I lean against Randy as John drives us home and Ted decides to go home himself."I will see you tomorrow sis. Love ya!" He hugs me and kisses me on the cheek and leaves. "Randy, I need to tell you and John something." I look into Randy's eyes and lets a tear fall down. "The doctors have evaluated me and they think I have a disorder called Asberger's Syndrome. It is a form of autism that explains why my moods have been all over the place." I look down at my hands and fidget around some. Randy holds my hands and kisses my temple. "Honey, it's okay. You know about my condition." John sighs and bites his lip. "Shay, I have ADHD. I take medication for it. Wait Asbergers...it runs in my family...Shay, do you mind if we go and get you checked and find out if you do have it." I nod and lay my head on Randy's shoulder. "If it helps me feel normal again I would do anything. I'm just scared of what I have seen. My cousins have it and they have really violent tendencies. I don't want to hurt you two. With everything that has happened to me I don't want to hurt u. I have so much anger at them, my own damn father..." Randy holds me and runs my fingers through my hair. "Shhh...its okay. We won't let it get that far." John pulls into my house and parks shutting off the car. I shake slightly and Randy holds me as John quickly runs around getting in the backseat and doing the same as Randy. "Stupid motherfuckers. I hate them why did they use me." I begin to get angrier and shake more. "Shay focus on my voice..." Randy says trying to help me calm down. "Focus on us. John and me are here." I feel John and Randy's hands rubbing my back and I begin to calm. "I'm sorry...I couldn't help it that anger I had to let it out..." I cry softly into Randy's chest. "Honey its natural. I would rather you tell us than you bottle it up like I did. Let's go inside and grab a bite to eat."

I sit up and nod. "Sounds good to me. I could go for a good burger right now and some sweet potato fries." Randy and John smile and laugh. "Looks like your up Chef Johnny." Randy pokes John and he squirms. "I know you make the best burgers! Shay and I can relax and talk." John laughs and blushes slighly."Awww shucks okay I will make the food. Lets get you two inside." We all climb out of the car and head in the house. John heads to the kitchen while Randy and I head to the living room. Randy sits in a recliner and pulls me on his lap and I tense slightly."Shay, its me I wont hurt you. I just want to hold you. Relax for me." I begin to relax and I lay back against him and trace a tattoo on his forearm. Randy laughs."That tickles but is also soothing." He wraps his arms around me and we decide on a movie."Hey Randy, wanna watch Team America?" He laughs and smiles."Hell yeah I do!" He catches me staring at him and I blush and turn my head away. "Sorry for staring. Your even more beautiful when you smile." He puts his finger under my chin lifting my head up and kisses me softly. "Baby, I don't mind. Don't be scared to look at me. I mean I am damn sexy." I laugh and roll my eyes."Hey if your ego gets bigger we may have to make bigger door ways." I get up and run off."Your going to get it for that comment!" He laughs and chases me and I run behind John."Johnny save me Randy's going to get me!" Randy runs in the room and slowly walks over to us. John laughs and continues to cook the burgers."I heard what you said your on your own til I'm done. Give me ten minutes."I smile and stay behind John. "No fair Shay! Im going to have to play dirty!"

He walks around John and starts to tickle me. I squirm and laugh."Damn it! I'm tickilish!" Randy smiles and continues while John laughs and finishes dinner. "Randy not fair!" Randy cilmbs over me and tickles me. I squirm and fight and he pins me to the floor. I stop squirming and Randy hovers above me as I breathe heavily."God your beautiful." I blush and turn away. John finishes and comes over to us running a hand over Randy's cheek and mine as well."Your both beautiful." He leans down and kisses Randy roughly while I just watch. I whimper and they break the kiss."Damn that was hot!"I blush and bite my lip. They laugh and smile."I think someone was a little jealous though." Randy stated. John leans down and kisses me softly. Randy climbs off of me and I sit up and with out breaking the kiss wrap my arms around his neck. He holds my head and we have a make-out session right in front of Randy."Damn you two! Now that is hot." Randy smiles and I bury my face in John's neck."Damn shes a good kisser. Her kisses are so different that yours but it works. Where yours are rough and demanding, her's are soft and sweet." Randy smiles and comes behind me."I know. You two balance each other out for my needs." John and I laugh and nod."I know. We balance each other out in a lot of ways." We all smile and my stomach growls."Wow that is a mood killer." I laugh after saying and John helps me up. "Let's get some food in you and then we can have some fun later."

