I deserve a car! And I'm older than her!"
Squall chuckled, "Says the one who thought it would be smart to do a somersault off of a car. Yeah, you definitely deserve a car."He said, rolling his eyes. He turned to me, "By the way, this is your really early birthday present, so don't ask for anything else." I nodded, jumping up and down in excitement. I got my own car! I couldn't wait until I turned eighteen. Then I would have my license and could drive the car all by myself!
"Namine?"
I could imagine it now. Kairi in the passenger, and Xion and Olette in the back. I would be driving, wearing fancy sunglasses. The roof would be down and my hair would be dancing in the wind. The radio would be blasted and everyone will stare at me in envy, not that they already don't. I would look fabulous.
"Namine!"
I broke out of my thoughts and turned to Squall, missing my dream already"What?"
"I said you could drive it. Today. To school."
My jaw dropped to the floor, but Demyx put his finger on my chin and raised it up, lust like in the cartoons. "You're kidding me! I get to drive! Oh my God, I can't wait for our friends to see!" I knew all the other students will too and say something, but I didn't care about them. Besides, they're probably always talking about me anyway.
I grabbed Demyx, accidently by his bad arm, and started jumping and dancing, ignoring his cries of pain and his pleas for help. Of course Squall didn't bother. In fact, he seemed to be enjoying Demyx's pain.
"No one is going to see it. You're driving to school and then I'm taking the car and coming back home." And then my dreams were crushed.
"What? But it's my car!" I complained.
"True, but you still have your permit."
I sighed in defeat, knowing I couldn't fight against that. Oh well, I thought to myself, at least I get to drive it. It's better than nothing. I had run downstairs and literally jumped in the driver's seat, because the roof was already open. This was the best present I had ever gotten.
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As excited as I was, I made sure to drive safely. I didn't want to give Squall a reason to take the car away. As I got out of the car, I felt a sudden ache. I wanted my car back. I ran my hand across the sleek black exterior before Squall drove away.
"My baby." I whispered, my voice cracking.
Demyx gave me an amused smile, "It's okay, Nams, you'll see her again." I knew he was trying to be funny. "I'm serious. It's like I just watched my baby being stolen from me!" I exclaimed, pinching his bad arm and walking away from him. I noticed the stares, but decided to ignore them. They weren't my friends, just people I could care less about.
I went up to my English class, happy to see Sora waving at me as soon as I entered. I half skipped over to him, earning a laugh from everybody.
"Hey," he whispered, "I saw you drive up in that car. I thought you were only sixteen."
"I am. But I have my permit. My older brother, Squall, was with me."
He grinned widely, "Well, I'm seventeen, so I'll be able to drive before you can"
I rolled my eyes, but then looked at him, "I can't wait until I'm seventeen. Then I won't be able to wait until I'm eighteen." He chuckled at that. "When are you turning seventeen?" I thought about it. My birthday was on May 23, and it was April 14. I frowned, my birthday seemed so far away.
I was about to respond, but the teacher glared in my direction, so I snapped my mouth shut. I decided to write it down on the corner of my paper. 'May 23'
He nodded, and it was silent after that. He seemed to be deep in thought. I hope it had nothing to do with my birthday. The bell rang, and he walked me to my class again. This time though, I was excited to Kairi.
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*Roxas's POV*
I was walking to my class, Hina close behind me. Hina was this girl I had gone out and broke up with. But she still thought we could still be together, so she just never stopped following me. I had to admit though, Hina was the one of the sexiest girls in this school, of course, now Namine seems to be challenging that. So when Hina came on to me, I would just go along with it.
A lot of people thought we were still dating anyway. As shallow as this sounds, I just let them. I didn't want people to see me single for a long period of time. A day or two? Fine. But a week? That's way too long to be without a girl. People will start talking, and I didn't want that.
"So Roxas is it true you're dating that new girl?"
I stopped walking and thought. I really did like Namine, but I wasn't sure if everybody considered her as the sexiest girl in school. Sure she was really famous, but I couldn't put my finger on it.
I wanted to make our relationship public when I had her wrapped around my finger. Right now, she was strong, but when I can tell her what to do and have complete control, then I'll tell everyone. That way, if the time comes, I can be the one to break up with her, and not the other way around.
And sure, we hadn't even gone out yet, but we will soon, and when that happens, she'll definitely want to move things along and get more intimate. That's how it always is with me. I can make even the strongest girl crack, even if she disagrees with sex before marriage. Because that's just who Roxas Fair is.
"No. We're not even that close."
"Good," she said, "she thinks she's all that because she's just so super rich. I mean come on! Did you see the car she drove in? She's just an attention whore."
I rolled my eyes, "And you're not?" She shrugged and grinned evilly.
I didn't like her talking about Namine that way, but I decided to let it go.
"Well, here's your class." I said, as we arrived to the girl's gym. I saw Kairi talking to Namine and smiled, happy to know that they were friends again. They both looked so happy.
"Hey Roxas." I turned to her, already knowing what to expect. She planted her lips on mine, and I didn't do anything, letting Hina do all the work. I knew not to worry. I felt nothing towards this girl. Finally, she backed away from me, slightly frowning.
I backed away from her, and turned away, "Goodbye Hina."
"Goodbye Roxas." I could hear the seductiveness in her voice, but chose to ignore it. I froze when I felt arms around my neck. She leaned close to my ear, biting it a little. Her arms snaked their way up my shirt, her fingertips tracing my abs. "Do you want to come to my place after school?" One of her hand began to slowly make its way down to the waistline of my jeans.
"I have plans." I said simply, shrugging her off and walking away.
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*Namine's POV*
"That's Hina Lin." Kairi pointed to the girl who just walked in the gym. She and Roxas used to go out, but he broke up with her. She follows him around like a lost puppy. She's just a desperate whore." She said, rolling her eyes. I didn't like the fact that she was glaring at me. I also didn't want her around Roxas. Too bad I couldn't say anything about that.
I looked at Kairi, wanting to tell her of everything that might happen between myself and Roxas. But I had made a promise, and I had no intention of breaking it. I looked back at Hina.
"She's really pretty." I whispered. No wonder Roxas went out with her. How would I be able to compete with someone like that?
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The day flew by, mostly because I kept thinking about Roxas. I always sat next to him when I saw him and we had a blast, without attracting attention of course.
And both him and Riku was in my Spanish class. But that teacher makes us sit in alphabetical order. It was depressing because it made me so far away from Roxas. But at least I was somewhat close to Riku, since his last name was Tribal. I got to talk to Riku a lot, and he's actually really nice.
And then, I was in art class, which was probably my favorite class, even though it wasn't my last period class. I was next to Roxas, as usual. But this wasn't like middle school art classes. This teacher gave us a topic, and then we draw it the way we interpret it, and then write a sentence about it. For today, she gave us the topic 'Calling'
I was drawing a girl hold a flower in one hand and a teddy bear with another. It was raining and around the girl was a bunch of hands reaching out to her. But the girl had her eyes closed.
I wrote, 'we choose the path that our hearts call out too.'
I wanted to keep it short and sweet. I looked at Roxas's drawing and looked at him with disbelieve. He drew himself on the phone calling someone. He met my stare and shrugged, "I decided not to over interpret it, unlike some people." He stressed on that last part, making me realize he was talking about me, but I heard the playfulness in his voice.
"I did not over interpret. I just gave it an actual meaning." I said with playful attitude in my voice.
I noticed people were beginning to stare at us. He shrugged, "Whatever." Keeping a small yet almost unnoticeable smile on his lips.
I was a bit taken back. Was it just me or had Roxas just shrugged me off? I know that he wanted to keep any sort of relationship a secret, which I still didn't know why, but he didn't have to be so cruel to me. The other people turned away, and as soon as they did, Roxas turned towards me again.
Was he ashamed of me? I shook my head, there was no way. Roxas had asked me out. Why would he do that if he was ashamed of me?
He loves me, I told myself. I know he does. And we continued talking after that, but a part of me noticed he was keeping a distance between us.
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Kairi, Xion and I were at Xion's house. Her place was huge, like my own. Sora came down almost immediately and greeted his girlfriend and the rest of us. Their parents, Mr. and Mrs. Fair, had come out and greeted me.
And I learned something about their parents. Apparently, Cloud, Zack, Tifa and Aerith had all been best friends. And they had come to visit all the time and I loved them. But I guess after the move, the just grew apart. Or maybe mom and dad just didn't talk about them as much.
"Hi, Mr. and Mrs. Fair." I greeted politely.