I smile and make me a burger and grab some fries as Randy and John do the same. I go to sit down and John pulls me on his lap as Randy moves my plate closer and sits next to us. "We want to feed you." I smile and blush."wow. Never had someone do that before. Can we feed each other?" We all smile and they nod."Of course baby." Randy cuts my bruger up and John grabs a piece and brings it to my mouth. I smile and open my mouth and take a bite. "Mmmm." I eat the bite and smile."That is a good burger!" John smiles and Randy laughs."Told ya! He never tells me how he makes 'em but I love 'em!" I smile and grab a fry and feed it to John. he eats it and smiles. "Those are really good! I never had those before. I willl definitely make those again." I smile and nod."I know their my favorite fries!" Randy smiles and feeds me a fry and I smile and sofly suck his finger before eating my fry."Damn shes not playing fair." John laughs and I shrug. "I didn't do anything." Randy laughs and I feed him a bite of burger. He licks some mustard off my finger and my palm and I moan softly."Now who is not playing fair!" We laugh and continue feeding each other til we all are full. I lean back against John. "Damn that was good and I'm stuffed." The guys laugh and smile."Good cause so are we." Randy gathers the dishes up and washes them. John and I just watch and admire the view. "Damn can we have a burger to go with that shake!" we wolf whistle and Randy turns around."Damn Johnny we just got caught." I laugh and Randy shakes his head and finishes the dishes."You two...don't know which one is worse with the corny pick up lines." We both laugh and smile. "What we can't help but stare at that ass of yours. I mean I like asses and muscles...damn I said too much." John laughs along with Randy. "Well we know what our girl likes...wanna know what we like?" I nod and smile. "I like my girl's assets...I like breasts and ass." Randy says and John agrees. "On my guys Im like you. Muscles and ass. Thats why I like John so much. His bubble butt turns me on." I laugh and agree with him. "Randy's muscles turn me on. To see the speed and the power...mmmm."

I smile and stand up. "So basically we are a good match. I don't know about you but I'm kinda sleepy." I wink and run up the stairs to the bedroom, John and Randy arent far behind me. Randy shuts the door and John presses him against it and kisses him roughly. "Mine. Shay and you are mine." Randy smiles at John's possessiveness. "Your ours too. Our Johnny." I smile and John and Randy grab me and put me between them."Damn...I like this! Im the middle of a man sandwich." John kisses me as Randy nibbles on my neck I moan and just let myself feel."Our woman. Our baby girl." I moan and shake slightly. "Its okay baby we will stop if you need us too." Randy holds my hand and rubs it while John puts his hand on my face."Always. We know you may be uncomfortable..."I put my finger on John's lips."Just take it slow with me. I'm okay. You two are mine too." I smile and John and Randy nibble and lightly bite my neck. I moan and whimper. "god that feels good." They smile and back slightly pulling me to the bed. John picks me up and lays me on the bed. I smile and they take their shirts off and climb in the bed with me. "Damn I'm a lucky woman!" I run my hand up their chests and smile. Randy kisses me as John kisses my neck and unbuttons my shirt. I tense up and Randy notices. "Baby its okay. Your beautiful we want to see you."'Scars and all..."John puts his arms around me."We love you for you." John slides my shirt of and I wrap my arms around myself."I'm a freak...I'm marked for life." John kisses one of my scars on my back and holds me tight."Your not a freak. Your scars are marks of courage and strength. They make you even more beautiful in our eyes." I feel a tear fall down my back and sigh. "Help me feel beautiful again." A tear falls and Randy wipes it away. John and Randy begin kissing my scars and lay me back on the bed.I cry and let their kisses and my hears wash away my hurt. "Can we take your pants off?" John asks softly and I nod." I trust you two. Go ahead." Randy unbuttons my pants and slides them off and they kiss down my legs. " You are beautiful woman. So strong and brave." I close my eyes and John wipes my face. I open my eyes and smile. I begin to kiss down John's neck and pulls him to me. I do the same with Randy and moan softly. We begin to kiss and feel each other just enjoying each others touch. I break a kiss with John and look up to him. "I'm ready Johnny. please..." They smile and we take turns undressing each other. As soon as the guys got my clothes off they were kissing up and down my body, taking time to kiss my scars. I began to cry and John placed his hand on my cheek. "Baby your beautiful." I leaned into his hand and kissed his palm. "These are happy tears Johnny. You two make me feel so loved and safe. I haven't had that before. Thank you." John smiles.