They groaned, "Oh God no. What happened to the little cute Namine always calling me Uncle Sack?"
The woman next to him agreed, "And calling me Auntie Aer-bear?" She giggled.
I pouted and blushed a little, I couldn't believe they still remembered that. In my defense, I couldn't pronounce my z's. They always came out like an s. And Aerith is just so hard to pronounce too, so it just came out as Aer-bear. Plus, I was also obsessed with care bears at the time and Aerith was just so huggable.
I heard a laugh, "Oh come on, stop picking on her." I looked up their large staircase and saw Roxas at the top. I blushed, and then looked away, not wanting him or anyone else to see me. He jumped on the rails and slid down, landing perfectly next to me.
"Hey." He whispered to me. My blush deepened. "Hi." I whispered to him.
We stood their talking before we all went to Sora's room.
I wasn't surprised to see almost every gaming console in the universe in his room. Xion showed me her room, which had a Play station 3. "I watch a lot of movies." She told me. I went to Roxas's room and saw he had a Black Wii in his room, and next to it, I saw matching controllers and a lot of those dance games.
I looked at him, and he explained it to me. "Sora has the RPG's, shooters, and games like that. Xion has all the movies, and I have the dancing games. My mother thinks that forcing us to go into each other's rooms to watch a movie or play a game will make us all grow closer together."
"Does it?"
He looked at me for a long time, "I guess. We do fight a lot though."
"All siblings do." I responded, and then I realized we were all alone in his room, with the door closed. I felt nervous, but excited at the same time.
It seems Roxas realized this too, because he came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. "You're sexy." He whispered in my ear, playfully biting it after. So many inappropriate thought ran through my head. I tried to push them away, but it was getting harder as Roxas's hands began to roam around my body.
He turned me around and kissed me. I gasped in surprise, leaving him access to thrust his tongue into my mouth. I felt him explore my mouth, and I loved the feeling. I had to admit, he was a little aggressive, but I was okay with it. It made me want more.
He pushed me onto his bed and climbed on top of me. His hand pushed my shirt up, revealing my skin. He leaned down and licked me. I giggled, but then as he began to take off his own clothes, I realized what was going on.
I shot up, pushing him off of me. What was I doing? This went against everything I stand up for. Sex and kissing on the first date? If you could even consider this a date.
"Is something wrong?" He asked me. Was something wrong? What was his problem?
"Roxas, we hardly even started this relationship. This is moving too fast, isn't it?"
He shrugged, "I guess. Sorry." I noticed a bored tone in his voice. Did he not even care at all?
It was silent between us, so I took the opportunity to fix my shirt and my hair.
"I would've used a condom." He mumbled. I looked at him in shock, was it all about the sex?
"That doesn't matter!" I exclaimed, and then rolled my eyes, "You know what, just forget it." I was about to crawl off the bed, but I felt his hand encircle around my wrist. I looked back at him, deep in his eyes.
I wasn't sure if he was the nice Roxas I thought he was. Maybe Roxas was just one of those sick pigs who only wanted sex. I couldn't believe him, we hadn't even gone out on one date yet and he was doing this. Everything I loved about Roxas suddenly seemed non-existent. He was just another guy now, another guy who just wanted to use me.
I yanked my wrist away, suddenly feeling really dirty. And why shouldn't I? I almost let had sex with a guy I barely knew. I couldn't stand to his face anymore. I couldn't stand to be in his room. In fact, I couldn't stand to be anywhere near him.
Then suddenly, and thankfully, we heard a knock at the door.
It was Xion, "Hey Roxas. Is Namine here?"
He looked at me, "Yeah, she's in the bathroom though." He sighed, getting off his bed, his eyes never leaving mine.
Tears filled my eyes. A part of me, a part I was now disgusted with, had actually wanted to continue. It was so tempting, I had almost listened. I would've enjoyed myself, ignoring the risk of getting pregnant.
My body still felt warm on the areas Roxas touched. I wanted more. I want him to continue. I grabbed the edges of my shirt, pulling it down to distract me.
There was no emotion in what we were about to do. Roxas didn't once say I love you, and as soon as Xion knocked, he basically jumped off of me. I looked at my chest, seeing a hickey did he do that? I wanted it to go away, I didn't want any memories of today.