Randy decided to make his presence known and lightly nipped my nipple and soothed it. I arched my back and held his head there. "Randy don't stop it feels good." Randy smirked up to John and they both leaned down and nipped and licked sucked on my nipples. I moaned and arched my back craving more. "Mmmmmm so good...please don't stop." Randy smirked. "I think I found one of her spots John don't you." John didn't answer and kept going. Randy decided to watch John. "Damn you two are damn sexy like that." I pout and whimper softly. "Randy...wanna feel you...wanna touch you." He moves closer and I run a finger down his chest and abs. He shivers softly moaning. "Feel me baby, I'm all yours." I pull him down and we kiss roughly then I begin kissing down his neck. "Touche, baby you found one of my spots too." He moans softly and I reach down and run my hand up and down his penis. Randy moans louder as I stroke him and kiss/bite his neck. "God you are so big...you are so sexy Randy." John smirks and grabs my hand and moves closer to me kissing my neck. "Damn you two your packing.." We all chuckle and the guys moan. "I can't believe that I have you two. I love you." We continued this game for a few more minutes until Randy grabbed my hand and brought it up and kissed it. "May I?" I nod and the crawls between my legs and kisses my hip bones. I tense and John stops my hand and leans down and begins to whisper comforting words in my ear. I begin to relax and Randy kisses down lower and begins exploring with his tongue."Oh shit! Damn that feels good right there baby." He continues and I arch my back and John nibbles my nipples. "Oh my god Johnny...Randy please don't stop." Randy continues inserting two fingers inside me and pumping them in and out slowly as John switches nipples every so often. After a few minutes, I begin to tense and grab the sheet and pant. "Oh shit...don't stop...cumming...fuck!" I tense up and fall back to the bed panting and Randy slowly slides his fingers out and John kisses him roughly. "Damn that's a good mix." John licks his lips and Randy smirks. Panting I try to talk but all I get out is a broken sentence."Fuck...*pant*...god...mmmmm.""I think we made her speechless." They chuckle and I flip them off."Promises, promises." Randy chuckles and crawls up beside my head. "Baby, please..." He smiles and I chuckle. John crawls between my legs and I deep throat Randy as John slides in me. Randy and I moan."Shit baby! Warn a guy your doing that!" I smirk as I slide my mouth up slowly and John thrusts slowly and eventually picks up the pace. We continue this pattern until John and Randy are close."Fuck baby I'm so close. Me too." I slide my mouth of of Randy and smirk. "So am I! Come on big boys give me all you got!" John begins thrusting roughly and I begin to suck Randy harder. "Oh fuck Shay!" Randy yells falling forward. I slowly slide my mouth off of him and swallow and wink at him. "Damn baby that was hot!" I look down to John and notices he is holding back. "Fuck me Johnny! Stop holding back I wont break!" John begins thrusting harder and more erratic and I grip the sheets. "God you two are so fucking hot." I whimper and tense."Oh shit Babygirl!" John falls forward onto me and I moan and relax. John slides out of me and he partially lays on one side and Randy does the same on the other. i smile and we begin to drift off to sleep.