After a quick glance in his mirror, I went to his door and opened it. Xion looked at me and smiled, she obviously didn't suspect a thing.
"Kairi wants to watch a movie, but refuses to do anything without you."
I brightened. Hanging out with my girls were just what I needed right now.
Roxas appeared next to me, and I stiffened when I felt his arm around my waist, "Cool, can I come?"
Xion grabbed my arm and dragged me to her room, and, thankfully, away from Roxas. "Girls only!" She called over her shoulder.
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It was one in the morning, the movie had long since ended and the other girls had fallen asleep. I had to, until I woke up. I tossed and turned all night, but I was just couldn't go back to sleep. I had decided to go downstairs and drink some water, hoping that would calm me down.
When I had gotten downstairs, I saw Roxas there, drinking water. "Hey." He smiled at me. I walked right past him, not even bothering to return the greeting.
As I poured myself water, I knew he was staring at me. What should I say?
He chuckled, "I like your pajamas." I blushed, forgetting that since I hadn't planned to sleep over, I had no clothes with me so Xion had let me borrow hers. I was surprised when she gave me a pair of pink short-shorts and a white tank top, but I couldn't just say no to them.
"Don't stare at me." I responded, making sure I sounded very mean. I saw him flinch a little. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me to him. As soon as our bodies made contact, he wrapped his arm around my waist.
"Namine, when I see you, I want you to be mine. I hate it when other guys stare at you. Do you understand how mad I become when I hear what some of the guys, and hey, even the girls, want to do to you. I just want to punch them but I know I can't. When we were in my bed, I felt like I had it all."
It was that nickname again. Babe. I loved that he called me that, but for some reason, it just didn't feel right. I felt like he was hiding something from me, but I didn't know how to make him confess. Why did it seem like he only cared about how he felt?
I realized, as he leaned down and kissed me, that I had a decision to make. I knew he wanted sex with our relationship, but was I ready to give myself to him? Should I just believe what he's saying to me? That he really does love me. Or should I just end it.
For some reason, I believed in him. I believed he loved me, and he wanting sex was just a way to prove that he wanted me to be his alone. I felt like Roxas actually wanted a relationship between us. The sex I wasn't too sure about, but I knew I had time to think about that.
He went down to my neck. "Right now babe?" I moaned softly, "Not yet." His hand was firmly in place on my thigh, and I could feel it slowly going up, hiking my shorts up a little bit. I wrapped my arms around his neck and ran my hands through his hair. I wanted to say yes, but I knew I couldn't. It felt so wrong, yet so right at the same time.
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*Roxas's POV*
My hand was on her thigh, and it kept traveling. I stopped when I felt the lace on her panties. I wanted her under me so badly, but she had just told me not yet. I didn't know how long I could wait. I kissed her, and she wasted no time in kissing me back.
I couldn't believe all that bullshit I said actually worked. I learned something today. Wither I'm a great liar or Namine is just really gullible. I decided to keep that in mind for future references. But strangely, a part of me actually meant what I had just said to her. But it couldn't be true, after all, Roxas Fair does not, and will never, fall in love.
My thoughts traveled to Hina. When I wanted sex, she literally jumped into the bed. She was so easy. Namine is a challenge, a puzzle. The type of puzzle that was almost impossible to put the pieces together. Then again, every puzzle is possible to solve and I knew it was that it was because she was such a challenge that made me so drawn to her.
But I couldn't just tie myself down just to her. What if she never wanted to get intimate with me? I couldn't just sit around and wait for her to finally be ready. I thought to myself, and then I had a plan. I'll use Hina to quench my needs. Then when Namine is ready for us to take the next step, I'll just drop Hina.
It was a perfect plan and I would be satisfied and happy with Namine.
Namine backed away from me, "We should go to bed."
I winked, "We should."
Namine rolled her eyes and chuckled, "That's not what I meant, dummy."
I nodded, chuckling, "Good night babe." I kissed her, and she happily kissed me back. As she backed away, I leaned against the counter, watching her quietly and gracefully go up the stairs. I waited a few minutes until I also went to bed.
I thought of Namine before dozing off to a deep slumber.
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And that's chapter 5! I meant it when I said Roxy would be a playboy. What a jerk -_- And things only get worse, then better, then worse, then better then- well, you get it :)
So review please :) Reviews motivate me to write more :) honestly.